You smiled at me "we're almost there, we have now to go", I got outside and You locked the car. I couldn't believe where we were, Uranohoshi, our old school.

"You-chan ? Why are we here ?"

"Just follow me Riko-chan, don't worry it's nothing bad, I promise"

So I followed her. We entered the school, thank godness that You got the key to unlock the school. You and I went from hallway to hallway, and there You stood and looked at me,

"Please enter Riko-chan"

"It's the"

"Yeah, the music room, please enter the music room"

"Yes", I entered the classroom, You too. You went to a desk and sat on it, with open legs. I went to her, but she said no,

"But why You-chan ?"

"Hey Riko....sit in front of the piano, and play 'Daisuki Dattara Daijobu' for me please"

"You....chan, I can't, you will-"

"I don't care Riko, just please, play it"

"....okay, I'll do it". I sat in front of the piano, and played what You ordered me.

Ahhh Riko's fingers are playing the song on the piano, it reminds me when Aqours had at that time just 3 members. However the tragedy begann.

*before Aqours' disband*

"I'm pretty sure that a lot of people will see us on stage"

"Are you sure about that Chika-chan ?"

"Yes I'm sure about it"

"And why do we have to wear this outfits You-chan ?"

"So it could fit much more to the song Riko-chan", I smiled at her, she just blushed and said "I need to use the toilet", Riko ran away and left me and Chika alone. I sat on a chair with my hands on my head, Chika just stared at me and asked,

"You-chan, what's wrong ?"

"Haaa, it's nothing Chika-chan"

"You-chan, tell me the truth"

"Haaa, you know me too well Chika, but please promise me that you won't tell anyone about this ?"

"I'll promise you that I won't, I'm your childhood friend, so you can count on me"

"Thanks, it's just...", I saw the ground, tears fell as I knew that I would cry every moment.

"You-chan what's wrong, I'm worried about you"

"It's just....I'm in love"

"Oh that's great, when will you confess ?"

"And it's Riko-chan"

Chika's face went from a smile to an angry face.

"Why ?"

"Why what Chika ?"

"Why do you love her ?"

"It was love at the first sigh"

Riko came again and apologized that she took so long, Chika simply smiled again and said, that it's wasn't a problem. I had wiped my tears off, so Riko wouldn't notice that I cried for her. After she apologized, we got out and sang our song, 'Daisuki Dattara Daijobu'.

Then....Chika and I didn't talk about my confession or even about romance. When Aqours had 9 members, Chika and Riko pulled some distance from me, like Chika did that on purpose. That bitch...

Once we were working on that bar on the beach, at night-time, I heard how Chika and Riko went out. After they were out, I surely followed them. They went to the beach alone, why ? Then I saw Chika standing up and told something to Riko, Riko also stood up and...she hugged Chika. They held then hands and I saw from Riko's lips forming 'I love you'. After that, I went back, and pretended to sleep.

Chika made it, that Riko loves her and not me, because I hadn't the courage to confess to her. I'm so stupid, I wanted to die at that moment, I WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE AT THIS MOMENT. Chika went from childhood friend into a bitch, that used me to make clothes for Aqours.

Then school began again, I didn't go to school, because my mother saw me how I almost commited suicide. My mother took the knife out of my hands and threw it on the other side of my room.

"You sweetheart, why are you doing this ?"

"M-mom,

Chika...Chika...Chika...Chika...Chika...

Chika...Chika...Chika...Chika...Chika...

Chika...Chika...Chika...Chika...Chika..."

My mother saw that I was a little bit disturbed about a situation. My mental health broke for about a week, then I went to school again, I took everyday some pills for not being depressive, and also did much more exercice than before.

"You-chan, what happened ?"

"Ohhhh, I was really sick the week before Riko-chan, don't worry about me"

Then there she came...

"Oohhh You-chan, did something happen ?", she asked me with a big smirk, what a bitch.

"No....it didn't Chika-chan"

"Tell me the truth You-chan, don't worry, I'm your childhood friend, you can trust me"

I stood imidiately up and said.

"I'm going to use the toilet for a moment", and I ran away. I saw how Riko were worried about me, but I couldn't drag her into this situation, I SURELY DON'T HAVE TO.

As I was at the toilet, I vomited everything out, my depression got bigger when I see the orange-haired girl.

Then we had practices and she pulled everytime a smirk when she wanted to try provocing me. She's sick, crazy, DUMB.

Then we won Love Live for the sake of our school. And I went imidiately home when we had performed our song. I'm sure everyone asked themselves why I did that, well I didn't care what they were thinking about me, but still my love for Riko was there like an arrow of love shot me.

When I was at home, I took a shower, then ate dinner and went to my bedroom, it was a long day....again. Then I got it, a message from Riko.

Please, come after

school to the rooftop

at our school, I want

to talk to you about

something privately.

~Riko

My heart skipped a beat, I'm pretty sure everything will be fine the next day. Then tomorrow....that was the day, where Aqours disbanded because of me.

I went after school at the rooftop as Riko ordered, I had a smile on my face, man I hadn't had a smile for so long. However as I were there, Chika stood there, smirking at me.

"Chika.....why you're here ? Where's Riko ?"

"Ohhh Riko, she won't come here, you know why, I hacked her phone and wrote you the message"

"C-Chika-chan, you did it, am I right ?"

"I don't know what you mean You-chan"

"You prepared everything so that Riko-chan is yours"

"Oh you found out, well, she's mine now"

I hold my fists and went to her, I gave her a fat slap on her face. However, she still giggled, I went there and kicked her on her belly, until she splurt blood out of her mouth and nose. After that moment someone held me, it was Kanan and Dia, I'm now into big trouble.

"What is happening here ? You-san, are you crazy to hurt Chika like that ?" Dia asked

"Dia....", I looked at the ground, my anger grew a little bit

"You-chan, why ?" Riko asked me, I couldn't see her in her eyes. I couldn't see my love in her eyes, I'm so dumb, my pulse grew.

My anger grew bigger and bigger when everyone asked me why I did this, LIKE I WAS THE GUILTY ONE HERE.

"I QUIT BEING A SCHOOL IDOL, I QUIT AQOURS", I yelled and pulled Kanan and Dia out of my way. I went home with a full depression, the tragedy of my life had begun.

When I was at home, my mother imidiately asked me what happened, she knew that something happened, because I had bruises on my arms, well Kanan and Dia held me strong, so that I couldn't kill Chika right in front of me.

"You sweetheart, are you okay ?"

"Mom ? Can I ask you for one single permission ?"

"Let's see You, what is it ?"

"Please allow me to transfer to another school and when I go to a college, that I can smoke ?"

"You....why ?"

"My depression has deepen because of Chika-chan"

*back into reality*

Riko finished playing the song and I've had the worst flashback ever, I'm so stupid. I cried without knowing that I was actually crying, Riko quickly stood up and went to me.

"You-chan, is everything alright ?"

I quickly held her and pulled her to me, I hugged her tight.

"You know, that you are the best thing that happened to me, you know that, Riko-chan"

"I don't know You-chan, you've never told me that"

"Don't worry, you are", I smiled at Riko as she started to blush, she was so cute.

"Hey Riko-chan, wanna go out, I need another cigarette"

"Uhm sure"

So we went outside , I pulled my pack of cigarette out and grab one and lightened it.

"You-chan ? Why do you smoke ?"

"Because of the stress, but mostly because depression, I started to smoke when I went to college, my mother allowed me to smoke, she's....a good mother, because she knows and believes me everything I've told her, she trusts me a lot, I love her, but as a mother"

Riko giggled as I told the truth, beacuse I learned that you should never trust Chika, because she is a fake friend.

A/N:

Ooofff I'm trying hard to do this story about You and Riko intersting. In addition, it's not the only feel or depressive moment in the story, so don't think everything will be fine with You (even though I wanted it to be rip xD)