dear soobin,

i stole your notebook. i hope you don't mind me stealing a page, too. i just want to write to you. this might be the only time i do this, so i hope you like it.

i'm watching you across the pool right now. and i remember the first time we saw each other like it was an hour ago. i sat down next to you in chem, and i thought you absolutely hated me. i was just shy. how else was i supposed to act being paired with the cutest boy in class on my first day? thanks for asking why i was all wet that day, and telling me you'd give me a ride. i may have never worked up the nerve to talk to you had you not spoken to me first.

you should already know this but, i love you. and i won't stop. i've known that since that day in the car when i took your hand for the first time and you never even tried to pull away.

you and me, we were paired up long before advanced chem. before we were even born, before we were thoughts in our parents' minds we were being made for one another. your body to hold mine. my lips to press against yours. our thoughts to entangle themselves like beautiful vines.

i know we're young, but you're all i've ever wanted. i want this summer to last for the rest of our lives. i want to live this summer, these days, this moment over and over again until i'm sick of it. i want to hear you ask me to kiss you again until the day one of us stops breathing. until then, i'll take your breath away, how does that sound? perfect. i agree.

my darling, soobin, we are forever.

i just know it.

xoxo

yeonjun