Bible POV

"I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions" - Jeff

Singing it in front of me looking through my eyes, a glint of confusion and a whole lot of emotion swirling in it. I felt so overwhelmed, how could a second with this guy mean so much?

Rosanne was never a plan, on a whim, I just bought one up and customized it again. So here I am in Jeff's studio gazing at him as he does the tune-up test for my new white guitar Rosanne. I did it fooling myself I needed a new guitar but it was all just an excuse to spend time with Jeff again.

Why? Why am I doing this, I don't know but from the first time he held Rosalie who had a sentimental meaning for me, I was caught. I was falling in on him without me knowing at first.

The longest time I had spent with him was tuning Rosalie it was just the two of us jamming and singing. I couldn't sleep a wink after that and have always found ways to spend time with him without others with us but our schedules are cruel I never got the time alone with him after that it was either with Mile, Apo the others it was never just us alone.

The only thing I am grateful for was the 15-minute drive he offered me on the way to my house.

And so I came up with the pathetic excuse that is Roseanne. I knew this was wrong wanting to see and be with him when I was in a relationship with somebody else, but I was slowly falling out of love with that person who only thinks about what benefits them. I never got to feel things the way Jeff makes me feel.

Roseanne was special in a way it made me feel and think things through while busying myself making it. It made me realize what I felt for that person was only the convenience of having them around I was so used to I forgot I was not happy at all, that being in a relationship I should be happy with that person but now I was not, we both dragged each other down competing on who loved who the most it was draining, my heart being emptied was the most painful thing to me. So decided to quietly end everything from then on and focus on my feelings and what I truly feel. It was the hardest time of my life.

But just those words from you made it all feel better. What was it that silly line that made you viral on Twitter?

"It's me, I'm here .. " - Jeff

You said it though I know it was not directed to me I felt that you were there, that I could turn to you. In between fan meets and backstage jokes you'd always check on us on me. You barely even did practice because of your busy schedule you should be worried about yourself but the person that was you worried for us instead.

When you dozed off in breaks I'd always stay a little bit beside you and warn others not to make a noise because I knew the little time you had to sleep and take a break. You've had bags under your eyes from lack of sleep but you never once complained.

I can list all the things that made me feel this way towards you and one page will never be enough.

Right now you are here with just us laughing, and giggling I am now sure of one thing I want to treasure this person who makes me smile even with the slightest gestures he makes.

"Bibs, you're spacing out again... I said to move down a fret" - Jeff

His low voice lingered in my ears as his dainty fingers smoothly guided mine down a fret on Roseanne. I felt a shock on my nerves, If he was seeing my face right now he would know I'd be blushing hard at contact. Luckily he moved to the back and we were already on a couch-like bed in his studio getting comfortable playing the guitar.

"Sorry, I think I was too excited last night to show you Roseanne I barely had any sleep" - Bible

"Is that so..." -Jeff

He whispered a little too close to my ear his hot breath fanned my cheeks it makes heat go to places it shouldn't. Take these thoughts away from me for the love of God.

I can feel him move at my back, wait what? Is he hugging me right now? Oh, he got Roseanne out of my arms. I can feel his chest slightly bump on my back and thought this is not such a good idea after all. Being so close to him.

When I thought he would move to sit next thing I knew was being pulled down abruptly and laying on his lap.

"Wha... Jeff??"- Bible

"Sssshhhhhh... We have a lot of time, I especially took a day off so I could help you out, but we couldn't continue like this if you look like you'd pass out any minute." -Jeff

He smiled above me, the sweetest I've ever been.

"But I can, isn't this uncomfortable for you?"- Bible

"Quiet ... Now Bibs make yourself comfortable" - Jeff

"But..." - Bible

He covered my eyes with his palm.

"Would you like it if I sing you a lullaby as well?"- Jeff

"No... How could I.. I..." - Bible

"Told you just sleep... What are you whining about?"- Jeff

I instantly shut up he was right, I am really tired because I was so excited. A few minutes more I can hear him breathing faintly his hand that covered my eyes loosened up a bit. Was he sleeping?

"Jeff... " - Bible

He was not answering so I guess he was.

"Jeff you know I... I've been meaning to tell you" - Bible

At least I could confess even if he is asleep. I placed my hand on him which covered my eyes entwining my fingers in them.

I was shocked when I felt his fingers move as well. I took his hand and mine off my eyes and he was staring at the ceiling, seeing his adam's apple as he gulped from below, he was anxious. Our hands still tangled together.

"Don't look at me Bibs" - Jeff

He put our hands back together on my eyes covering them.

"Jeff... I... " - Bible

"I know ... Bibs I know, how could I not. When I feel the same thing as you are" - Jeff

He sounded nervous, he was sighing deeply.

"I ... Didn't mean to.." - Bible

"Ssshhhhh Bibs I am thinking, this is all complicated for me, the..... I am not sure how to process your and my feelings... It's too overwhelming for me." - Jeff

I faced him sitting up straight as he looked at me with his solemn face. Cupping his jaws and tracing them.

" Would you accept me? If I..." - Bible

He cut me off by shaking his head.

"This is wrong Bibs, you are in a relationship the next thing I don't wanna do is be the reason for a breakup, I am not that kind of person" - Jeff

I held his hand to my heart.

"Do you think I'd do this to you if I was still with them? I won't I don't ever want you to feel guilty about all of this. I just... I broke things off a couple of months ago...I " - Bible

Tears started to form in my eyes, I don't want to see him hurt or be the reason for it.

He hugged me patting my back.

"I am sorry you had to go through that, and I was not there. I'm sorry it must be hard." - Jeff

I sobbed in his arms, the comfort that I was looking for was there hugging me tightly never letting go.

"It's okay, I'm here..." - Jeff

I chuckled when he said that.

"You know what comforted me where those words and this time it was now meant for me." - Bible

"Silly, you should've come to me you know I could've hung out or whatever with you. You know I love you anyway" - Jeff

My heart melted at his words.

"I love you too so much ... I .. " - Bible

"I know... You don't have to say it coz' I feel it" - Jeff

I burrowed my head in his chest, I never felt so full so many of these feelings all in one go.

"Let's take it, slow baby... There is a lot for us to process ahead just one step at a time..mmmm?"- Jeff

He kissed my forehead hugged me tighter and pulled me more making me fall on top of him as he positioned himself spooning on his couch.

"For now your stubborn ass should go to sleep, I think I might need it too, I was up so late thinking about seeing you today. You owe me a cuddle" - Jeff

"I .. Thank you Jeff... " - Bible

I am not one to be always vocal about my emotions and I am always thankful that he gets me every time. He yawned I can feel his heartbeat so loud it was like lulling me to sleep.

"Close your eyes Bibs, I'll be just here when you open them, so sleep get some rest and we'll talk more later" - Jeff

"Yes sir, Mr. Jeff..." - Bible

"Mmmmm?"- Jeff

"Ahmm... Yes Baby" - Bible

I whispered shyly and he chuckled kissing my hair as he nuzzled into it. I knew it was in his arms I felt comfort and peace. I will never be the same again, closing my eyes and looking forward to him when I opened them again.

Roseanne and Rosalie were set aside at Jeff's studio side by side. While the two dozed off one Saturday afternoon with smiles on their faces.

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A/N

Also posted on my twitter under the same user.. I had posted an MV about this ...Hahahah