𝗦𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗲 𝗖𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗿

𝗙𝗲𝗯𝗿𝘂𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝟭𝟯𝘁𝗵

𝟭𝟮:𝟬𝟳𝗽𝗺

Right now I was sitting at lunch with Erick. And he was talking about this girl he like.

"Like she beautiful, smart, and got a lil attitude" he said eating his fries.

"Are you gonna talk to her" I asked

"Yea but idk when yet" he shrugged

"Mhm" I Said

Then my eyes were covered and felt somebody behind me.

"Guess who it is" I already knew who it was from his voice.

"Hmmm Daniel" I said smiling

Then Deshawn grab my chin tilting my head up to look at him.

"Who tf Daniel" he asked with a mug

"My man" I said

"Haha keep playin sage" he said sitting next to me

"I'm jus joking" I said laughing

"Joking like that, you ain't gon be able to walk tomorrow" he said smirking at me

All I did was nod

I look up seeing people walking over to us.

Then I look over seeing Deshawn smiling and getting up and walking up to them. Then Erick turns around.

"Oh shit that's the girl I like" he tried pointing to her as they walked up without making it obvious. This nigga look like he funna sweat the black off himself.

I see Deshawn hug the girl Erick talking bout.

That's a lil weird.

Why she hugging my husband.

Bitch better back the fuck up.

They continue to walk over.

And Deshawn sits back next to me then the rest of em came at sat down

"Aight so u aint gon introduce us" the nigga stealer said.

"Okay chill" he said muggin her. He always muggin somebody.

"Okay so big mouth is Dior my sister, then that's Jayda, that's Jordan, and pot head right there is Bryson" he said

"Who you calling a pot head" Bryson said looking at Deshawn

"You nigga" Deshawn said

"Whatever but hey best" he said sittin next to me

"Wassup" I said

"She seem chill, keep her" Bryson said looking back to his phone

"No Fr tho cus Ms Dior and jayda always fighting somebody" Jordan said laughing

"But who always bringing hoes around us who don't know they place" jayda said

"Maybe if y'all would've kept ya hoes in check, we wouldn't be always fighting" Dior said

"Ion got hoes I'm a one pum pum man" he said kissing Jayda.

"No PdA iN tHe ScHoOl" Bryson said

Jordan flicked him off.

"You can't say shit cus u the one coming around with all of em especially" Jordan said.

"Man whatever" Bryson said

I Saw Erick staring at Dior as she was on her phone.

Nigga need a wingman or something.

"Who dis nigga?" Jordan said pointing to Erick staring at Dior.

"Dats Erick he my brother" I said popping his mouth so he'll refocus

"Nigga da hell u do that for" he said jumping at me.

"Jump at my best see what happen" Bryson said squaring up

"Oh so u just gon replace me" Erick said wiping fake tears

"Omg both y'all needa shutup" I Said laughing.

"First off im replacing both of y'all asses" Deshawn said and Bryson dapped him up.

Everybody look at me...

"Don't look at me" I said sipping my juice

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𝟰:𝟬𝟬𝗽𝗺

Right now I was sitting in bed reading this book called Honey & Spice so far it was good. I found it the other day while walking through Barnes & Noble. It's such a peaceful place. My type of vibe. Reading, music, and peace.

I'd be getting ready for my evening with Deshawn soon.

This nigga really got me simping. And we kissed but he still hasn't asked me to be his girl. I've never been in a relationship or had attention from boys so this is new to me yk. Hopefully this turns out to be a good experience.

*knock knock

"come in".

"Hey girlie" mom said

"Hey ma" I said

"You ready for tonight?" She asked

"Yea i guess" I smiled

"What you gonna wear tonight?" She asked

"Idk yet" I said

"Maybe something cute" she said walking towards my closet

"Why does it matter" I asked

"So you telling me you don't like mr Deshawn" she said with her hand on her hip.

"Idk" I shrugged

"Mhm Yea Aight" she said walking to the door

"Wear protection, I'm to young to be called grandma already" she said closing the door

"MA" I Said opening my door

All she did was laugh walking down the stairs.

I walked over to my nightstand to check my phone.

I looked at the time "𝟰:𝟰𝟮" unt unt this time ain't change this much. Ms author ma'am ima need you to chill with the time gaps please.

I saw I had a message from Deshawn

Deshawn 💕

"Whose name starts with a s and ends in a e, can sing and looks absolutely gorgeous?"

What is he doing...

"Um me?"

"Wrong it's sade"

"Oh lol"

"Im just joking wit u"

"Yeah"

"Mhm"

"ima go get ready see ya mr Harris"

"See you soon ms carter 😏"

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This boy gonna drive me crazy

Ig I should get ready Fr tho. I turn on my speaker and play "like a tattoo by Sade". I turn the shower on and undress. I make sure to grab a new razor and a body scrub out my room first. Then I get in the shower.

I was just enjoy the smell and calmness being in the shower.

I started singing

"𝙸 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜

𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑

Tʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ sʜᴏᴛ ᴅɪᴀᴍᴏɴᴅs ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʜɪs ᴇʏᴇs

𝗛𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗿𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲

And thirsty for the distant river"

I rinse off and put on lotion then washed my face.

I went to my room and picked out this black maxi skirt along with a black crop tank. I decided to have a brown cardigan to go on top. To be honest I was nervous about my stomach being out but wanted to try to step out my comfort zone.

I was putting on my top when I saw Deshawn calling...

"Hello" I Said

"Hey sage"

"Hey Deshawn"

"You almost ready"

"Almostttt"

"That didn't sound like a confident almost sis"

"Listen girl this nigga giving me to 7pm to look good, smell good, and be willing to go with the flow"

"Ooo chile he sound like a handful I could nevaaaa"

"Mhmmm"

We both started laughing. Then there was a silence.

I walked into my bathroom to do my hair.

I had added curling cream so it be nice and soft. I wanted to do a natural half up half down.

Then I heard "gonna love me by teyana taylor" playing.

"ⵊ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ sᴘᴇɴᴅ ᴍʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛs ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ

Mʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴏʜ ʙᴀʙʏ, ʙᴀʙᴇ

Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴡᴀɪᴛ ᴜᴘ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ,ᴛɪʟ ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ⵊ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ

ⵊ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ

Tʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɴ ᴅᴏ

ⵊ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ⵊ sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ, ᴏᴏʜ, ᴏᴏʜ, ʏᴇᴀʜ"

"Your voice is so beautiful mamas" Deshawn said

"Oh my bad I forgot about yo ass" i said laughing

"It's fine, but u like teyana taylor?" he said

"Yeah, her and Iman my celebrity parents" I said putting on my lashes

"They yo what" he said laughing

"My celebrity parents why u laughing nigga" I said muggin the phone like he could see me

"Fix yo face cus Ik you muggin rn" he said

"Sureeee" I Said

"I'll be there in 15 minutes, you better come outside when I call or you getting left" he said

"Ok and...." I said

"Yk what aight I got sum for dat" he said hanging up

"Uht how rude" I said like Stephanie from full house.

I finished my liner and gloss then went to my room to grab my purse and shoes. I put on my cardigan then my oatmeal dunks and grab my purse. I make sure to have my wallet, gloss, charger, phone, and lotion. You never wanna get got slippin ashy. Don't got time looking like Mr. Brown lol.

I head downstairs and see pops and ma on the couch. They so cute. I love my parents man.

"Have fun. Don't get pregnant. And love you" mom said.

"Fuck don't get pregnant. Do have sexual intercourse at alll. If I catch y'all ima beat yo ass and his-" pops was about to finish till ma popped his mouth.

"Shutup damn, she smart baby chill" ma said

"Keep abusing me and I'm callin cps" he said jumping at ma.

"They can't protect yo old ass" she said mushing his head.

"Women."

"Love you" she said kissing him.

"Alright Deshawns outside I'll see you guys tomorrow" I said

"I thought-" ma was funna say but pops cut her off

"Don't worry bout it and she smart remember" dad said smirking at ma.

"Y'all nasty bye love you" I said walked out the door and to Deshawn car.

"Heyyyy Ms parkerrrr" he said as I closed the door.

Well here we go lol.

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I know y'all about to cuss me out in the comments cus I surely ain't updated in a min but listen I'm getting back to it y'all. I'm tryin lol. Life has been very busy. But Other than that I wanna thank y'all so much for 5k reads on my other book, I love you guys so much 💕

Bye luvs ❤️❤️❤️