dear journal,

kissing is an interesting art. yeonjun and i have done it so much in the past couple of weeks i think we're experts at it. he told me recently that i was his first kiss. i would have never known by the way he held me that day.

i told him it was my first, too. he said he knew, and i elbowed him. then he kissed me. it seemed we couldn't physically connect with each other in any way without it leading to a kiss. i didn't mind that.

it just made me elbow him more.

- soobin