I cant climb the high electric barbed wire fences.

There's a barrier everywhere I go.

No matter what direction I take.

I go one way and I feel like it's working.

Yet Again, I have to reroute and make a u-turn.

As I get blindsided by a brick wall, I continue on.

Barely able to stand.

Covered in my blood, sweat, and tears.

"But there has to be a way in.

Damnit, another dead end."

I try to break through the walls but there's endless layers of titanium.

I can't get in.

Just let me in.

Open up.

Pounding on the wall I receive no progress or answers.

And that's why I can't find my way through.

Why won't you let me come in?

Let me sit for a while and show you the beauty of my soul.

All I have to offer.

I'm dedicated to you.

Loyal to you.

Honest with you.

In love with you.

I'll scream it until my lungs wear out.

I have to keep it down.

The subject of love is forbidden.

Never to be heard or felt.

I guess some things I just can't break through.

Some things I can't overcome.

You win.

I forfeit.

7/9/19

9:27 PM

xxx