I feel him slipping away,

my goal isn't to lead him astray

or to put his emotions on display,

but to only make it through the day.

This is only temporary

until my emotions are stable and

our relationship becomes

another fable,

he's as sweet as maple syrup.

I think he realizes my true intentions,

its not my fault that I

never gave them a mention.

I'll keep him here in

my fourth dimension

until he fades into oblivion.

Nothing more than another name

written in the sand,

before being washed away

at high tide...

Becoming yet another

forgotten memory.

Now he won't even look

in my direction,

where is the affection,

there's so much tension,

he is a novice to rejection.

I can see him in my peripheral

but the feelings are no longer visceral,

I'm not too good with

subliminal messages.

I'm not a criminal

for only wanting a friend,

I don't know how to make amends,

so unfortunately...

here is where our journey ends.

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11/23/22

4:02 PM

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