Today was her last day at the bar and Jordan was eager to go home. There was someone who waited for her now, every night, no matter how tired she was. The thought of Gabby making her felt happy, full of love every day.

But of course, she couldn't go home right now because Mitch was an asshole. He held Jordan longer and her other coworkers was celebrating her resignation because she was their favorite.

"For Jordan!" Mitch was drunk enough but he forced his coworkers to join him on the last shot.

"For Jordan!" The others joined him.

Jordan shook her head in amazement. She held her last shot up high then they gulped it in unison after Mitch counted to three. Her throat burned, but the look on her coworkers' faces made her chuckle.

"Alright, thank you guys for having me for almost a year now." Jordan said. "Keep on rocking!"

"Yeah!" They cheered and screamed.

Jordan smiled, finally she could go home now. She could imagine Gabby was waiting for her patiently with the love in her eyes. She adored that the most about Gabby. And god, did she love her?

She drove slowly, her head was dizzy and she was sure she would get a massive hangover when she woke up tomorrow. Finally, an hour and half later she was home, usually she only needed half an hour but knowing she was drunk, she had to be careful when driving so she wouldn't jeopardy herself.

"Baby?" She called once she entered her house.

Jordan searched for Gabby in the kitchen but she wasn't there not even in the living room. Then she checked Gabby's room, nothing. But she entered the room anyway to kiss Allie a goodnight. It was one in the morning and she missed her girlfriend so much.

She opened her bedroom and found Gabby was sleeping peacefully with a TV on, so she was waiting for her. Jordan smiled, she took off her leather jacket and jumped onto her bed, making Gabby startled.

"Sorry." Jordan giggled.

"You're drunk?" Gabby asked in a raspy voice.

"My asshole friends asked me to drink to celebrate my last day." Jordan said, she didn't change her position, laying on her stomach.

"Don't drive when you're drunk, J. You can call me so I can pick you up. That's so dangerous." Gabby sat up.

"I'm okay, baby. Come here." Jordan flipped herself so she could face Gabby.

Gabby leaned, she propped her body with her elbows, Jordan caressed her face and smiling. Gabby could smell the alcohol from Jordan's breath and she didn't like it. Steven was a drunker and he did bad thing when he was drunk. She just hoped Jordan wasn't like that. She knew they were two different persons but her anxiety kicked in when she found out her girlfriend was drunk.

"What are you thinking?" Jordan asked. "I'm sober enough to talk, you know."

Gabby sighed. "Don't get drunk again, promise?"

Jordan smiled. "I promise." Then she leaned closer and kissed Gabby's lips.

Gabby kissed her back and they kissed passionately. Suddenly the room was way much hotter and Jordan felt the need to take off her clothes. Gabby positioned herself so she was on top of Jordan.

Jordan licked Gabby's bottom lip and Gabby gave the permission. Their tongues fought, but of course Jordan was the dominant one. Gabby savoured the flavor of Jordan's mouth which was alcohol only at the moment.

Jordan flipped her over so now she was on top of Gabby. Gabby wrapped her arms on Jordan's neck to deepen the kiss, Jordan's hands started to caress every inch of Gabby's body.

Gabby moaned and it sounded so good to Jordan. It turned her on even more. She grabbed Gabby's breasts and massaged it gently, Gabby couldn't help her feeling, she was so excited to have her first sex with a woman because she was curious how it tasted.

This was just the beginning yet she felt like she was about to cum. Jordan's hand was magical. It made she feel the butterflies inside in her stomach.

A while later she was fully naked, she didn't even know how Jordan undressed her. Maybe because Jordan's lips kept making her busy moaning and groaning in pleasure.

Jordan only wore her bra and her pants, she looked down at Gabby who breathed heavily from their foreplay. She smiled, looking into Gabby's green eyes and she felt something familiar inside her, like the urge to say something like she used to say to Olivia.

Everytime she touched Gabby, she was thinking like she was touching Olivia. Jordan didn't know why, she didn't know it was the alcohol effect or being with someone else made her think about her undone relationship.

But all she knew was, she was eager to taste Gabby. She was patience enough to wait for almost four months to fuck Gabby and here she was on top of her girlfriend's naked body who was waiting for her to do that thing.

"You're beautiful." Jordan said truthfully.

"So are you, J." Gabby replied.

And that was enough to wake up Jordan's lust and desire because everytime Gabby called her 'J', it turned her on even more.

"Fuck!" Gabby screamed once she came for the first time.

It was only a few minutes but Jordan's hand was really a magical one. Gabby never thought it was real, she never came when she had sex with Steven. Thinking about her status made her wanted to puke, but when she looked at Jordan's lustful eyes, all of her problem was gone and she was filled with pleasure.

"Shit!" She came one more time, she didn't know Jordan's tongue could do such a thing like that.

Jordan smirked. She was smiling proudly, she could make her girlfriend cum. She played with Gabby until Gabby couldn't take it anymore.

Gabby pushed Jordan when Jordan was mocking her. She tried to breathe properly, she needed air, she needed to catch air, she needed to live. But oh my god, that was the most amazing sex she had ever had for her entire life.

Jordan chuckled, she kissed Gabby's lips. She was about to pass out because she was exhausted pleasing her girlfriend for hours. She kissed Gabby's forehead and said something because she felt like she was looking at Olivia. Obviously the alcohol messed her up.

But she didn't know that she said those thing which made Gabby cried in sadness.

"I love you, Olivia." Then Jordan fell next to Gabby and snored.

Gabby didn't know it was the most hurtful feeling she had ever felt. Gabby was okay if Jordan hadn't fully moved on. Gabby was okay waiting. Gabby was okay did all of those things to keep Jordan by her side.

But hearing Jordan said she loved someone else after they had sex for the first time was unexpected even though she knew it wasn't someone else, it was her girlfriend's ex fiancée. She even said that right in front of her face for god's sake. And for the record, Gabby gave all of her heart when she allowed Jordan entered her body. Again, the alcohol messed them up.

A couple days passed like nothing happened. Gabby didn't want to bring it up and Jordan didn't ask anything about that night except the sex thing. So she shrugged it off even though she felt pang of sadness throughout her whole body everytime she remembered that night.

But she wasn't Gabrielle if she couldn't cover her sadness. She used to it for five years so she could survive with that. She held herself so hard everytime Jordan kissed her. Sure she wanted to be by her side, but knowing she needed more time to drag Jordan out of her memories made her felt unsure.

What if she couldn't help Jordan? What if after all this time Jordan would never moved on? What if Jordan only used her as a rebound? What if Jordan would never loved her like she loved her like crazy?

That thought was lingering in her mind these days until she couldn't focus on her task, just like now. She read the list to buy some things in a grocery store for a couple of minutes but she came out with nothing in hand.

Her mind was blank, her mind was somewhere else. Her mind was about Jordan. And Olivia. And their relationship.

But then she came back to life when her daughter called someone she never thought she would ever see them ever again.

"Daddy!"