Valentines Day with Xan was so unexpected but it was the best Valentines Day I'd ever had. For the next two weeks we see each other every day. Sometimes I walk the dogs with him and he cooks food for me afterwards. While we prepare the meal together we talk about everything. He tells me about his Dad who passed away in his sleep when Xan was six, he doesn't remember much about him but he and his Mom celebrate his birthday every year. His Mom is an ER nurse and she worked constantly to keep a roof over their heads after losing his father. He's really close with his Mom and it's the cutest thing ever.

Other times I catch him before work or before a tutoring session and we end up making each other come. We haven't had sex and we never go into his room, the risk of getting caught by his roommates only makes it that much more fun though. Afterwards we either sit and watch tv until it's time for him to go or we'll study together.

We text constantly throughout the day. We send each other silly pictures of ourselves, memes and sometimes we even sext. He tries to talk me into sending nudes while I'm at away games but I don't. I'm not stupid I know how easily those can get around even though I mostly trust Xan. He does end up sending me one and Jesus Christ the man is hot.

It's a shot of him lying on his bed naked. His blanket covers him from mid thigh down. The camera is angled to the side capturing the ridges of his abs and the length of his cock saluting me. The room is dimly lit by what must be a lamp and the shadows casted over his body makes him look even more muscular. I saved it and immediately moved it to a hidden folder to be safe. My Mama is one of those people that when you show her a picture she'll swipe and I'm not trying to accidentally flash her Xan's dick the next time I'm home and have a picture I want her to see. I did end up sending him a picture of me wearing my cheer uniform before the game that day which I know he still loved because he's asked me to dress up in my uniform and come see him a few times now.

"Damn, you're hot!" Tayen says when I enter the living room.

I do a slow spin. "You don't think I'm trying too hard?"

"If that outfit doesn't get him to stick his dick in you I think we should take him to an optometrist."

I laugh, smoothing down the front of my skirt. I went all out tonight. I'm dressed in a tight, very short black skirt paired with a silky wine red spaghetti strap top and heeled sandals that tie up my leg. I straightened my hair, leaving it hanging down my back because I know Xan loves it down. He's never come out and said it but anytime I have it down he plays with it. When it's up he always steals my hair tie and releases the wild strands.

I put lip gloss and mascara on and spritz my body in perfume. We're going to a sigma phi party where I know Xan will be tonight. I'm hoping I can entice him back to his apartment and finally get him to have sex with me.

Tayen and I knock on Divya's door and she walks with us to Sigma Phi. I try not to grimace as we enter the frats basement, I really hope this is worth it. I spot Ace and Draven off to the side since they stand taller than most of the guys here, and pull Tayen and Divya toward them.

They pour us a cup of beer from the keg and I scan the room, looking for the familiar head of dark red hair but the basement is packed.

"Ace, do you see Xan?" I ask him.

He glances around and then points toward the other side of the room.

"Thanks!"

"Good luck." Tayen says as I make my way toward Xan.

I unbutton the front of the pea coat I borrowed from Divya, revealing my outfit as I push through the crowded room. There are so many people packed in this basement it's crazy. Then I spot him talking to a girl, his crooked grin directed at her and I frown. My step falters and I freeze but the people around me don't stop moving and someone bumps into my back sending me tumbling to the floor. I smack my elbow and chin on the concrete, my teeth biting down on my tongue.

"Are you okay?" Jax asks, grabbing my arms and helping me up.

The copper taste of blood hits my tastebuds and I grimace as I look up at him. "Thanks, Jax. I'm okay."

My face is warm as I feel a lot of eyes on me but I ignore them. I tug my skirt down and push through everyone, rushing out of the musty basement of the frat house. I take a big inhale of fresh air as soon as I step outside. I feel something wet on my chin and when I rub it my hand comes back with a smear of blood on it. Damn it, my cheer coach is going to be pissed.

Hot, angry tears spill down my cheeks as I step onto the sidewalk ignoring the sharp feeling of the cold wind stabbing the skin revealed through the opening of the unbuttoned pea coat.

"Three years later and still falling at Jax's feet, huh?" Xan's voice calls out behind me.

I don't stop walking though. This was such a stupid idea, I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I thought we were just having fun but when I saw him smiling at that girl I got jealous. Jealous over smiling. What is wrong with me!

Xan catches up with me easily, his legs much longer than mine. He nudges me with his elbow and I feel his eyes on me but don't bother looking over. "You good?" He asks.

I bite the inside of my lip and stay silent. I don't know how to answer his question. I'm not good, not really. I can't believe I got jealous. I was never a jealous person with the previous guys I've been with.

Xan grabs my wrist and makes me stop walking. "What's your problem?" He asks but I stare at the ground. His fingers tangle in my hair and he forces me to meet his eyes. "You okay?" The question comes out quieter this time as he notices the place on my chin and the tears on my face.

"I'm fine." I mutter.

He stares at me for and minute and then releases my hair only to grab my hand and intertwine our fingers a second later. "Come on, I parked a few cars down."

I follow him, my teeth chattering the longer we walk. He unlocks his car and I slide in quickly tugging the pea coat around my body as he gets in the drivers seat. I feel stupid in my outfit now.

"I can't believe you actually snagged a parking spot." I say quietly.

"I was surprised too."

I stare out the window and we're both silent on the drive to his house.

As soon as we step inside the house he takes my hand and pulls me into the bathroom where he lifts me up onto the counter. He crouches down and digs in the cabinet for a minute and I pull my arms out of the pea coat, leaving it under me. He rises to his feet holding a first aid kit and cleans up the mark on my chin.

"How bad is it?" I ask, staring up into his dark gray eyes as he tends to the wound.

"Not bad, not as bad as it could have been. You're a walking hazard sometimes." He smirks.

Not usually, only in front of him and Jax.

I frown, my eyes flicking over to the wall.

"Hey, what's up with you?" He asks.

"Nothing."

I feel him stare at me for a minute until he finally breaks the silence. "Let me see your elbow."

I lift my arm and he cleans the mark on my elbow just as he had my chin and then he gets me a glass of water. I hop down from the counter and rinse my mouth out in the sink while he puts the first aid kit back. A glance at my reflection in the mirror has my eyes widening in horror at the black under my eyes from crying to go along with the mark on my chin. I quickly grab a makeup wipe and clean up.

I follow Xan back down the hall and he continues into the kitchen but I stop in the living room. Maybe I should just go home, this hasn't gone how I wanted it to. I heave a loud sigh and lean against the back of the couch, staring down at the dark red nail polish on my toes. Xan comes back into the room and doesn't stop until we're only a breath away.

"You wear this for me or for someone else?" He asks, his fingers dancing along the bare skin on my thighs.

"For you." I answer truthfully and glance up at him through my eyelashes.

His gray eyes remind me of storm clouds, they're so beautiful I could easily get lost in them.

"What do you want?"

It's annoying that he knows me well. The thing is... I don't know what I want anymore.

He cups my cheek. "Stop thinking so hard."

"I want you, Xan." I say quietly, my heart pounding in my chest.

He arches an eyebrow at me but doesn't say anything instead the hand on my thigh disappears under my skirt and his eyes darken. "Dirty girl." He murmurs as his fingers meet my bare pussy.

It was a bold move going commando in a skirt this short and I most likely flashed the entire basement at sigma phi but I don't even care, not when Xan's looking at me like he wants to devour me. Like he wants to give me exactly what I want. At this point I don't even know that it's a want anymore, but a need instead. I need him.

He kisses me as his fingers play with my clit and I melt against him, spreading my legs. "You want me to fuck you, Lennon Rose?"

"Yes." I moan as he slides a finger inside me.

My fingers grip the hem of his shirt and he helps me remove the garment until his bare chest and stomach greet me.

"Please, Xan." I beg.

"Listen at you, begging for my cock. Dirty, dirty girl." He taunts but I don't feel ashamed, I'm burning up with the need for him.

Xan pulls my top over my head and my nipples harden as they're exposed. I grab for his jeans, my fingers becoming frantic as I undo them and shove them and his boxers down. Xan tugs me off the back of the couch and jerks my skirt down my legs. Then he removes the rest of his clothes quickly and for the first time ever I'm seeing him completely naked. God, he's gorgeous, his body is flawless.

He pulls me into him and I wrap my leg around his hip, grinding against his dick and we both groan at the contact. His mouth meets mine again and I suck on his tongue, digging my fingers into his hair as I writhe against him. I'm so wet I can feel the liquid trickling down my inner thighs. He kisses me until my lungs burn and I feel like I may die from lack of penetration, then he turns me around and bends me over the couch.

I can feel his eyes on me, my heart thumping rapidly in my chest, anticipation thrumming through my body and then finally... finally I feel the head of his cock at my entrance and he slowly sinks inside me, straight to the hilt.

"Oh fuck, Xan." I moan and my pussy quivering around him.

"Damn it." He groans. "I knew you'd feel too fucking good."

His hands trace across my bare back and slip around my front until he's palming my breast, easing in and out of me. His cock stretches me, filling me up almost to the point of pain but it's so good I could cry. His hands leave my breast and trace down the sides of my body as if he's memorizing it.

His fingers dig into my hips and then he starts pounding into me at a relentless pace that has me screaming uncontrollably. I feel my orgasm building rapidly and I just know after this he'll own me. Every crevice of my mind will be filled with this man and damn if I'm gonna fight it. I see movement out of the corner of my eye as the front door opens and Jax appears, his eyes the size of saucers.

"Xan!" I shout to let him know Jax is there but that's all I manage to get out before I start coming.

I pinch my eyes closed as the feeling washes over me and then I feel Xan coming inside me, thick streams coating the inside of my sensitive pussy and it makes my orgasm so much more intense. I bury my face into the top of the couch cushion and groan as Xan slowly pulls out.

"Hey, Jax." He says casually and I feel my face grow hotter than it's ever been.

Oh my god, I'm going to die of mortification.

"Uh... hey." Jax replies awkwardly. "I'll um... go to my room."

I hear him walk down the hall and then the sound of his door closing a moment later.

"Oh my god, Xan!" I groan and rise up to glare at him.

"What? It's not like I asked him to watch." He chuckles, scooping our clothes off the floor. "Come on."

"What?"

How the hell can he just be so casual about that?

"Come on. I'm not done with you yet." He motions toward the hall.

And like the idiot I am, I follow him right to his bedroom.

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