Sophia

We are going back to home. The cool breeze was hitting my face in the open jeep. I was looking in the rear view mirror as that cabin where my life changed was going farther and farther. Last night he gave me the choice of freedom and for the first time I choose for myself something that I wanted....I drifted to sleep thinking of last night and this morning. They were so different from the time I spent with him till now...

I woke up at midnight with my favorite song playing on the guitar somewhere. Where is Don? I thought to myself as I got up. I took out a black night slip and wore it because of course I was naked after that bath and the hot bathroom sex Don carried me out in a towel and we slept snuggling into each other. But who is playing this guitar? I moved downstairs towards the sound. "Don!.." I called out for him but didn't get any response. "Don, where are you?" I called out as I saw the front door opened. I stepped out "Do-" I was beyond amazed to see what I was seeing out there. It was so mesmerizing. The glass candles, hanging from the trees. Rose petals that covered the wooden patio. The picnic blanket spread out with a mini table top. A small chocolate cake was placed on it with a candle sparkling in the middle. Everything was so amazing. The wine and bowl of strawberries, the bonfire. But the most beautiful thing was Damon. The twinkling stars and the moonlight made his eyes look so stunning. He was just perfection. Standing just beneath those tress playing guitar. He was wearing the shirt I bought for him.

"Da-Damon" I moved slowly towards him . He kept the guitar beside the tree and played the song he was playing on his phone "All of me by John legend." How he knows this is my favorite song? He pulled out his hand for me "Sophia will you dance with me?" For the time he asked permission for anything from me and I placed by hand in his. I couldn't find the courage to even blink my eyes I don't want to miss even a millisecond of this. We danced . We danced so close. I was lost in his arms he spin me towards him tucked my hair behind my ear and kissed me as the song ended. His kiss said what the song was saying. "That I give my all to you". He gave himself to me. He wasn't taking anything he was giving himself to me "Happy birthday Sophia" he whispered against my lips our foreheads were touching he was holding me by my waist.

My birthday? I thought to myself, It's my birthday today?? I said it out loud I guess because he replied "Yes amore it is. The most special day, I am glad you were born my Doll". "Thank you D-Damon . I never thought of such lovely-.... ." "shhh first I want to give you your gift. Sophia I am going to say something to you and I want you to listen very carefully" I looked in his eyes with full attention, where is he going with this? "I am giving you the choice Sophia, for the first time and for the last time. I am giving you to choose your freedom." I looked at him with wide eyes and he continued "Yes, I want you Sophia, I want you to be mine not because I picked you up in an auction not because I married you in fit of rage to punish you but because you want to be mine" He continued holding me close. "You asked me that day why I jumped in front of the bullet to save you? Well I did it and I will do it again mio amore in a heartbeat no questions asked. I can and I will give my life to you because my Doll, you are my life" he said brushing my cheek. Tears started forming in my eyes and for the first time it wasn't because of sadness or fear. It was because I was emotional I was feeling loved for the first time in what seems like forever. He continued as he pecked me right at the corner of my eye before my tear could have fallen "I promise you Sophia that I will always protect you. I will make the sun rise and set for you. I know I hurt you and I will hurt you. I need that Doll. I am not a hero Sophia, I don't do good, its not in me. I want your tears as much as I want your laughter. But I promise I will make you love it every time. I will give you all the happiness in the world. No matter how much pain I give you I will always take care of your pleasure. I will bring world at your feet babe. I promise you my loyalty, I will give you every ounce of myself but I will take all of you too till death do us apart because I love you Sophia". he kissed me lightly.

I love you Sophia. Those were the words I never thought I would ever hear. "Today I am giving you freedom amore freedom from me. This is your only chance so think and think hard because I promise you I will respect whatever you choose today. If you walk out right now I will not blame you, we will go back home tomorrow and I will let you go. I will never cross your path again, you can live the life you want" is he really going to leave me after everything we have been through. I thought getting a bit apprehensive this is what you always wanted, freedom. Be sane for once or this man will be the end of you my conscious barked at me. But that will mean I will loose him forever I counter with my conscious. "But if you stay I promise you I will never let you go because meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me. Loving you has became like breathing for me, saying this and letting you in is the most difficult thing for me and being loved by no one else but you, you Sophia Richmond will be the epitome of my life. So Sophia the choice is yours.."

He knelt in front of me . What is he doing "Sophia Richmond will you give yourself to me? Will you be my captive for life?"

I knelt across him. I cupped his cheeks, his eyes were so honest. I can feel it, the each word he said about cherishing me is true and so is the promise of giving me pain. I knew that if I choose to go he will let me go . He will even protect me from Marc if I asked him. But do I want a life without him? Maybe I could get a normal life a normal family who would not marry me to just punish me, who will not whip me with his belt, who will not own me when he will love and also who will not die for me in a heartbeat. Who will not prove me every night that I complete him, Who will not tell me that being loved my me "a trash whore" is the epitome of their life. I know how difficult it must be for him to let me in. I know he is ruthless and I know of all the life choices I had made this will be the most terrible one but for the first time in my life I knew what I wanted. I wanted him

I cupped his cheeks brushing my hands in his stubble looking him the eye "The day I was told that I will be a 'gift' for you, I was scared of being given to such a ruthless monster. For a moment I thought that being bought by some deranged mobster in that auction would have been better than to be gifted to the Satan himself and you proved it every time that how right was my fear. You proved every terrible and merciless story I heard about you. Yes, you hurt me, a lot but yet somehow you made me crave the pain that you give me. I don't know why and how your happiness started to mean much more important to me than my pain " I said to him still cupping his cheeks with tears brimming my eyes I continued "You are a monster Damon but you have become my universe" I said touching his forehead with mine. I saw his smile as he touched my cheeks "You don't have to be a hero for me, I like you now , just the way you are. I love you Damon Caprio. I want you too. Yes, I will be your captive for life till death do us apart ". I said and his hands reached my hair he put in his strong hold and kissed me hard. Kissed me like there is no tomorrow. Kissed me like I am his life.

He took a box out of his pocket and opened it. It had wedding bands in it "Then complete what's was left incomplete" he said sliding the diamond band in my finger. I didn't take out his ring. Instead I asked him if I could keep it too. Even though it was the result of an anger fit, yet it was symbolic of my wedding. I slid his wedding band into his finger and we melted into a kiss.

We snuggled in the blankets under the tree with our wine glasses after we ate the cake and strawberries. I slept snuggling into him as he wrapped his arms around me. I was happy.

"Kiss me", he whispered into my ears, as he wrapped me from behind in the kitchen where I was making us breakfast. I turned my face to him and pecked him on the lips. "Good Morning" I said with a smile "That's all I get ?" he asked a bit irritated. "mm-hmm" I hummed turning back to mixing the batter. "Guess, I have to take more if I want, huh?" I shrugged, "If you think you can..." I said biting my lower lip. "Do you think I can't?" His grip around me tightened. I shrugged, "Don't know. You'd have to be pretty bold..." Goosebumps rose on my skin but I managed to hold the ladle steady. He growled and flipped me over so that my back was against the counter and he was on top of me, pinning my arms at the center of my back. He kissed me roughly, "You wanna see how bold I am?" He looked like he could barely restrain himself. "Yeah," I said, looking him right in the eyes. I don't know what made me decide to start this dangerous game with him but I could feel my heart rate picking up tempo. "You like provoking me? Play as many games as you want but remember Doll, I always win". I shrugged innocently and blinked at him a few times, "I am not provoking no one..." "You want me to take you," he said and I felt moisture trickle down below. I sucked in my bottom lip and shrugged, then said, "Noooo, what I am saying is maybe..." and I reached his lips. As I reached his lips his grip around my hands loosened in anticipation of the kiss and I took my hands off that and brought it to his stomach and I tickled him knowing he is ticklish around his waist. "Hey you...!" he lost his balance giving me the way to escape from him. I laughed as I ran inside the cabin

"Oh yes you run Doll, and you run good because I am coming for you. You know what I'll give you to the count of 10. You'd better hide good because when I find you, I'm gonna fuck you so hard you won't have any doubt in your mind about how bold I am." I gaped at him from near the stairs. "1, 2, 3... better get moving, 4, 5, today sometime? 6..."I gasped at the quickening pace of his counting and jumped up and took off the back door towards the stream. I ran around the cabin and hid under the backseat his jeep.

Wow. This was a rush. And at the end of which I'd get sweet release. I could see how this could get addicting, especially with how intense I suspected he'd play. A few minutes passed and I hadn't heard anything anywhere around me. In fact it was eerily quiet. I sat up and almost had heart failure when I realized he was standing outside the driver's side door, staring down at me with a smile on his face. I shrieked and scampered out the passenger side and jumped out of the jeep from the opposite side.

"I'll give you an extra 5," he called, "1, 2..."I bolted toward the back of the cabin. As I rounded the house and got to the back behind the swing set, I could see it was a little overgrown with grass and some more wildflowers and there was a combination of open fields, stone paths, and dense tress. I could head toward the trees if I went right, or if I went straight ahead it looked mostly clear but hilly. To my left was stream with a stone path to cross it and beyond it were huge field of wild flowers. I thought about taking a run into the field but the grass was deep and I was more than a little afraid of snakes. I didn't know where to go, so I crossed the stream walking over the rocks and ran towards the wild flower fields. He wasn't behind me. My heart thudded rapidly against my chest wall. So much adrenaline! Then as I looked behind my shoulder, I could see him. He was gaining on me and the thrill of it was making my heart race, my face flush, and my body tingle all over.

He caught me by the waist and tackled me to the ground but yet he did it sort of gently, breaking my fall so that I landed on him instead of on the ground. As soon as we landed, he flipped and then he was on top of me and had my wrists pinned above my head. We were both heaving but I'd say I was heaving a lot heavier than he was.

"Gotcha," he said in a low and husky voice. His grip on my wrists tightened and he started grinding his hard cock against me. Then he let go of my wrists but grunted, "Don't move," into my ear. He unzipped my denim skirt and shimmied it off my hips. Then he grabbed the waistband of my baby blue cotton panties and ripped them clean off of me, tearing them somewhere. The tearing sound startled me, making this morph from hot to sordid, dirty. I reached quickly in modesty but he warned, "I said don't move," his eyes changed, got even more intense. I put my hands back above my head as he left them

I felt so exposed out here in the open air. Then he undid his pants and freed his cock and in one move, rammed it into me to the hilt. I gasped. He gathered the length of my hair into his fist and used it to pull my face to his cheek and started hammering into me. His other hand went under my rear end and he held me by it, digging his fingers into my flesh and it hurt. That hurt, the ground wasn't exactly soft, and he was pulling my hair but then the sensation inside of me, the sensation of him plunging in over and over, was good. Real good. He got my earlobe between his teeth and he wasn't biting hard but his hot breath in my ear sent tingles over my body in waves. I willed the tension to leave my body and when I felt that moment of surrender, that moment of just giving myself over to what he was doing, it felt like a release. Even if it was sordid and dirty it was what I needed right now. He let go of my bottom and then his fingers were between us, rubbing my clit. I opened my eyes and saw the clouds moving over us in the sky, saw birds in flight, and my nostrils were filled with scents of grass, of loam, of my arousal, his spicy warm scent. I was ready to climax, my breathing getting shallow and faster, but then he stopped. Just stopped. He pulled out and his fingers left me and he looked down at me with a wicked look in his eyes, "Do you want to come?" I must've stared blankly at him in my shock. "Do you?" he repeated. I nodded a little. It felt like my heart rate was moving to a dangerously high tempo. How fast was it going? Double, triple? He arched a brow and leaned back, breaking contact completely.

"D-Damon," I croaked out, my voice hoarse. Tears stung my eyes. I wanted release. I didn't want to be teased right now. It was like he knew how badly I needed it and was reveling in this moment where I was ready to beg for it. He grabbed my rear end and then slammed into me once and then pulled out. A tear slid down my cheek. He kissed it away. "What do you say?" he asked. I tried to look past him, up at the clouds. "Look at me," he demanded. I met his eyes and saw a flash of tenderness but then the hardness returned, "I'll ask you again. Do you want to come?"

I wanted to burst into tears and say No. Because suddenly I didn't want to be here. I wanted to be somewhere else, anywhere else, somewhere alone. But I didn't say No. I searched my brain for the right answer. He moved his mouth closer, our noses nearly touching, "Doll," he whispered and as much as I knew he could see the need in my eyes I could hear that same need in his voice. He lifted my legs up so that my ankles were resting on his shoulders. He kissed an ankle and then pushed deep into me again. He rubbed a hand up and down my leg, scraping his teeth along his bottom lip, and set about a rhythm. Slow but deep, penetrating, almost but not quite punishing. This wasn't exactly sweet but it wasn't rough either. What was he trying to do to me? Maybe just reminding me that he was in charge. He pulled my ankles down so my legs could wrap around his waist and then started to rain soft kisses from my throat to my earlobe, over to my chin, then his lips landed on my lips and his tongue pried my lips open. After darting in, tangling with my tongue he leaned back an inch, "You're mine." He said. I let out a little sob. "Do you understand me?" he took my throat into a soft but possessive grip. His eyes were suddenly fierce. I gasped. His eyes searched mine as he plunged into me over and over, not breaking eye contact and I gulped and gave a fractional nod. When he came inside of me, let out a huge breath, and then collapsed on top of me.

I could feel his heart hammering against me. I let out a rush of air as if I'd been holding my breath. He rolled off me and then his hands were between my legs and he started working his fingers, working to get me off. In a matter of 30 seconds, he accomplished his goal. I arched my back and let out a loud "Ahhhh! Damon"

Then I curled into him. I was emotionally and physically totally and utterly spent. He was stroking my hair, rubbing my back, raining soft kisses on me then he picked me up and we walked towards the cabin.

"We are home, wake up Doll" I heard as I felt a soft kiss. I smiled and opened my eyes to my home. Yes, it felt like my home