Breakfast had passed hours ago but you stayed hidden away in the girl's room to avoid the embarrassment of this morning. Every time you tried to get up and leave, memories of the dream flashed through your head making you flustered. A few of the boys had come periodically to try and coax you out of the room, but you just hid further under the covers ignoring their knocking.

"Y/N open the door" Ukai said knocking on the door.

"No thank you" you said rolling over.

"I'm coming in" you could hear the key being slid into the lock on the door and he opened the door wide.

"Y/N!!!!" Hinata said running in the door and tackling you. More of the boys started to pile into the room surrounding you, you pulled the covers up over your head to avoid their stares.

"Will you stop being dramatic and just come out already?" Tsukki said in his usual snarky tone. You slid a hand out flipping him the bird.

You could feel someone lay down on the side you were facing and they started lifting the blankets. Daichi poked his head under the blanket, bringing it right next to yours.

"Why wont you come out? I promise no one will tease you if that's what you're worried about" he had a genuine smile on his face.

"I heard a few of them laughing as I left earlier" you said furrowing your eyebrows which made him laugh.

"They wern't laughing at that, they were laughing about how loud you yelled and slammed the door" he kept laughing so you reached out punching his arm.

"Its not funny, I was embarrassed!" you said starting to shout again, he quickly brought his lips to yours giving you a sweet kiss.

"You shouldn't be, most of us are just jealous we wern't in it" he said with a smirk.

"Well..... technically you guys were, you were all just asleep...." You mumbled under your breath.

"We were all in the room sleeping in the dream? Geez you perv, couldn't even do it somewhere private?" he teased laughing. His laugh was contagious and you couldn't help but laugh too, he lifted the covers off of your faces.

You looked around the room, the entire Karasuno team was there "Sorry guys, I'm good now" you sat up smiling at them.

"Good let's get to practice" Ukai said with a clap and started ushering everyone out of the room. You stood up to follow tying your hair back from your face.

"Are those volleyball earrings???" Hinata asked excitedly.

"Yes! Arnt they cute? They were a gift!" you smiled flicking your eyes towards Ukai.

You followed everyone down to the gym and took a seat on the bench closest to where they were playing. Observing the guy's you could see how much they were already improving and the new fun things they were trying were slowly starting to payoff. You grabbed Kiyoko and Ukai and started telling them all of the things you had learned from watching Bokuto's team.

"This is great info to have, but can you teach them all how to do it?" Ukai asked. The rest of the day you spent interrupting the practice matches to correct form, and teach them the tips you had learned from observing. By the end of the day you could see a significant difference and it made everyone excited.

This is how the next few days went, you would observe the other teams and bring the information back to your team. Their improvement only got greater as the days went by and their confidence was growing. Somehow even with watching the other teams you avoided speaking to most of them, choosing to watch from afar and avoid speaking of the other morning. You even went as far as sleeping in the girl's room to avoid any alone time with the guys.

When the days practice was over and everyone was cleaning up a bunch of boys surrounded you blocking you from being able to run away.

"Baby owl why are you avoiding us?" Bokuto asked in a very sad tone.

"Yea Chibi-chan, I wasn't even in your dream but your avoiding me. Kenma is even sad, so what's going on?" Kuroo asked a little annoyed.

"I'm not avoiding you guys, I've just been busy" You fake smiled.

"Please don't lie Darling, just tell us wha'ts going on" Akaashi said in an empathetic tone.

"I'm sorry guys, I didn't mean to avoid you. Just thought it might be best to have a little separation is all." You half ass explained.

"Separation huh?" Kuroo asked, you could see he was hurt by your remark. He turned and walked away obviously upset. You released a deep sigh and looked at the rest of the guys.

"I really am sorry guy's, I was just embarrassed is all. Can I make it up to you guys tonight?" you asked.

"It'll only be made up to me if you cuddle with me" Bokuto said crossing his arms.

"I can't tonight, I owe Kuroo cuddles from the first night, if he still wants to that is" You said with another sigh. "How about I make it up to you by telling you about the surprise I have planned for when camp is over? I havn't told anyone the full details yet, so you guys could know first" You tried enticing them.

"Fine what's the surprise!" Bokuto said excited.

"Okay so when camp is over, you are all invited to come on a trip with me! Your coaches have already cleared it with your parents so it's just a matter of if you want to go. I've planned a fun camping trip for us! Sleeping in tents, campfires, all the smores you can eat, a beautiful lake and natural hot spring to swim in. Plus I have a ton of fun things planned for when we are there, like paint balling, giant inflatables on the lake, atv rides, and of course volleyball!" you could see the smiles and looks of excitement slowly creep onto everyone's face as you talked.

"You planned all of that for us?" Akaashi asked.

"Technically I hadn't met some of you yet, but I had a feeling you guys would be cool, so I had Ukai get with all of your coaches and make sure we were good. I knew the Karasuno and Nekoma guys would be in, but even they don't know about this yet! Planned to wait a few more days to tell them about it!" you smiled at them.

"This is awesome! I can't wait! We can share a tent, I can see you in a bikini, and feed you smores" Bokuto smiled counting out all the things he wanted to do on his fingers.

"Oh yea? Sounds like a lot of fun Bokuto, I'm glad your in!" you gave him a quick hug making him blush. "If you guys will excuse me though, ill meet everyone at dinner okay? You flashed them a quick smile and headed off in the direction you had seen Kuroo walk off.

It took a bit of searching but you finally found him sitting out on the hill watching the sunset. You walked up next to him and set down on the grass by his side.

"I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to hurt your feelings, I was just embarrassed." You leaned your head against his arm, and you could feel him relax at your touch.

"Its my own fault that I'm upset, you didn't do anything. What I'm about to say is probably going to scare you off but I've just gotta get it off my chest." He turned towards you looking you in the eyes. "I don't want separation, I unfortunately have developed pretty deep feelings for you. I know you are not really into relationships though and I can deal with that, but please don't cut me out of the equation." He looked down at your hands which he had somehow taken in his during his confession.

You sat there for a few seconds taking in what he had said. You did like spending time with him and he made things fun and exciting but he was right, you wern't a relationship person. You used to be, you had dedicated your entire self to an ex, changing who you were fundamentally, but he always chose things over you. When he finally ended thing's you were a broken shadow of who you used to be, it took years to feel happy with yourself again. You changed how you looked, how you dressed and how you acted and finally felt like the person who you wanted to be. Life was fun, you had great experiences, great friends, great sex, and that was a hard thing to give up.

"Thank you for telling me, I love spending time with you too. You really do make things so much fun and I don't want that to stop. Like you said though I'm not ready for a relationship, because the last time I was in one I forgot who I was. I became this doll that was changed to fit his views of what I should be and it left me miserable. I'm not saying you would be like that, I know not everyone would be a repeat of him. The problem is I've only recently found out who I am, and I'm not willing to risk losing that yet. I promise I won't cut you out though, I was just in a weird place these last few days." You pulled him into a hug. He pulled you closer pulling you into his lap, nuzzling into your hair.

"Okay good, id hate to lose you" he whispered.

"That's never something you need to worry about, id miss my giant sexy beadhead" you chuckled. "Plus I owe you cuddles tonight, if you still want them"

"Of course I want them, will you wear my shirt?" he asked.

"Absolutely!" he chuckled at your response.

The two of you sat like that for a few more minutes, watching as the sun slowly faded behind the hill. Once it had set you both got up heading to the dining room hoping that there was still food left. There luckily was a bunch left so you quickly found seats and started stuffing your faces. When full you followed everyone up to the boys room.

"So what's the plan for tonight boys?" you walked in sitting down criss cross by a few of them.

"I say we play another game of truth or dare" Noya said wiggling his eyebrows.

"Yea, I don't think so. Last time everyone only asked me, and now there are several more of you." You laughed.

"I promise we won't pick you everytime!" Noya exclaimed. You sat there for a minutes thinking.

"Fine, but if it does become that I'm ending the game and we are playing something else, deal?" he thought for a second and then shook your hand confirming the deal.