I thought once I got over you

there was no looking back,

but the harder I try to move on

the more I catch myself

reminiscing on what we had.

The thought of you feels like

I'm walking barefoot

on broken glass,

cutting me and reopening

the scars from the past.

The emotions have been hidden

for months but they

are beginning to show,

my mind keeps shouting no,

yet my heart still

can't seem to let you go.

The relationship was toxic

but I craved for your love,

it was like an addiction and

I was hooked on your drug,

even if you made me like

shit I still put no on above.

"I love you" is a strong message

that I think failed to deliver,

yet I text back saying:

"What did I do wrong to deserve being belittled?".

Still no reply.

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2/11/20

8:59 AM