Standing in the room, I saw the Chief on Worth's lap. Just riding his dick without any shame for all of us to see. Everyone didn't even seem to care, but it was more like they waited excitedly for their turn.

My eyes move onto Worth's, seeing him already looking at me. He showed no expression whatsoever to what was happening and what he was doing. I felt bad for him...so bad. Except I knew it was because he wanted to see his brother.

Why do all of this though?

His brother could've just come through intake and go to the visitors section like any other person. Unless his brother isn't allowed in and was a past convict. This jail doesn't let past convicts or suspects in.

Is his older brother any of those and he's just trying to break the system? I wouldn't be surprised...

"Worth kiss me, please." Chief begged him, trying to kiss his lips only for Worth to slam him onto the left side of the couch. Only to get above him and start railing into his ass.

My eyes moved off of him, honestly...irritated for some reason. I knew he didn't want to do this and it was the most obvious thing to me. Everyone was so focused on what they wanted from him...mainly his dick, that they weren't seeing what was at hand here.

He doesn't want them back.

I saw him more excited to fuck Efren than he was to fuck them. Probably because Efren wasn't forcing him to be there basically.

Worth didn't have to agree to this either, but it was a deal through-and-through. A horrible deal...if it has to involve this to get what I wanted when it's free for others...? I'd rather do without it.

"Are you going to do it?"

I flinch, looking as Salvator had his eyebrow raised on me. My eyes divert off of him, shaking my head.

"No...I didn't count on it." I state, and he frowns.

"I thought you were interested?"

"Interested and wanting someone are two different things. You guys are... different than me. It doesn't interest me, sleeping with someone in front of others. It's...no." I tell him, seeing him raise his eyebrow.

I meant what I said too. Not to mention I only said all of that to get information. I got what I wanted, but now I want to know some more. I'm just not sure of how to get it.

"I guess that's true." Salvator agrees with me to my surprise, and I stay silent. "Everyone in here, except you, has had sex with him. Some are attracted to him, while some just want to be dicked down. The Chief is a prime example."

"Obviously." I mumble, not even needing to look over because I could hear their skin slapping together.

As I stood here I felt a cold cup press to the cheek that was bruised. Startling me as it made it feel like it was burning, yanking back. Only to see it was an officer I haven't seen before.

She looked at me kindly, and I try to calm down that irritated feeling from her doing that.

"You're...new here, right?" She asks, and I nod. "Me too. I'm not used to this."

I suddenly felt...comfortable around her because then I knew she wasn't a part of this mess. I take the cup from her, seeing it was just water with ice.

"This isn't something to ever get used to." I agree with her. She smiles nervously as she glances back at the scene only to face forward fast. "I'm Nate."

"My name is Fay." Fay introduced herself to me and I grin at her. "I want to think this isn't what I'm seeing, but this feels illegal. Why are they having sex with an inmate?"

"Corruption." I say easily.

I saw her nod fast, running her fingers through her hair.

"I'm from a small town and I was stationed somewhere else. I was moved here...and it's different. I was invited by Trevor, he said it'd be fun; but... I'm not really having fun. It's just sex and good food. I...don't want to contribute in that." She tells me upfront.

I agree with her.

"I can tell you that Worth is not a bad person." I found myself saying, and she looks at me funny. "I'm serious. I just don't...I don't know how to explain it; but I'm not afraid of him. He actually is the one who invited me here."

I saw her trust for me almost disintegrate when I said that.

"Don't worry though!"

"How can I not? Doesn't that mean he just wants to do to you what he's doing to everybody else?" Fay questions me seriously. I shook my head because it wasn't like that. "Worth is literally having a party...and has all these privileges. He invited you here to do that with you-."

"He didn't and I'm not going to keep arguing with you about it, okay?" I interrupt her, getting kinda irritated. "I know...more than most do in here about him. He didn't invite me with those intentions. There's not even anything we have towards each other but him watching out for me. Please don't...bad mouth him, it's his birthday."

I clear my throat, drinking some of the water as Fay just looked at me. The sound of slapping skin was gone, but when I look I saw Trevor sucking his dick.

Worth didn't seem to be enjoying it though. Like that one time when Efren was, he seemed to be enjoying it when I flashed a flashlight on them. Probably because it's them and they're using him, but he is too.

...it's so weird.

"Just one last thing," Fay ends up saying, and I sigh, nodding, "Don't you wonder why I walked over towards you?"

I shook my head, only to suddenly cup my cheek and I nod.

"Is it because of my nice little battle wound?"

"Uh, no?" She snorts, and I shook my head then. "Because right when you walked in here, Worth's eyes haven't been able to move off of you. They were locked onto you the whole time until I walked over. I just wanted to confirm my suspicions."

"And what's that?"

"You really don't know?"

I was confused because she was clearly alluding to something. I still didn't know as I shook my head again, causing her to snicker.

"Okay, not my place then." Fay turns away and now I was curious. She just walks away from me though before I can get anymore information.

Sitting down away from that mess, I just listen to the music playing quite loudly. It wasn't like a crazy party, but it was more like the music was played to numb out what was happening in here. Don't know why they care. They are so easily able to sleep around with an inmate and let others know without a problem.

Why do they care if someone hears it happening?

This isn't what I signed up for. I know this was the worst prison, but this is just on a whole other level than being the worst. It is worse than that.

If...there's even a word for something even worse than worse. That's what this place is though.

"I've been told your name is Nate."

I look up, seeing a man who looked slightly familiar to Worth. He smirked down at me and I narrow my eyes on him.

"Who's spouting my name to strangers?" I question him with evident irritation.

"Worth is, problem?" He questioned me right back with mock irritation, and I relaxed my stance now. "Yeah, now you wanna to calm down when I say his name."

"I was already calm."

"No the fuck you weren't. Are you one of the bitches he's fucking or what?" His brother just says outright, startling me. "Because you eased back when I said his name. You're definitely one of his bitches, I can tell-."

"Don't talk to me like that," I snap, standing up as I glare at him, "Worth and I are friends. I don't use people to get what I want."

"Bullshit." His brother sneers, folding his arms. "Why the fuck are you here then? Everyone here is here for a purpose. You two aren't fucking friends, you're not fooling anybody. Like I'd fall for that shit. That's like telling me druggies are friends with rehabilitates. Doesn't add up-."

"I don't care what you say, him and I are friends. He invited me here-!"

"Oh? He you? So you're getting fucked with that loose asshole of yours." His brother snickers at me and I was at a loss for words. Why was he talking this way?

I and Fay are probably the only ones here on pure intentions! Why is he speaking to me this way?

"How can you talk to someone this way? You assumed why I'm here when I'm probably the one who's here on pure intentions! I even brought him a present...and you dare come up to me and talk to me like this? I don't give a fuck if you are his older brother! You're fucking disrespectful! You come at me this way, I come at you the exact same. You're not going to talk to me any type of way. I'm not some bitch." I snap sharply at him.

I see his brother just look at me, only to snort in my face.

"You're my brother's bitch though-."

"Micah, enough."

I saw his brother look, Worth walking up as he looked at him. Micah raised his eyebrow at such a thing.

"What? I'm just stating facts."

"No, you're not. Nate isn't my bitch, and don't call him that again. He's actually...the only genuine person here. I did invite him."

"Why though? You never invited anyone before." Micah seemed irritated by him almost putting trust into me. Except Worth seemed to look at him a certain like...to say I knew nothing.

I was all out of the loop and it made me feel so stupid.

"Everyone done being on your dick?" Micah moves on.

"I'm just... I need a break." Worth sighs, shaking his head at Micah who snorts. "This is greatly needed, don't mock me."

"No one told you to do all of this." Micah chuckles and my eyes narrow on him.

I saw Worth shake his head at me, not wanting me to react. This was all irritating and Micah is...giving off this vibe that he should be here. He gives off more of a dangerous vibe than Worth does.

"Oh, can I give you your present somewhere...away from this?" I end up asking Worth so that he could get a break from this.

He ends up looking at my gift bag, nodding. We both go out onto the balcony away from the others. Once the door closes I saw him groan against the railing. He looked so drained and over all of this.

My hand rests on his shoulder, seeing him look over at me.

"Happy birthday, Worth." I sing slightly, chuckling when he snickers at me. "Here is your birthday present."

I hand him the gift bag, and he takes it. When he shuffles through the tissue paper, he pulls out the nice notebook I got him. He ends up going through more and pulls out two Campbell soups.

When he looks at me I smile awkwardly.

"I bought the notebook because I felt like you have lots to...release and you're holding it in. It's a book-styled notebook, so no one will think anything of it. For the soups...I don't know, the commissary doesn't sell that and those are amazing. Thought you'd want something different. Not just ramen and chips...and soda." I explain all of my choices, digging my pocket as I pull out a mechanical pencil. "Here. I was afraid this would fall out, so I held onto it."

Worth took it, smiling as he looked at everything again. I could tell he liked it just by his reaction alone. I know I liked it, I'm happy to know he does too.

"You're the only one here who actually brought me something." He states, and I frown.

"Your brother didn't bring you anything?"

Worth shook his head, only to glance back at the door.

"I didn't expect him to. They wouldn't have let him bring anything in here anyway. Even if that wasn't the case, I still don't think he would've gotten me anything. It's fine though, but this?" He walked over to the seats, sitting down.

I see him set it beside his feet and run his hands over his face. Only to peer at me through his fingers and soon smile to my surprise.

"You asked me that day why I care about you so much, right?" He asks me, and I nod. "Why do I care about you? Why do care about you?"

Worth was suddenly standing, going towards me now. Standing in front of me, I waited for him to say. It almost seemed like he didn't want to say or was he trying to build the anticipation?

"I don't know." Is what he ends up saying. My eyebrow raising. "Or maybe I don't want to tell you."

"Why?" I chuckle at him, my hands resting on his arms as I rub them fast. "Look, I'll give you positive energy to build up the courage to tell me!"

When I stop doing that I look back up at him, his eyes soft on me.

I still wait, grinning with anticipation for him to say why. Only for him to look off.

"Can I have a hug?"

My eyes widen, and he still avoided looking at me. Chuckling at such a thing, I shrug.

"Sure, that'll be one of my birthday presents to you; and to make up for being a jerk to you in the beginning-."

Worth rushed at me, his arms wrapping around my waist. Pulling me into his embrace, he hugged me to him. His head resting on my shoulder despite him being taller than me. I chuckle, hugging him back gladly.

As we hugged I caress his back kindly, wondering when the last time was since he's been hugged. Because he was hugging me quite warmly and closely.

The sexual hugging when someone clings onto him in a hug-like manner isn't the same. This was just a genuine hug that some people just need.

"I care about you because you're honest and genuine. There's more to it than just that too. It's so weird because I didn't think I'd ever be in this predicament." He confesses, and I nod. "I want to hate you because you work for and with the corrupted, but I just can't... Nate?"

He pulls back some, and I look at him. Worth's face was quite close to mine to my surprise, but it didn't bother me. He was very attractive and it didn't necessarily bother me being this close. Besides the fact that people were just sucking and riding his dick not too long ago.

"Yeah?"

I see his eyes still locked on mine, only to move onto my lips. My eyes widen on such a thing and I turn some.

"Some are telling me you invited me here because you wanted me to participate in the sexual stuff...is that true?" I just ask him now, looking back at him.

He shook his head, and I nod.

"I knew it-."

"But there is more to it as to why I invited you."

"And what's that?"

Suddenly he yanked away from me as the door to the balcony opened, seeing Micah smirking at us both. His arms folded and just looking absolutely amused by what he was seeing.

"What is this?" He questions Worth, and I look at him.

I saw him have his eyes narrowed on his brother. Micah flickered his eyes between the both of us and I wait.

"He's one of 'em-."

"Stop." Worth sneered at him.

"Worth...don't piss me off. His bitch ass is a cop! How could you allow yourself to become this way for a damn cop?! You said-!"

"I know what the fuck I said and I am still completely dedicated to my word. That hasn't changed, so stop. He doesn't even know about it." He tries to assure him.

Now I really was wondering what was going on.

Dedicated to his word? Dedicated to his word about what? Is it the crimes he's wanting to be charged with?

...that pissed me off.

"I'm gonna go Worth." I just say, and I saw Micah snort. Only for him to grab my arm now and I look at him.

"Don't go, why?"

"Because. Your brother has called me a bitch one too many times and I'm trying to be nice. Also, I'm getting these weird vibes and being out of the loop of something is so aggravating. I usually don't care, but this feels so wrong. I can't be around it if I can't fix that wrong feeling, so I'm leaving." I look at him fully, hugging him again this time as I pull away since he didn't hug me back. "I'll see you the next time I have my next shift. And...you know what? I have another surprise for you, so you can look forward to that."

Worth actually looked...no, I couldn't tell what he was thinking now. He just looked at his brother now and I look away.

Walking around Micah, I go back inside. I ignore people trying to get my attention as I just leave the room. I didn't want to be in there anymore than I had to be at this point.

I felt bad for Worth because I feel like he's...in pain about something. He doesn't show it whatsoever, but someone has to feel pain or hurt going through this. And his older brother is actually a bitch, I'm not saying that just to say it either.

There something off about Micah, but what?

...I need to look into him. I just need to know Worth's last name. It's just...how am I going to get that?

No, how am I going to get Worth to tell me his story? That'll be more genuine than looking through a computer.

...I know.

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