- Your friends abandoned you after finding out you were dating the Boy's VBC captain, Sawamura Daichi

- You didn't understand why people were treating you like the scum of the Earth. All you did was date the person you loved the most. You were still the same in regards of personality and whatnot.

- Daichi knew that you needed some time to handle this, so he was there whenever he could to support you

- He was supportive through these hard times

- One day you got into it with your old friends

- "Why'd you all just abandon me, and treat me like the scum of the earth?" you exclaimed.

- "BECAUSE, (L/n), you know damn well Michimiya-chan dated Sawamura-kun," one of the "friends" said

- "You aren't even close with her." You said.

- "OK, but you should be ashamed. You can't just take him from her!"

- "But I didn't! Daichi broke off with Michimiya on good terms! He told me that!"

- One of them huffed. "Until we get proof on this, know we aren't friends."

- "We don't care if you're gonna cut yourself or something. Do it, you deserve it."

- Your eyes widened at their words. "Are you serious? I can't believe I was friends with people this horrible."

- You walked away before they could reply to what you said

- You cried over what they said, though

- Michimiya knew Daichi was gay, and she was a *beard for him, and they broke up when you and Daichi started dating.

-*beard = A women who goes on a date with a gay man to mask the fact that he is gay [sic]. This also works the same way for a lesbian woman

- You couldn't get your mind off what they said

- You went home when Daichi was at practice, since you weren't in any clubs

- You cried in your room, until you reached into your drawer, and pulled out a sharp-bladed utility knife

- You started cutting your self until you couldn't stop bleeding, but when your realized what you did, it was already to late. You've already done it

- You didn't know what to do, so you dialed Daichi's number

- Daichi was at practice break, and his phone rung. He smiled a bit when he saw it was your number

- "Hello, (Y/n)?"

- "Daichi, can you come to my house? It's really urgent," you sobbed.

- Daichi heard the desperation in your voice, and agreed right away.

- "Coach, I need to go home right now. Something really important came up!"

- "OK, go."

- Daichi ran to your house after getting his stuff

- He entered your house using a spare key you gave him

- He saw nobody in the living room/entrance hall, so he put his stuff down on the floor, and ran around the house trying to find you

- He found you in your bedroom, blood all over your arms and tears stained your eyes. Next to you was a utility knife.

- He put two and two together

- "(Y/n)! Wait, I'll go get a first aid kit, alright?"

- You nodded and looked as Daichi left to get a first aid kit

- You threw the utility knife away, and soon Daichi came back with the first aid kit

- Daichi put on some alcohol, and bandages on your arms

- "I don't know why you'd do this... but I hope you know that I'll be here to help you through it."

- You and Sugawara broke up recently

- The whole school was very confused

- You and Suga had been together even before you attended Karasuno. You both were Karasuno's couple's couple goals

- You have attachment issues, and were really dependent of him

- At some point he got very annoyed of you depending on him for many things, and he broke up with you

- You were devastated, and you started cutting as an easing method

- Sugawara didn't know this, but he was the reason you were still alive up until that point, which was why he was so dependent on him

- You were to scared to die, and leave him, but since he left you, you felt like you can go now

- So, you cut deep within your arm, deep enough to draw an incredible amount of blood

- Before you lost your consciousness, you called Suga

- "What do you want?" He asked.

- "Hey, I just want you to know I love you, OK? And just... go on. Good luck beating Aoba Johsai next year."

- And with that, you hung up

- Suga was confused. He didn't like it, though. It was very uneasy hearing you say something like that

- He decided to go to your house, since he had a spare key. He was gonna check on you, and return the key

- He went into your house, and heard water splashing in the main bathroom

- He was confused, so he went to the bathroom

- He knocked

- "(Y/n)? I came to give you back your keys."

- He was confused when he didn't get a response. He knocked again

- "(Y/n)?"

- He decided to peak into the bathroom, and he was horrified to see you in the tub, soaking in blood, and covered in cuts

- He called the ambulance right away

- "I'm so sorry."

- You and Asahi had been dating since junior high. You were a middle blocker and he was a wing spiker

- Asahi knew you had a cutting history, so he tends to help you, and compliment you a lot

- You were thankful to have him

- But your parents didn't care that you used to cut yourself, even made fun of you for it

- So you kept cutting, as an easing method

- One day, the cuts didn't heal so fast, so in morning practice, when you jumped, a cut on your thigh opened

- Blood started seeping through your practice pants

- "(L/n)-san! Are you OK?!" Hinata, the closest person to you on the court exclaimed

- "Yeah, I'm fine..." you smiled.

- Asahi knew what happened, so he pulled you aside to help clean the wound

- "Hey, did you... well, again?" He asked.

- "Yeah. My parents keep making fun of me for it, so it never really stopped since Junior high."

- Asahi sighed. "I understand it's not that easy to stop, but if you have anything that's bothering you, just tell me about it, OK? I'll listen to you."

- You and Kiyoko have been together since Kiyoko graduated from Karasuno...

- Much to Tanaka and Noya's dismay

- But that doesn't matter

- You met when you came to visit your friend, Bokuto, at a volleyball game he had with his new team

- You two got married a year after you dated

- Kiyoko works at a sports store

- You work for the yakuza

- You felt like you were burdening Kiyoko, since you get into a lot of trouble

- So, to ease this, you cut yourself once in a blue moon

- You could always wear short-sleeved clothing, though, since you can lie, and say that it's yakuza work accidents

- And one night, you and her got into a fight over the yakuza thing

- "I'm trying! I'm trying so hard! Can't you see, Kiyoko, I'm trying to change for the better, but if I quit now, they'll totally come for my ass!" You exclaimed.

- "If you really wanted to change for the better, you would've quit by now! You're putting both of us in danger! Don't you know, someone came to our house the other day, looking for your goddamned boss!"

- You sighed. "I'll talk to Yoshida-san about that. Let's just calm down. We both need a breather."

- "You're right."

- "I'm gonna go smoke." You said as you walked out.

- You walked across Tokyo, to take a breather, while smoking

- "I really need to quit smoking, man." You sighed.

- You threw the smoke into a smoke pot bin thing. Those bins with a sand pot on top

- You walked down the road to a vending machine to buy some soft drinks, but noticed they also sell semi-small pocket knives for 4385 yen (around $40)

- You bought it along with a soft drink

- You didn't want to go back to your house yet, so you went to a hotel

- Meanwhile, Kiyoko noticed you've been gone for almost the whole night

- It was 2 am, you left at 9 pm (21:00), so at a ball-park estimate, you've been gone for 6 hours

- So she called your phone

- A ringtone of (song of choice) echoed through the living room

- Kiyoko looked to the side, and saw that you left your phone at your house

- She couldn't call the police, since you haven't been gone for more than 24 hours

- She decided to call your boss instead

- "What is it, (L/n)?" Yoshida-san, your boss, asked.

- "Um, hello." Kiyoko replied. "This is Kiyoko, (Y/n)'s wife."

- "Oh, you. What is it?"

- "Um, (Y/n)... he left to smoke since 9 pm, and he hasn't came back yet. I'm really worried, so I was wondering if he's with you?"

- "No, he isn't. I'm actually not in Tokyo, and won't be for a few weeks."

- "Oh, I see. Sorry for bothering you, Yoshida-san."

- "It's alright. But I can call for my assistant to look for him."

- "If you don't mind, Yoshida-san. I don't really want to bother you."

- "He's my top member. He's really important to us, we need him alive. I'll call for my assistant now. He should call you back if he learns anything. Good evening."

- "Thank you, good evening."

- Now, back to you

- You were in the shower, and you cleaned the knife you just bought with alcohol

- You started cutting at your skin, bit by bit, until your blood was clogging the drain

- You tried to stop your blood, but it wouldn't work

- You started to panic. A lot.

- But you didn't have a phone on you

- So you did what was the most reasonable thing you could think of; call the ambulance in a phonebooth in the hotel parking lot

- You ran down the hotel emergency stairway to the parking lot (after you put on your clothes)

- You dialed the police

- "Hello, how can we help you?"

- "Hey, um, I won't stop bleeding. I cut myself, and now I can't stop the blood."

- "Alright, would you like us to send the ambulance to your location?"

- "Yeah, I think that would be nice. I'm at XXX hotel."

- "Alright, sir. Sending an ambulance right now."

- "OK."

- Soon enough, you were taken to the hospital, and you were given some blood, and they closed the wound

- Kiyoko heard this news, since she is your wife, so she came to see you

- "(Y/n)! You really worried me, are you OK?" She asked.

- "Yeah, I'm fine."

- "You cut yourself, are you really sure you're OK?" Your cousin, Tetsurou, asked.

- "Yes, Kuroo-san is right.

- "Haha, I'll be fine, OK? I promise, I'm never doing that again."

- You were not so well-liked by the Karasuno volleyball team, especially by Tanaka

- You were the new captain for the playful Johzenji team, since Yuuji, your brother, graduated

- Despite being a Terushima, though, you acted more like Oikawa Tooru

- So, you're Terushima (Y/n), fun-loving, playful, a pretty boy, and someone all the girls swooned over since Oikawa graduated

- At least that's what showed on the surface

- You'll never tell anyone, but you have a very serious case SAD (seasonal depression) and a serious self-harm problem

- Your seasonal depression usually comes during the spring, which is terrible, since you had a tournament in the spring

- You felt very unmotivated, but pushed through anyways

- You intended to at least play against Shiratorizawa, Karasuno, Seijoh or Date Tech

- And you did fulfil one of the wish-list team; Karasuno

- You were playing against Karasuno

- But things weren't looking so good

- You were at the losing end of the third set. Karasuno won the first, your team won the second, and it seems that Karasuno will win the third, meaning they'll advance to play Date Tech

- "Final score, and Karasuno wins!"

- You stared at the ball falling onto your court in disbelief

- "It's OK, (Y/n). We win some, we lose some, and that's completely fine," the team's setter said.

- "But... how could you say that...? I'm the libero, I should've gotten that ball or something." You uttered.

- "It's alright. Mistakes were made, so what? It's not your fault, we're a team, it's all our faults if we lose."

- "If you insist, I guess."

- You smiled it off, but inside you were completely broken down

- You wanted to win, and if you got that ball, you could've at least gave your team a duel with Karasuno

- "I'm gonna go to the bathroom, excuse me."

- Your coach nodded, and you left to the bathroom

- You stared at your reflection

- "Gah, I'm such a useless libero. Couldn't even get a ball for my team, how tragic." You sighed through your sobs, and stared at your wrists

- Despite wearing short sleeved clothing all the time, nobody really noticed that you had a lot of self-inflicted scars, and burn marks

- You sometimes burn your arms because... well, you don't know either, but you just do

- And you have random cuts that are very intentional, and one look at them will show that they are made of a knife, and not a cat

- You didn't even have a cat anyways, since your mother had a cat allergy

- You pulled something from your pant pocket (the school changed the volleyball uniform design, and put small pant pockets). It was a small utility knife, small enough to fit in a very small pocket

- You squeezed your arm to try to find the vein, and when it appeared, you drew the knife over your vein

- "Hey! What the heck?!" Someone shouted

- You looked behind you

- "Oh! It's you, the Karasuno baldie!" You exclaimed with a slight smile as you pointed the injured hand over at him

- "It's Tanaka."

- "Oh! I'm (Y/n)"

- "You're bleeding!" He exclaimed.

- You deadpanned. "I know, genius."

- Tanaka walked over at you, and saw the knife, and your arm, and kinda put 2 and 2 together

- "Wait... did you cut yourself?" He asked.

- "Yep, I am quite literally caught red-handed."

- "I would like your sense of humor, but we should stop the blood first."

- "Yeah, I guess. Why are you helping me, anyways, didn't you said you hated me on court or something?" You asked.

- "Well, yeah, but that's on court. Here's different. I'd rather help you, y'know?"

- "I guess. You're not as gangster as you want people to think, are ya?"

- You and Noya had been together for a year

- Your friends asked you how you met Noya, since you lkve in Hokkaido, and he lived in Miyagi, which is rather far from each other

- You both were on a cruise ship when you met

- Noya's grandpa had invited him and Tanaka to a cruise his girlfriend was working on

- Coincidentally, you were the ship captain's son, so your dad invited you, and your mother on the trip

- You didn't really do much on that ship, so you sort of walked around, trying to find someone your age (16-17) to hangout with

- But you couldn't find anyone, so you went to your room

- Suddenly, your roommate's sister started blowing up your phone with text messages

- You looked at the text

YOU NEED TO SEE THIS, (Y/N)!!!!

WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK

ADDISON IS KISSING MY BOYFRIEND!!!

LOOK SHE POSTED IT ON HER 2ND AND PRIVATE INSTA ACCOUNT

I SAW IT

OH MY BLOODY GODDAMNED FUCKING HELL

LOOK!!!!

What the fuck? Addi and I have been together for 2 years and she just goes and cheats on me with your boyfriend?

I know, right?!

SUCH CHEATERS!!!

I'm going to his house and you bet i'm gonna go giving him a piece of my mind as well as addison!

I'll be back!

- You couldn't believe what you were seeing, your girlfriend cheating on you

- You decided to put your phone down and go to the bathroom

- The next day, you walked out to the deck in a long-sleeved shirt, and a t-shirt on top of the shirt, and some jeans

- "Hey man, aren't you hot?" A short guy with brown, and a bit of blond hair asked.

- "You think I'm hot? Thanks." You joked.

- He blushed. "Well, you're really pretty, but what I was asking is are you not dying from the heat from you sweater under your t-shirt?"

- "Well, kinda, but it's fine."

- "Really, man? We're on a cruise, just relax, chill, and don't feel uncomfy just b'cause you're in a sweater." A baldie chimed in.

- "Sure, sure." You sighed. "I'll change at some point. Oh yeah, (L/n) (Y/n), but you can call me (Y/n), and you?"

- "Nishinoya Yuu, or Noya. That's Tanaka Ryuunosuke or Ryuu."

- "Interesting. Well, nice to meet you both."

- "Mhm, same dude." Ryuu replied.

- "Yeah! Say, there's a fancy aquarium thing, you wanna see it?"

- "What the hell, why not? I'd like to see what new fish they have anyways."

- You walked around the cruise with Noya and Ryuu without taking your sweater off, but the afternoon heat was unbearable

- You finally took off your sweater, but you just remembered that you had cut yourself the day before, but you weren't sure if it healed yet

- "Hey, you have a lot of scars." Ryuu commented. Great

- "Um, yeah. I do." You replied.

- "You OK there?" Noya asked.

- "Mhm. Yeah, I'm OK."

- "OK, but if you have to talk to anyone, we're here, OK?" Noya said.

- You and Narita are the confident gays type of the

- But you were a mess before the confidence

- You cut yourself a lot

- You used to hate yourself

- But Narita was like your knight in shining armor

- He loved, and cherished you until you were feeling a bit better

- Your family took you to therapy and you were doing pretty better

- Kino was shocked to find out that you, his boyfriend, was drowning in self-hatred

- But a bit of a backtrack

- You were the honor student of Karasuno