《Madness combat x child!Gender-neutral!reader》🌸🥀I love you💥☁️
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Tw: depression,self harm,suicidal thoughts and suicide attempt
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For all the Deimos and Sanford lovers -w-
Your POV:
Empty....
That's how I feel
I've been cutting myself for about I think 1 week everything got to hell nothing is important anyway.We are all going to eventually die so all of this is meaningless Nevada I definitely not a safe place for anyone
So much blood everywhere
Its kind of sickening and just sad....
If I die I might as well end it early
"Hey Y/N!" My dad Deimos call me over "yeah dad?" "We're going on another mission your going to be home alone for a while.I left you some money to order food and weapons to protect yourself" "m'kay bye dad" "bye sweetheart" he kisses my cheek
That was my cue.Of course I wouldn't half ass my attempt maybe I should plan it,usually when they say a while it means 2 days so I would have enough time to plan it I was thinking about a nice place.Oooo! That place in Nevada that surprisingly still has grass and beautiful flowers.How? I don't know but I try not to question to much since it's a really nice place it would take a 32 minute walk to go there since it's at the edge of Nevada
I plan my death that I can't wait
'Kill yourself'
'No one will miss you'
Cut yourself useless pig'
'Ugly'
'Your a burden on your family'
I cry a lot that day.Do they really not care about me
I grab the knife in the kitchen
I left bunch of red marks on my skin even on my stomach
I felt refreshed it was like nothing happened
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I was back to planning my death
It was 7:34 pm I spent the next two hours planning my death with breaks in between the 2 hours It was time to go to sleep since my eyes were begging to be closed
𝙽𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢
Hank,Doc,Deimos and Sanford should be getting back so I was quick to grab my bags I left a note saying 'don't worry I'm at the park :)' I hid the note somewhere safe and read
Sanford POV:
"Y/N WE'RE BACK"
No response...
Hmm I walked to their room 'not here'
I saw a note 'don't worry I'm at the park :)'
Oh I walk to the kitchen
Wait WHAT THE fv
Third POV:
Sanford went to Y/N's room he searched everywhere
He stopped and saw your suicide plan and a bunch of razors
'DAMN IT HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID NOT TO NOTICE'
"DEIMOS OUR CHILD IS ABOUT TO KILL THEMSELF AND I KNOW WHERE"
Before Deimos could respond Sanford grabbed his hand and hopped in the car they went to the cliff that you were about to jump off
They saw you taking your shoes off
"WAIT Y/N"
You turn around to see Sanford and Deimos there trying to stop you.Your eyes widened they grabbed your arm before you could jump off
"Why?" Deimos held you close "w-why what?"
"WHY?!" "Things h-have b-been really hard, a-a-and" you tried your best not to cry but couldn't "please don't do this we both love you and we don't want you to die.You don't want us to miss out on your life so young yeah?" Deimos said "N-n-no" you broke down in sobs while Deimos and Sanford held you close minutes felt like hours until you finally fell asleep
They put you in the back of the car and drove to the base
After you woke up Sanford demanded to give you all the weapons in your room so you did
They never left your side after that
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚢
𝟼𝟼𝟹 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜
𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐!༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ
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