Everything has been extremely overwhelming. I feel betrayed. I really thought that I could trust him. I've been drowning myself with memories of Javon and I. I know that there will be a point that I will have to talk to him but that won't be soon.

I had not woken up that long ago and was sitting in my comfortable bed, starring at the wall, until I got a snap from Jayla.

-can I come over?

ofc-

-ok I'll be there in a a few mins xx

I'll leave the front door open for you xx-

I went downstairs and left the door open so that Jayla could let herself in. I went back upstairs, to my room, and decided to get changed. I put on some comfy track pants and a hoodie. I sat in my bed scrolling through instagram as I waited for Jayla to arrive.

Around 5 mins later, I heard the front door close and then someone walk upstairs. I heard the footsteps come closer to my room and then a knock on my door. "Yeah come in," I answered to the knock. My bedroom door opened and then closed, I had my head planted in my phone, scrolling through instagram. "Hi Cookie," I greeted.

"It's not Cookie," the boy said. I looked up from my phone with a confused face to see Javon standing in my room. He looked upset. I looked back down at my phone so that I could refrain from eye contact. "Where's Jayla?" I asked in a stern tone. "She's not coming. It's just me," he replied. "What do you want?" "I need to talk to you ma." I looked up from my phone and gave javon a side eye before looking back at my phone. He came over and sat the the very end of my bed, getting ready to talk. "I'm really sorry ma but you gotta let me explain," he expressed. I just ignored what he said and kept looking at my phone. "Just let me explain," he repeated. "I'm not stopping you," I said, blankly.

"Jayla and Jaden showed me the video and I know how upset you must be, but its honestly not how it looks. I promise that I didn't cheat on you," he explained.

I looked up from my phone, giving him a blank look, and placed my phone next to me so that I could properly listen to what he had to say which was most likely bull shit but I wanted to hear what he had to say. I have to admit that just seeing him made me feel better but I know it shouldn't make me feel like that. I should be angry.

He continued with his explanation, "Emily is a horrible person and all she wanted to do was ruin our relationship and you know thats all she's wanted to do since we met."

I softy nodded my head in agreement to what he had just said. He was right, all she ever wanted to do was get in between my relationship with Javon. She had an obsession with him. But that doesn't make it ok for him to make out with her.

"We were at a party and I was just sitting down talking to some friends when she came up to me and started making out with me. When I found out someone had my phone and was filming us, we promised to never show the video to anyone. I never liked her or dated her I promise and-," he spoke.

"Do you think because you didn't like her then thats makes it ok?" I asked, upset but sternly.

"I'm not finished. That video is from before I knew you y/n. I didn't even know who you were let alone was dating you. I understand how upset you must have been because if it were me, I would've been upset too, but I promise that I'd never cheat on you with anyone because I love you ma."

I sat there with a slight smile on my face but I tried to hide it. I couldn't tell if he was lying or not. Yes, I guess you can't really see his face in the video so it's hard to tell when it was but why would I only hear about this now.

"Look," he said, moving next to me on the bed. He pulled out his phone and scrolled through his memories until he came to 2 years ago. He showed me the video and i watched carefully. I took his phone and double checked the date of the video. He was telling the truth. It was before Javon knew me. I sighed in relief and happy tears starting slowly falling off my cheeks. "I thought you cheated on me J," I sobbed. I looked up at the boy who's eyes were glossy. He pulled me into a tight hug and then cupped my face in his hands making sure that I was looking at him in the eyes so I knew he was telling the truth. "I'd never cheat on you ma."

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After Javon explained everything, we joked around about Emily and low key bitched about her. We watched a movie and Javon decided to stay the night even though we had school tomorrow. I can't tell you how relieved I feel. The best thing about our relationship is that even though we fought, we are back to normal, if we're not normal then we are ever closer and happier than before.

We'd currently just finished watching 'to all the boys I've loved before' and were now doing face masks together. I had to convince Javon to do one too.

"Let's go live, I need to explain everything to them," javon giggled, grabbing his phone and setting it up on the end of my bed as we were sitting on the floor with blankets. He pressed the live button on tiktok and we waited for people to join.

user13432: does y/n not know what happened?

user5: why is he pretending like he didn't do it

user88: lol awkwarddddd

user09876: she deserved that honestly

user543: are they back together?!!!!!

"Hey guys. I know a lot of y'all saw that video Emily posted and I need to explain," javon spoke. He explained everything to his fans and most of them were shocked and thankful besides the people that were genuinely obsessed with him and absolutely hated me. They were mad that Javon didn't actually cheat on me.

"Are they back together?" I read. "We never broke up, I just ignored him," I laughed.

"Do the chapstick challenged," he read out. "Wanna do it?" he asked, turning to me. "Yes of course. My chapsticks in the closet," I said, going over to my closet and pulling out a huge box that was up the top. I bought it over to Javon and the live and showed them my box. "Jesus ma, didn't realise you had so much," he giggled. "Ok who's going first?" I asked. "ME!" he said quickly. I grabbed a bandana and tied it over Javon's eyes.

"Okay you ready?" I asked him. "Always." I dug through my big box full of different flavoured chapsticks and chose a strawberry one. I first showed the camera and then applied it to my lips. I then grabbed his face and gave him a short kiss before pulling away. Before I could fully pull away, he grabbed my face with his hands and pulled me in for another kiss. This time, deepening it more and then adding tongue before I quickly pulled away. "JAVON!" "What?" he asked confused. "We're live right now," I said to him. "So?" he replied. I rolled my eyes at the live, "do you know what flavour?" "Yeah its 100% strawberry because you always wear this one," he said to me straight up. "Yeah," I said with a slight giggle.

We continued playing the game, switching between each other. I applied an orange chapstick and lets just say that javon didn't like it. He was gagging at he flavour which made me die of laughter.

We ended the live and decided to head to bed. As we got under the covers, I rested my head on his chest and listened to his soft heart beat. "I really do love you ma," he whispered. I looked up at him, "I love you more." I bought his face closer to mine and gave him a long kiss which he bought tongue into. His soft lips moved with mine. I could still taste the cherry chapstick that he last applied. He pulled out of the long make out session to reply to what I said. "No you don't," he smirked before continuing to make out with me.