***AUTHORS NOTE***

Last warning guys.

This chapter has STRONG sexual content. Please skip if you do not wish to read.

I will be posting Xai'an's chapter immediately afterwards.

***END AUTHORS NOTE***

During my hunt for clothes I had been lucky enough to find normal shampoo and conditioner. There had been a few perfume bottles but even if I had wanted to smell like 'Juicy Peach Spritz' or 'Seduction Raspberry' I couldn't handle all the damn glitter in it.

I sat the clothes on top of the tile wall ledge. I always hated these showers because you had to share space with four other girls and the 'walls' were barely high enough to cover my breasts from view of others who walked by. Back then I had been so underdeveloped that girls often made fun of me. Not that I had much more now to gawk at, it was certainly enough to avoid ridicule from evil teenage girls who loved to bully people.

Like the bathrooms up in the walkway, the emergency lights were on in here. They were sparse so they didn't provide a huge amount of light, but it was enough for me to see what I was doing. Thankfully the hot water was still working so I was more than relieved to step under the spray. Since I had no loofah or washcloth I settled for using my hands to wipe off. I hadn’t realized how bad it was until I saw the blood washing away at my feet.

I reached for the shampoo I placed on the built in shelf that lined the whole cubicle and poured more than I needed to into my hair. I wanted to rid myself of any blood. As I lathered up, I couldn't help but think of Xai'an.

For someone who has killed humans before, he was surprisingly tame. Was he doing it on purpose because he wanted to be on my good side? Maybe...but he had made it very clear what he wanted from me. I wanted to be mad or offended, but when I tried the emotion just wouldn't come. What was different about him trying to woo me than any other man? Granted the interspecies thing definitely put a twist in things. But the more I thought about it, the more I could draw lines between Xai'an and the other men from my love life.

Sean had come to me whispering sweet nothings, promising me the world. He sang me songs and promised to hurt anyone who hurt me. I was the love of his life...but not even two years later I found him bedding my best friend. This was after a year of knowing he was lying to me about where he was going, what he was doing, but not having the courage to confront him about it. Even after I had confronted him with evidence, he denied it. I still could picture his face as he wept on his knees, begging me not to leave him. He'd do anything. Anything. But I knew that too was a lie. He was a coward.

I tried dating after him, but it was more of the same. More liars. Men who were married, in relationships but pretending not to be. Hell there was one man who didn't even hide that fact. Wanted a 'sugar baby'. Yeah, gag me with a spork. All of them put on a face to try to get me to do what they wanted. Pretended to be people they weren't for their own agendas.

Xai'an was almost the opposite. He had never hidden his intentions from me. He never lied to me that I know of. Never pretended he was anything other than what he was, but was willing to go against his nature for me. That was different. His face was definitely going to be a major getting used to, that was for damn sure.

I reached for the conditioner and poured a generous amount into my palm. Due to the curly nature of my hair, I'd have to spend time raking the conditioner in with my fingers. Once I finished, I turned my back to the spray and closed my eyes to rinse it out.

A sound made me blinked through the water. I almost screamed when I saw Xai'an coming toward me like a bull. I would have too if I hadn't inhaled water and nearly drowned myself. Coughing through fire, I threw up a hand. "Xai'an what the hell are you doing-"

My brain finally processed that he was void of...well...everything. He was naked as the day he was born and let me be the first to tell you that Yautja men definitely had the right equipment. Good lord, I had never been more intimidated by size in my life. I nearly slipped on the slick floor as I scrambled backwards. His hands were the only thing that kept me from cracking my head on the shelf.

Before I could think to thank or yell at him, he was lifting me up off the floor. "What the hell are you doing? Xai'an what are you doing in here?"

He sat me on the shelf which was barely wide enough to sit comfortably but his hand moved from my waist to my sternum. He used it to pin me in place and drop with a thud to his knees, his mandibles flexing. I had a moment of fear as I thought that he had betrayed me and that I was a fucking idiot to trust him.

Then I saw where his eyes were locked on and my breath caught in my chest. He couldn't be thinking what I thought he was? Could he? His free hand covered the inside of my right thigh and pushed it open. Holy shit! "Xai'an-!"

It was as far as I got before he lowered his mouth over my core. His mandibles locked around my thighs with more than enough strength in them to keep me held open for him and his tongue that found my clit. I cried out as my hands slapped the wall behind me. It was unlike a human tongue in the way where it was a large flat muscle. His tongue was not only a tad forked, but it had grooves that left me unable to form words.

He moved his tongue around my little bundle of nerves wildly, looking up at me as if to watch my expressions, studying to see what made me react. I realized he was experimenting to find out what I liked. He must have understood how to read my face because he soon formed a rhythm that had me panting and squirming against his hold. Fuck! "Xai'an, please...you don't understand...FUCK!"

He slipped a thick finger inside me just as the orgasm hit me hard. He growled as I nearly screamed from the force of it. The vibrations traveled through his mouth and that time I did scream. Xai'an lifted his hand from my sternum up to my mouth just as he growled again and kept growling. I screamed another orgasm against his hand.

He knew exactly what he was doing! This bastard!

I should be mad but the orgasms that he was giving me left it hard to think. And that smell...my god that smell alone made me want to bathe in it. Wrap it around me and...Wait. That's not right. Hadn't I smelled it before? Yeah...it was the same scent from my mother's house! Fuck, had he had been there too? He inserted another finger inside me and this time he worked them in unison to his tongue, pumping them while his tongue worked up that rhythm. I moaned against his hand, almost delirious at this point.

The roughened scales to his fingers were better than any 'ribbed for her pleasure' condoms and when he scissored his fingers I knew he was trying to stretch me out for what he really wanted to do. God, he smelled so fucking good! I felt that warmth coming back to me, threatening to take me over that edge and this time, I reached for the rubbery dreads to pull him closer. Fuck it.

He growled again, whether in approval that I was pulling on him or warning, I didn't care. I just wanted, no needed, to get that next orgasm in. And when it finally hit me, I saw stars and I lost all function to my body. I just melted.

How the hell did I just have the most intense orgasms of my life from a fucking alien?

Xai'an removed his mouth from me and without him to hold my legs, they kind of just flopped uselessly down. I opened my eyes when he removed his fingers from me, making my whole body shudder. Wait? When had I closed my eyes? Shit.

Then very gently he lifted me up, hands on my waist, and carried me over to the side wall that separated this cubicle from the next. He turned me around to place me on my stomach over the divide. My legs dangled over the edge and my breasts pressed against the cold tile which I did not like so I pushed up with my shaking arms.

His hand planted between my shoulder blades, pushing me down again as he growled. "Stay." Was all he said, but he moved his hand down my back to my ass cheek where he squeezed it, as if testing it.

"Xai'an, this is highly inappropriate." I tried to sound firm, but my body was still pulsing deliciously so it came out more of a breathy whisper.

Both hands found my thighs and parted them. I felt a hard warmth at my entrance and I glanced over my shoulder at him. He was standing at his full height, his hips at perfect height for this position. In his hand, I knew he had his cock, and he was coating the tip of him with my slick, but I couldn’t see well with the steam and flood lights that silhouetted him.

"Must mate and mark you to keep you safe." He said with a low growl. I wanted to ask what the hell that meant but he pushed the tip of him inside me and all I could do was gasp. He rocked his hips gently to push in and out, working a little further inside of me with every entry. He seemed to understand that he was very large and I was very small which meant he was going to have to gently coax my body into taking his length.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck Xai'an! I-I think you're too much!" I clenched my teeth because I knew he wasn't all the way inside me but I felt so stuffed already. My body wasn't used to his girth. I tried hard to keep myself from reflectively clenching to prevent the invasion.

He growled in response and pulled my body down a bit so he could find my clit again with his fingers. How he knew to stimulate me, I'd never know, but it worked. As he circled the little bundle of nerves to build up the electric heat, he rocked his hips in and out of me. Before I knew it, the size of him was more pleasure than uncomfortable, leaving me moaning with every push of his hips. The combination of both his hand and his cock made me mad with desire.

I was clawing at the tile needing more of him because he was unlike anything I had ever felt before. I could feel the grooves of his length caressing my insides and I could feel a tingling warmth almost like he had used a lubricant even though I knew he hadn't. It felt...fucking amazing! I bit my lip when I felt his abs against my ass and I slightly rolled my hips around earning a soft chittering from him. He was finally completely inside and it was all I could do to just breathe beyond the intense feeling pulsing within me. More. I needed more! I was desperate for it.

His hands squeezed my hips, preparing to work me for his own pleasure now. Oh, god, please do it! "Fuck, Xai'an…" I panted heavily.

"Yes." He said before he pulled out of me, making me squirm with the amazing sensation. Then he slammed into me, making me scream from it. It hurt, but it was a good kind of hurt. The kind of hurt that I knew would come from good rough sex.

Xai'an leaned over me, pressing his chest into my back, further pinning me down and he was so damn tall, he could do it with ease. I felt his mandibles in my hair and his dreads tickled my back. Then he began to pur. I groaned because I felt it inside me. "Z is mine."

He lifted up just enough so he could begin fucking me and I say fucking because there was nothing gentle about the way he held me there, slamming into me with such a furious pace I had to spread as far wide as I could and brace my thighs against the wall to keep them from bruising. But my god, did it feel so fucking good!

My body had never reacted to a lover like this before and I didn't want it to stop. I wanted this to last for as long as possible, which simply wasn't me. I wasn’t some hormonal induced vixen. But for this fucking amazing feeling, I'd do just about anything.

I wanted to scream, but his hand covered my mouth again. Probably because he knew the others would hear me and come running. No, we couldn't have them interrupting this, now could we?

His cock obliterated that spot inside me that I didn't even know I had, as I'd never had a vaginal orgasm before. It was a different kind of orgasm entirely. Almost more intense. I clawed at his hand when he didn't slow down in the slightest. Not because I wanted him to stop but because I needed to do SOMETHING from the overwhelming pleasure of him fucking me through my first orgasm, making it so explosive that it forced another one on me.

The erotic sounds of his abs smacking against my ass as he growled and dominated me, knowing this god-like being would do just about anything I asked him was such a turn on and I didn't understand why. What was it about Xai'an that just straight did it for me that human men I was very attracted to, simply didn't have?

His hand clenched, claws digging into my ass, almost to the point of pain. I whimpered against his hand to let him know he was hurting me and it seemed to get the point across. His hand moved up my back and pushed my hair over my head, exposing the nape of my neck. At first I was confused at what he was doing because the hand covering my face pulled down, making my chin touch my collar when his words came back to me. "Must mate and mark you to keep safe."

Panic coursed through me because I knew he was going to fucking bite me. Those teeth would rip me to shreds! I would not survive that! That the hell was he thinking?!

He jerked against me suddenly and a low strained growl came from him just before I felt him explode inside me. The force of his climax pulsing against my inner walls sent me into another body spasming orgasm. Xai'an chose then to clamp down on the back of my neck, but I didn't even feel it. Though his pace significantly slowed, he rocked his hips continuously into me, prolonging both of our euphoria. He released my neck after a moment and only then did he cease moving inside me. I think he may have licked where he bit me, but I was on cloud nine right now.

I was left once again unable to move my body so I was helpless when he pulled out of me, making me whimper. I had the sensation of floating, but it was just Xai'an carrying me. He sat down with me in his lap and I lifted a much too heavy finger at him. "If I have an alien baby burst out of me like those things, just know I will come back as a vengeful spirit and I will haunt your ass."

He made a deep rumbling sound and I realized he was laughing. "Offspring same as ooman offspring. Yautja technology make it easier for birth than ooman. Safe."

I took a few moments to breathe heavily before I reached up to run my fingers over the side of his face. He actually was kind of beautiful in his own way. "I have birth control. You don't have like super sperm that will get passed it do you?"

He cocked his head. A sign of confusion. "Birth control?" He repeated it as if he'd never heard of it before. Maybe he hadn't?

"Yeah. It's a device or pill that stops a woman from getting pregnant but I use it because my periods are very painful and it helps relieve the pain." I pointed to my arm where the implant was. He traced it and jerked his hand back, making me laugh. "Yeah, it's kinda gross. Why aren't I mad at you for what just happened?"

He shrugged. I guess it surprised him too.