Sophia

I watched Don holding his bourbon glass a bit to tightly, his knuckles were white. His temper was definitely rising I guess as I mentioned Marc. He didn't say anything since I began the story. He was just listening to me. I moved next to him where he was leaning on his desk, I don't know why but I felt like I need to be close to him to tell this part of the story.

"It was my birthday and I don't know why but I was waiting for mom, maybe she will come back to me. It would be enough if she would have called once. Just once, not to ask how I am but to tell that she is alive. I missed her so much but I was so angry at her. That was also the day when Chuck started his junior year in high school. So I distracted myself with that I made sure he had everything as he left for school.

Adrien had a party that night for his friends as his club hit the biggest profits that year. I prepared everything for the party and asked Chuck to stay with his friend for the night. I didn't want him to be part of Adrien's crowd. The party went smoothly and few of them stayed behind to play cards and drinks. Marc was there too after the party, we generally just used to exchange hellos, he do not used to talk to me or cross my path but he always used to leave more food for me so I had more food to eat, other than that he never spoke with me. He even made sure no one else misbehave with me. "They generally used to discuss you." I said looking at Don. "Yeah how the new Don and his brother is taking over everything. He used to brag about the stories of Caprio brothers and them ruling the NYC." I said with a chuckle looking at Don. "I used to wonder who are these people and how can someone who is so ruthless can impress everyone. I never thought I will meet them someday" I said putting my hand over Don's. He smiled lightly. "What happened at the party?" He asked. "After the party, it happened after the party". I said and continued.

I was cleaning the party mess when Adrien called me,his friends were all passed out except he and Marc, I guess they were still playing. "This might come as a shock but Sophia I kind of lost you in the game to Marc" he said and I was not able to understand what he said. "What do you mean?" I asked him "Well I mean that we were playing and I put you as a bet and I lost you to Marc" he clarified for me. "Are you kidding me? What do you mean you lost me in a bet? Who are you to loose me even? How can you bet on me?" I was screaming in anger "Relax, I don't know how this happen, I play you everyday I never lost once" My jaw dropped "You bet me everyday??? Are you even listening to yourself" A table lamp on the side table caught my attention and I threw it on him . He dogged and continued "Don't get so riled up its just for a night" he said as if its nothing. I understood there is no point reasoning with him so I ran. I was running so fast but as I was about to open the front door someone pulled me back. I saw its Marc

"Please, Please don't do this. You were the one who saved me. How can you do this? Just let me go, please please." I was begging him continuously as he said "Shhh... relax dove I will not hurt you, you are so beautiful and so soft how can anyone ever hurt you. Trust me you wont even feel the pain." He said as he hauled me over his shoulder and brought me to my old room. I was trashing around as he laid me down. "Don't! Don't you touch me, how could you do this. Just let me go please." I was pleading him but he was busy taking off his clothes as if its all consensual. I tried to make a run but then I felt a sting at my neck. It felt like my whole body went paralyzed. He cradled me in his lap and said "See I told you I will not let you feel any pain. Trust me dove it will all be fine. And you know good thing is your brother is already not here so no distractions for you whole night. I will love you so much and you will lay here like my good pet."

He was wrong, he was so wrong I did feel the pain every time he laid his hand on my body . I laid there lifeless, unable to do anything. I tried shutting my body, I tried not to feel anything but I failed . I failed miserably, because I felt everything. I feel him pulling off my clothes I felt him pushing inside me hard and fast. I felt his disgusting breath on my neck. I felt him tearing me apart as he took my virginity. I closed my eyes trying to escape it but I couldn't. I felt like dying. Like I was drowning and I wasn't able to hold onto anything. I wanted my Dad to come and protect me I wanted him to take me with him.

He finishes off with a loud growl and moved himself to sloppily kiss me on my neck. "See, it wasn't so hard, now was it. You are lucky that you didn't feel the pain of loosing your virginity but then again dove you are not made for pain. You are too pretty too beautiful to be scarred." he said and dressed me up and himself and left the room. I laid there lifeless and broken. I didn't know if I could move even after the drug wore off by morning. It hurt so much, more than any pain I ever felt"

I did not realize that how I sat on the floor. I was crying hard while telling it. It just felt that everything that happened that night came back to me. I felt Don wrapped me around in his arms and I felt so safe, I wanted to be lost in him forever. I felt so safe. I wish I never loose him. "You don't have to tell more Doll, if you don't want too" he said hugging me. I cried hard, I wanted that pain to stop but it was not going. I held Don so tightly. Then I tried catching my grip. "No", I wiped my tears and said "I have to I can't get myself to tell this again, and Chuck, it was his home too , he deserve to know why it was burnt down to ground, why I wasn't there when he came back? "I continued my story still hugging Damon. I was holding onto him, I do not want him to let go and he didn't. He sat with me and he kept holding me as I told them the rest

"It had become like it wasn't Adrien alone now, it was Marc too. Marc, however, never hit me or let Adrien hit me but he assaulted me, he gave me pain worse than Adrien ever gave. He told me that if I become his whore, he will let Chuck continue his graduation. "Adrien you promised me that you will keep Chuck out of this, so why is your partner threatening me of Chuck?" "No one is threatening you dove, all I am doing is telling you the extend I will go to have you." Marc said touching me slightly and I brushed his hand away. "Chuck has just started his high school, do you really want him to know that his sister is not ready to pay the fee" he said in a menacingly. "You seriously won't let him do this, Adrien. Please say something ". " Its between you and him Princess Sophia, what can I say" I felt disgusted and left from there and heard Marc from behind "I am considering it a yes then". I locked myself in Chuck's room. Chuck's room was the only thing that still felt as home in that house. I felt so tired and emotionally drained. I was too tired to even cry anymore. I was just missing my mom, how can she left me here with Adrien? Why did she do that? I laid in his room slowly sleep took over praying for my mom to come back.

The only good part in my life was Chuck, the only time I looked forward in a day is when he and I used to sit and chat before he sleeps and before Marc comes for me. I used to beg him every night because I didn't had it in me to go through that pain again, some days he use to listen and limit himself to his disgusting romance which generally used to end up in me giving him blow jobs or worse he raping me if I deny and some days he just ignored me liked my voice is not reaching him. It went on till summer break but Marc didn't come home during summer break because Chuck was at home. That was the only good days I had in that house after my mom left. I remember defeating Chuck every time in basket ball when he practiced, but Chuck being at home also made it difficult to hide it from him that I am the one doing all the housework and I had too go through Adrien's punishments when the chores left undone, either his beatings, or him not allowing me to eat or throwing icy cold water on me and making me clean in the wet clothes with AC at lowest temperatures . However, soon Chuck started taking professional lessons for basket ball. Chuck's training for the gave me the gap to finish the cleaning of the house.

After his summer break as his school reopened I expected everything to start again, but to my surprise it didn't. Marc doesn't came I was happy though. I was closing the lights one night when I heard Marc and Adrien. I groaned internally that Marc will come to me again. But they were fighting about something. "You can't and won't do this with her. I am not risking this" Adrien said to Marc. "Relax will you, I will take care of her" Marc tried to convince Adrien on whatever his plan was. "I am not letting you use Sophia as your drug mule" I halted gobsmacked. I couldn't understand was I more surprised on Marc's action or Adrien's effort to stop it. "I will not leave her in any danger why are you worried? You think I would let anything happen to her. I just need a new face for this deal." "I don't care what you need but not Sophia. Do you even know who her father was? People will recognize her. I already had a hard time explaining town that she is in depression after her mother left that's why she do not come out much. Plus Jenny being a drug addict really put Sophia over the edge on the mention of drugs. I can't let her go through that." Adrien said to Marc leaving me surprised at even slightest compassion. "You really miss Jenny huh?" Marc said. "Obviously I loved her and she betrayed me over what, a few fights. She was never over her ex-husband I was just a distraction for her but I loved her, still do I guess." Adrien said which surprised me even more. "Then why do you hurt Sophia so much?" Marc asked him, a question that came to my mind too listening to his confession of love for my mother. "Because she reminds of her she looked so much like Jenny her betrayal comes to me when I look at her." he said, and every doubt cleared and so did the hope too, not that I had much to begin with. He continued "But nevertheless I am not letting her get involved in your shady mafia activities". "Fine, fine I will find someone else . Anyway my dove is far more beautiful to risk her getting in danger." Marc said and I left from there disgusted.

I moved to my room or rather closet. I was just too shocked to react. I felt so much anger on Marc on my mom. Because of her all this was happening to me yet I couldn't get myself to hate her I needed her so much

Adrien started spending more time in clubs and gambling, his friends stopped coming. Only Marc used to come. His visits also narrowed down. But what didn't were my nightmares, I don't remember if I ever slept in that house after my mom left without having a nightmare

Then Chuck got this opportunity, he told me that he got an offer from his coach since his game is so great he got a scholarship for Brainbridge high in New York. He will get to complete his last two years and get the graduation from there. This might opens his doors for IVY League. I know Chuck wanted to go but I would be alone here. I got selfish and I fought with him to not leave. How will I survive without him? I wanted Chuck to stay I can't live without him he was the sole reason I didn't kill myself yet. So I fought with him so much that night. I didn't hear any of his reasons and slammed the door as I left his room.

I spent the night tossing and turning on how can Chuck think of going. During the night I thought that maybe I can go with Chuck. I don't want to stay here. Maybe I will manage something there in New York. I mean I can do house work there too I am pretty much expert in everything. Adrien's beating and punishments made sure of that in a very less period of time. Or I could work in a café or anything . Anything would be better than this. With that thought I slept thinking that I will tell him tomorrow morning.