I woke up at 4 sense I had to be there at 6 with no makeup on because they were gonna do my makeup. I woke javon up at 5 telling him we have to leave soon.

"10 more minutes" he said "no get up now" I forced him off the bed and he go ready.

On our way there I kept noticing javon looking at me. "Stop staring at me" I said giggling looking at him. He's so cute I'm head over heals for this boy. "Ok sorry" he said in a sleepy voice.

Ughhh why do I have to feel like this.

"We are here wanna" I said jumping out of the car. "Yay" he said not amused.

After a couple pictures I picked the one I wanted.

I decided to post the cover on Instagram

Sophies4lifeee posted

(I changed the name)

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The cover for my new song

Comments

Onwardwanna can't wait to hear it

JaylaWaltonofficial I'm so proud of you

Kylee.Pruitt congrats bae

^thanks bae

Lilireignhart good job

Kjapa can't wait to hear my new favorite singer

^dont try to make me nicer to you bestie bully

Madelinepetch that's my girl

^im your girl

User99 trying to be a singer I bet she's as bad as Addison Rae

Javonswife I bet your a terrible singer

Sophiesxwife can't wait to hear it

Colesprouse great job bestie soph

^see you at our interview tomorrow bestie cole

Angus good job javon won't stop blowing up my phone about it

^onwardwanna angus shut up

^javon be nice

End of comments

I was laughing and I was getting ready to shoot the video. I was so excited I met my partner for the song even though I want it to be javon it's not.

"Hi I'm sophie you must be Darin" I said smiling

"Yes that's me are you ready" "more ready then I'll ever be" I look at javon and smile.

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

^the video

After shooting Darin comes up to me and asks for my snap so I give it to him then I run and jump onto javon.

Javon loved these hugs but he didn't hug me back he just stood there and then pushed me off.

"What the hell javon" I said raising my voice.

"Was this song about me? About us" he asked I couldn't answer him instead I just walked off. "Yea walk away like you always do" he yelled. I turned around with tears falling down my face and started walking towards him.

"You want me to answer you fine yes it's about you why do you care. Hm so me walking away not wanting to hurt you yea I did walk away so what. You walked away from our relationship by cheating on me. Your lucky I'm even talking to you again so don't start with him javon I will go back to hating you. I'm sorry it was hard to not hate someone you love but you wouldn't understand that now would you cause you don't know what love feels like. You fucking hurt me and I wrote a song to get my sadness out so fuck you" I yell and run off tears pouring down my face.

I fucking hate him. I get back to the hotel and he's packing his things up. "What are you doing we have another two weeks here" I said confused.

"Leaving because I don't know what love is and or feels like" he said looking up at me with red puffy eyes. And then all of a sudden I ran to him and kissed him.

"shit I'm sorry wanna" I said starting to cry.

"Sophie I love you and I fucked up but you can't be with me not now" he said tears rolling down our faces. "I want you to live life and be happy and your happier without me" "javon don't you do this pls" he grabs his things and starts to leave. "Javon pls don't leave me" I said crying "I will love you but I'm not your soulmate I wish I was" he said walking out the hotel. I soon fall to the ground in tears how could he do this. After a little bit I call jayla and tell her the news. She got a ticket and was on a plane the next day.

I had an interview with cole sprouse and lili today so I got ready and changed into my outfit

You wear this and decide to post on Instagram

Soohies4lifee posted

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Matching with the best @jayla

Comments

JaylaWaltonofficial this photo is old

^very just like you

Onwardjdub why is javon home?

^ask him not me

Kylee.Pruitt I want a matching wonzie

^buy one bestie boo

User99 ugly

Javonswife ew

Sophiesxwife why isn't javon liking your posts

^i don't know and I don't care

End of comments

I'm on my way to the interview This is with jimmy Fallon my favorite tv host.

"Welcome from the show Riverdale sophie turner lili reignhart and cole sprouse" jimmy says and we all walk out onto the couch and chair.

"Hi jimmy thank you for having us" I said smiling

*end of interview*

I got in the car and talked to jayla until I got a Instagram notification

Onwardwanna posted

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My baby Olivia

Comments

Onwardjdub bro what the fuck

JaylaWaltonofficial you fucking asshole

^shut up

Kylee.Pruitt how could you do this to Sophie she loved you

^well I've moved on

Olivia.here my baby ily

^ ilyt

User99 oh hell nah I hate Sophie but wtf

Javonswife bro nah you did Sophie wrong and I don't even like her

Sophiesxwife you fucked up

Angus not cool bro

End of comments

I sit there staring at my phone and notice the people who hat me are siding with me.

I started to cry and then I got a message from Javonswife

Javonswife

Hey I'm so sorry what he did and I'm sorry for being a bitch to you you deserve way better.

Sophies4lifee

Thank you but you don't have to apologize

Javonswife

I thought I should I'm Ella by the way

Sophies4lifee

Well thank you Ella

*sophies4lifee followed you*

Ella

I hope you get better

Sophie

Thank you Ella bye

End of conversation with Ella

I cried on jaylas shoulder and decided to write another song.

This song isn't about him it's about life. I called my agent who got a recording studio to record my video.

"Thank you jayla for being here for me" I said hugging her. "Always" she said.

The next day

I woke up early cause the shoot started at 9 and it's 7 I got in the shower and got dressed

^you wore that

I got in the car with jayla and drove to the building

I waved bye to jayla walking onto the area where we record and started to shoot

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

(There's not video for it yet)

I got done and ran to jayla.

"I love the song it's amazing" she said hugging me.

"Thank you"

A/n

Ik two songs one week but why not