Y/N POV

So I play Chloe Howard in Euphoria which i love so much. This job has really set my career off and i have met so many fantastic people and one of them having to be Javon. But today we were doing a kiss scence which was super fucken awkward since I have a crush on him and it was pretty obvious he felt the same way.

BEFORE THE SCENE

I was sitting at my hair and makeup chair getting ready for my next scene which happened to be the one where i had to kiss javons character Ashtray. My heart was pounding at the thought of me kissing Javon. JAVON!

"you okay y/n" sarah, my makeup artist asked me and she began to put makeup under my eyes.

"just a little nervous" i laughed

"what- to kiss javon?" she questioned with a smile

"i mean yeah" i begun "just the thought of it makes me really nervous"

"nothing to worry about, it's just a little kiss" she said while continuing on my makeup

Just a little kiss. This was more than just a little kiss. This was a life or death situation.

Sarah is the type of person i can tell anything too. Whenever i sit on the makeup chair i spill eveything to her and she always listens to me. Most of the time i'm going on and on about Javon but she doesn't mind. Well i think she doesn't mind.

THE SCENE

I walked in on set and there were 100's of people in the room which made me even more nervous than what i already was.

I walked over Eric who ran through to me what was about to happen. I took a deep breath in calmed my self down and walked over to where i needed to be for the scene. I turned my head when i heard Javon walk through the door. He went over to Eric first to know what he had to do before coming over to me.

"heyy" he smiled

"hi wanna" i replied with my hands shaking.

"you alg?" he questioned looking down at my hands

i tried to stop my hands from shaking but they just wouldn't. They stopped when i felt Javons hand touch my hands to stop them from shaking. I looked up at him and he smiled at me.

"Alright we're rolling in 321 action" i heard the producer say.

FILMING

Ashtray: Fuck you, You only come here for the fucken drugs.

Chloe: I come here to fucken be with you. DONT YOU GET IT I FUCKEN LIKE YOU

Ashtray: Nahh man don't play with my feelings like that. You like me or nah

Chloe: I'll fucken prove it to you then

I walked up to him, placed my hand in his cheek and kissed his lips. I pulled away and looked into his eyes

"CUT!" Eric yelled

"Well don't guys that was fucken amazing" The producer exclaimed

AFTER FILMING

"You good wanna?" i questioned walking into his trailer.

"yeahh im so fucken good right now" he smiled

"why?" i laughed

"For started i just got to kiss you and it was the best kiss i've had in my entire life" he exclaimed

"Best kiss over ever had too" i replied with a grin.

hi, just wanted to say i love you. that's it. thank you