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I invited you over stay spend the night not so much intending to sleep with you , but to chill and vibe with you. You're one of those guys I can kick it with and talk to about anything I guess things happened but it didnt change us.

We sat on the couch as I was already watching tv before you came and we sparked a conversation instantly. You would joke about me texting my "hoes" even though I didnt have any. I had my eyes set on a prize and it was sitting right next to me.

"Lets watch a movie." I hear you say looking at me. I can tell you were admiring my beauty by the way you looked. I guess my beauty shined in the small darkness that fell in the room.

Movie of choice? Avatar. 😂 I love that movie and apparently so do you. I laid on the couch after putting the movie in my xbox and asked you to cuddle. Instantly you obliged to my request laying behind me and wrapping your arms around me tightly.

As the time seemed to become early in the morning or as others consider late at night the mood changed. My ass was pressed against your manhood as if we knew what we were going to do tonight, but no we were just chilling right?

2 am in the night and Im ready for bed. I get up turning off the movie and show you were you sleep. Guest room which was literally across the hall from my bedroom. I explain to you where everything was and decided to leave but was instantly pulled back by you as I climbed on top of you to cuddle....well so I thought.

Kissing, biting, small moans, heavy breathing and us grinding against each other. How did we end up here? A place where we both said we were going to wait for because I was unprepared. Unprepared for the unexpected.

You ended up on top of me as my panties were pulled to the side and you slowly slid inside giving me only the head. The pain was unbearable at first but you told me to relax because you had me. That was for sure. I freaked out some thinking you had gave me every inch and you hadnt even started. You stroked me slowly till my moans of pain became pleasure and I told you I wanted it all. You went deeper making me feel it all in my stomach. Even though it still hurt, I bared with you to not hurt me.

You flipped me over onto my stomach and slowly slid in from the back. It started to hurt again so I began to run away. My small frame wasn't prepared to be destroyed by someone who was blessed with both length and thickness. You told me to relax once more as you put small kisses on my neck and then put your hand in the small of my back as you stroked me slowly. Im glad I was quiet because I had another house guest.

After a few more minutes of trying to get me adjusted you pulled out to ask if I was okay and we straightened up the room making sure I didnt ruin the comforter. You stood up climbing off the bed and said I should want to make sure that my panties were okay because what happened tonight wasnt suppose to but neither of us regret it.

I guess taking my virginity was something that needed to be done even if it wasn't when we wanted it to be.

[Not my best 🤷🏽‍♀️]

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