I started running while my father was chasing me, he threw an avada kadava at me but missed, I was out of breath hiding under the bed, "come out you little bitch" I started to sob quietly holding my mouth with my hand hoping I wouldn't make a sound and then something pulled on my leg, my father pulled me from under the bed, I start screaming as he started kicking me in the stomach, he pulled me up and punched me, I fell to the ground sobbing and hyperventilating I cupped my nose with my hand since blood was running out of it, "pathetic, get up, GET UP" I slowly get up he pulls me and throws me to the other side of the room, he pulls out his wand "CRUCIO" my whole body started to sting and burn it felt like someone was screaming in my head telling me to wake up, wake up, wake up

"WAKE UP" pansy yells

I fell off the bed and got up "god I'm awake", "finally" pansy mumbles "what time is it" I say while yawning "5AM"she says. BITCH WHAT. "ARE YOU SERIOUS, YOU WOKE ME UP AT 5AM" I was kind of glad she woke me up I hated that dream, she scratched the back of her head while nervously laughing "I have cookies" she says as she looks up with her innocent puppy eyes, I rolled my eyes "ugh, pans you know I can't be mad at you" she gave me the most biggest smile and hugged me, I hugged her back, "y/n you were mumbling in your sleep again, are you still having those um nightmares", I took a big gulp "no I'm not, I'm fine okay" I gave her a reassuring smile I didn't want her to worry so I thought it would be best if I just kept it to my self, she smiled back "well get ready so we can be the first to the great hall" I nodded "can I take a shower?" she smiled "of course you can" I smiled "I'll be quick" and gave her a peck on the cheek and went into the bathroom.

as I got into the bathroom I felt sick to my stomach and ran to the toilet vomiting, forgetting to lock the door pansy runs in holding my hair back as I continued to vomit she started rubbing my back "oh god y/n, I thought you said the dream was nothing" she grabs a paper towel wiping my mouth "it's nothing just a little morning sickness" pansy gasped "are you preg-" I chuckled "god no, plus I'm a virgin I can't be preganet" she starts to laugh "oh ya, little virign" I roll my eyes and laugh a little, "well get showering" pansy says while planting a kiss on my forehead.

I turned on the shower and the cold water hit my skin sending goosebumps to my skin, I washed my hair and brushed it in the shower, I got out and wrapped my towel around my body and added oil and lotion to my skin, I walked out of the bathroom "hey pans do you have any face moisturizer" I was expecting to see pansy but instead I saw him. "what are you doing in here get out" I said with my eyebrows furrowed, he looks me up and down while a smirk grew on his face, he started walking towards me, I was getting nervous and didn't know what to do, as I was about to pull my wand out I remembered I left it on pansy's night stand, fuck fuck fuck what the fuck do I do, "how was your shower" he says with a smirk on his face "mm I hope those cuts stinged", "get out riddle I need to change" I said ignoring his comment, "I'll close my eyes" he put his hands over his eyes, "haha no get the fuck out" I said, his smirk turned into a frown, he started walking towards me and I stepped back hitting the wall, he moved closer to me, our chests were 1 inch from each other and we were basically breathing the same air, he raised his hand to my face but I grabbed it before he could touch me "what do you think your doing" I said, he pulled his hand off of mine, I was still holding my towel making sure it didn't drop, I looked down to avoid eye contact and before I realized it he grabbed my face, I flinched expecting him to hit me or something, he started tracing my scar on my cheekbone with his finger, "how did you get this scar" he asks, I was confused as to why he even cared, "I don't think that's any of your business" I smacked his hand off my face and tried walking to the bathroom, but he pulled me by my waist and slammed me on to the wall smirking as he realized I was still in my towel, "I wasn't done talking to you love" he brushed my hair with his fingers and put it behind my ear, "seriously go away I need to change", "hmm, no." I hate hearing that fucking word, and without hesitation I slapped him, he started laughing while wiggling his jaw he then clenched his teeth and I knew I fucked up, my breathing started to become faster and he realized it "don't ever slap me again, or I'll kill you without hesitation, after all I am the dark lords son" a smirk formed on his face "I don't give a damn about who you are" he tightened his grip around my waist causing my towel to sort of slip off but I grabbed it before it did, my cleavage was starting to show and he looked down staring at it for a second, "keep your eyes to your self" I said as I grabbed his chin forcing him to look up, he was about to say something until pansy walked in "Y/N HURRY- what the fuck, GET OFF OF HER RIDDLE" I pushed him off of me and pansy grabbed him by his ear throwing him out of the dorm "ow, ow, ouch, ow" mattheo winces in pain before getting thrown out of the room, "thankyou pans" I said relived, "explain what that was about right now." I sighed "I'll tell you after I get changed okay?", "okay love" pansy says as she gave me a kiss on the cheek.

y/n's pov:

"oh what the fuck that's so weird" pansy says after I explained what happened between me and mattheo, "I know, he just won't leave me alone it's quite annoying", pansy sighs "y/n please be careful he's very dangerous", "I'm not scared of him", "not scared of who" blaise asks while shoving food in his mouth "oh um no one" I reply back nervously, pansy looks back at me giving me a concerned look "guys we need to get to class were going to be late" I say while grabbing my things, pansy, theodore, blaise, enzo, regulus and draco start getting up and we all rushed to class

as we all stepped in to class they took there seats quickly as I was still standing up mad eye moody instantly yelled "miss. slytherin your late!" I started getting nervous as everyone around me started staring at me, I analyzed the classroom and saw mattheo staring deep into my soul, pansy mouthed "sorry", I brought my attention back to mad eye "oh um sorry sir, I don't have any excuses as to why I am late but I will accept detention as a form of an apology", "detention tomorrow, thankyou for being respectful take your seat now", I take a big gulp "um where is my seat exactly", he turns back around "next to riddle" then goes back to his work, I roll my eyes and sigh, ugh great. I went to the back corner of the class and took my seat next to him

"you know being late on your first day isn't a good first impression" I roll my eyes and ignore him, if I jus ignore him for the rest of the class then maybe he will stop talking to me. "don't ignore me" he said while I still ignored him, and without realization I felt a warm grip on my thigh, I look down to see mattheo's hand wrapped around my thigh, I immediately started turning red, "let's see how long you can ignore me now" he whispers into my ear, I still ignored him not giving him what he wanted, I knew if I said something, it would provoke him. he started sliding his hands up to my skirt, I took a big gulp and fixed my posture acting as if I wasn't fazed, his hand reached the hem of my underwear and that's when I turned red and tried to stand up until mattheo replaced his hand back on my thigh and sat me back down, "is everything alright miss.slytherin" mad eye moody said as he turned his attention on to me, everyone's eyes were now on me "yes sir everything's alright" I said with a shaky voice, mattheo's face grew a smirk, mad eye started to begin his lesson once again "okay then, first which of you could tell me, how many unforgiveable curses there are", "three sir" hermonie said, "and they are so named", hermonie's voice started to get shaky "because they are unforgiveable the use of any one of them would-", "earn you a one-way ticket to azkaban, correct" I took a big gulp knowing that two of those unforgiveable curses was used on me and my mother, I started to fidget and shake my leg, my anxiety was all over the place, flash backs came to me of my father and what he did, mattheo looked at me confused, "nervous" he whispered with a smirk on his face, I ignored him, it's like I couldn't hear anymore or move I was frozen, I started getting pale and my stomach was tightening, it felt like I was about to be sick "now the ministry says you're to young see what these curses do but I say different!, you need to know what your up against! you need to be prepared" I took a deep breath in and let out a shaky breath trying to calm my nerves, "you need to find another place to put your chewing gum besides the under side of your desk Mr.Finnegan!" mad eye moody yelled, everyone turned around, "the old codger can see at the back of his head" seamus whispered, mad eye turned around throwing his chalk at seamus, I flinched as it almost hit me "I'm here across the classroom!", "soo which curse shall we see first" my stomach started to tighten again, "weasley!" mad eye yelled "yes" he replied back with a shaky voice, "stand", ron slowly stood up "give us a curse"

"well my dad did tell me about one, the imperius curse" ron said, "oh yeah your father would know all about that one, gave the ministry quite a bit of grief a few years ago, perhaps this will show you why" he turned back around grabbing a spider from a jar, and started mumbling spells on the spider "imperiuo" he then had control on the spider, moving it to neville's desk then on to crabbe's face, everyone started laughing "don't worry completely harmless" he said moving it on to a girls hand, then on top of ron's head "if she bites, she's lethal", all I could hear is draco's loud annoying laugh "what are you laughing at" mad eye said then moving it on to draco's nose making everyone laugh harder and louder, I sat there silent not finding it funny at all, mad eye started laughing "talented isn't she, what shall I have her do next, jump out the window, drown herself" the knot in my stomach came back , he moved the spider back on to his hand, "scores of witches and wizards have claimed that they only did you-know-who's bidding under the influence of the imperiuos curse but here's the rub, how do we sort of the liars!, another, another up, up come on" "longbottom isn't it, up" neville stood up from his seat, "professor sprout tells me you have an aptitude for herbology" mad eye says, neville nods "t-there's the um, cruciate's curse", I felt so bad for neville since his parents were tortured by that curse, mad eye is a sick bastard for this, "correct, correct!" mad eye started pointing at longbottom to come over to his desk "particularly nasty" he placed the spider down on his desk, "the torture curse", "crucio" he whisper yelled, the spider started to whimper, my breathing started to get heavy and my hands were shaking, I started feeling light and like I was about to vomit "Stop it!" hermonie yelled, I got up from my seat grabbing my bag and leaving, everyone stared at me as I walked out, all I could hear is hermonie's yelling getting quieter and quieter, I made my way to the girls bathroom and ran to the toilet, I started vomiting then I heard foot steps enter the washroom, I didn't know who it was and I really didn't care, I stood up and turned around only to see mattheo, "this is the girls bathroom, get out" I yelled at him, he started walking towards me, he was getting too close so I took a few steps back only to hit a wall, how the hell do I always end up in this situation I thought to my self, I looked down as his face was right next to mine, he grabbed my chin forcing me to look up, as he started analyzing my features, I smacked his hand off my chin and rushed out of the washroom and back into my dorm, I knew I was going to miss a few classes but this is the first time I've skipped so no harm could really be done, could it? my eye lids started to get heavy as tears ran down my eyes with flashbacks of my father, everything around me started getting dark and I drifted off to sleep.