What am I doing? No really, WHY am I going to his room right now, knowing exactly why he asked me to come here, and I know it's not just so we can have a simple 'talk', no of course not, it's something more than that, something I know is not a good idea.

I should turn around, just drop it, it's none of my business.

But I like him, I really shouldn't though, he's on the most wanted list, he's a bad guy but.. so far he's been none of those things with me and Max, he gave me a job, a roof over mine and my brothers head, hell he even gave me a high paycheck I will never get at another job.

That's not all though, he's nice to me and treats me as his equal, he's comfortable in his own skin and he goes out of his way to speak to me and Max, even though he is still my employer.

I'm not coming to his room because of all that though, no.

Truthfully I don't know why I'm doing this, I just know if I don't I might regret it, he is so interesting as a person and I like talking to him, he makes me smile and feel safe when he touches me... I can't describe how good it makes me feel, there's just something about him I am so drawn to.

Being incredibly handsome and a body covered in tattoos is just a bonus.

After he left the pool, which was seven hours ago, I haven't seen him since. I did hear his driver drive off so I presume he went out. Roughly about an hour ago, the car returned but I was bathing Max so I didn't see him go into his room.

This brings me outside of his bedroom door right now, it's 8 PM and Max is fast asleep in his bedroom here at the house, there are others outside walking around the building, Austins security take their job very serious, no doubt because of who Austin is, apart from them, it's just me and Max on the estate.

Maybe he's not home? He might've changed his mind or business might have pulled him away for the night, that would be totally cool, so fine, totally ok!

I take a deep breath and knock on his bedroom door three times and wait.

I hear movement coming from behind the door and I feel as if I'm about to pass out from how fast my heart is beating.

The door opens and Austin stands there in grey sweatpants and no shirt, his hair is messy and it looks like he just got up from a nap.

"I didn't think you would show up."

He steps aside and opens the door, and nods for me to come inside, so I do.

His bedroom is clean apart from the bed looks like I was right, I woke him up. "Sorry, If I had known you were sleeping.."

Austin shut the door and I hear him lock it, making me jump slightly. "I should thank you." He walks past me and sits on the sofa, opposite the bed. "I wanted to have this talk."

I swallow hard and nod my head, I go to sit next to him on the sofa and then I look around nervously. "Mhm." I clear my throat. "So, what do you want to talk about?" I ask quietly, feeling his hard eyes on me.

Jesus, why does he always look so good, and without a top? I can't even look at him, I'm staring at anything but him, I'm just too overwhelmed by being this close to him, he's intimidating yes but.. it's something else that makes me uneasy.

I don't think I trust myself.

"Me and you." He pauses. "After all we live together and I don't know a thing about you, you know all about me and my.. business, I'm a search away but you.. that's something I'm interested in." He says, leaning forward to look at me sidely.

Interesting in? I wonder what he means by that...

I nod my head slowly and turn to see him. "That's fair.. ok.. um, ask me anything." I say, feeling nervous under his gaze.

He smiles slightly as his eyes shift to my lips slowly then back to my eyes. "There is something I want to know." He pauses. "Why are you single?" He asks and I blush and avoid his eyes.

Why would he ask me that? Ugh.

I shrug. "No one has ever asked me out.. when they find out about Max, it's like a turn-off, so... yeah.." I chuckle nervously and lean back.

He raises his eyebrows slightly. "So you've never dated anyone?" He asks and I shake my head shyly.

"Have you had sex?"

Oh god....

I knew this was coming, why did I even come here, this is so embarrassing, I want to hide in a hole and never come out.

I smile weakly and shake my head. "I.. no, it just never happened.."

Austin stands up and I look up to see his tanned fully tattooed back walk over to the large window and then begin to shut the curtains on both sides, it gets dark in the bedroom apart from the bedside table lamp illuminating the room.

When he's finished closing the curtains he turns and walks towards me, my hands are sweating and I have no idea where to look anymore, his face is serious and hard and his long strides make my legs shakey.

He stops in front of me then kneels so he is at eye level with me, he searches my face with his eyes and he looks so intrigued by whatever he is saying, when his eyes meet mine he swallows hard then reaches his hand into his sweatpants pocket and gets something out.

Before I see what he got from his pocket, he looks up at me and looks so vulnerable as I stare into his eyes. "I like you." He says, making my eyes widen and my mouth gape. "I didn't call you here just to fuck you Rose, I want to make myself very clear with my intentions, I want to call you my girl, but I need to know what you think of me."

My chest is beating out of control and my face feels warm at his confession, he takes my want sweating hand in his cool rough larger one and squeezes my hand slightly. "If you don't want to go further then boss and employee say now and I will never bother you again."

I want to call you my girl.

If my insides weren't doing flips before, they certainly are right now, what the hell do I even say to that? Austin Silver just asked me to be his girl, his girlfriend... he wants to be... romantically involved with me..

"B-But what about Max.." I start to say and he interrupts me.

He grins up at me handsomely. "I could send him to military school." He says with a shrug and my eyes go wide with surprise.

Austin puts his head back and laughs. "I'm kidding, I don't care. Is that all you're worried about?"

I frown and shrug. "I-I don't know... why me? What about the police... h-how would this work, me and you?" I mumble out and he grabs hold of my hands and brings them to his lips.

He kisses my hands softly whilst his eyes are on me. "Not important."

Not important? But he's-

I don't get to think too much about it as Austin pulls me toward and takes my lips with his with a passionate fierce force that knocks the air out of me, his lips are surprisingly soft against mine as he moves his lips against me slowly, sometimes taking my lip between his teeth as he bites down on my lip gentle.

My hand finds its way to his soft short dark hair when his hands pull me up with him from the sitting positions and he lifts me up until my legs are wrapped securely around his weight, his hot tongue slides into my mouth, I'm feeling lightheaded from his touch as he drops me onto something comfortable with my legs still wrapped around him and his hands exploring my whole body as his tongue explores my mouth.

He stops kissing me and we're both breathing heavily and looking at each other when Austin leans back, we're both on the bed and Austin hovers above me with both his arms on either side of my head, his beautiful eyes are staring at me hungrily as he leans in and pulls my top over my head.

I'm laying in my bra and shorts and Austin is seconds away from ripping it all from me with the current look in his eye, I'm terrified but excited knowing that Austin will be my first, my pussy has been throbbing for a while, ever since I felt his large penis against my stomach when we were kissing, it was all I can think about, being with Austin is all I can think about, he's everything and more.

Austin leans back and moves his hands towards my shorts, his eyes are focused on me while his hands unbutton my jean shorts, he's sliding them down my legs and staring at me hungrily as he holds onto my panties.

"Are you sure?" Austin asks, I feel his fingertips at the hem of my underwear and I'm beyond scared.

I nod my head nervously. "Y-Yeah.. I trust you." I breathe out, my chest beating rapidly.

He slides down my panties and then drops them to the floor as he stares at me, only in my bra, when he notices I still have my bra on, he frowns then leans forward and grabs something from the bedside table, when he comes back I see something sharp, some sort of knife in his hands.

He smirks down at me amused as he brings the knife towards me, he cuts my bra in the middle between my breasts in a single cut and then throws the bra across the room, I squeal and cover my breasts with my hands shyly as he puts the knife back.

Austin's strong hands move my hands away and hold them above my head with a single hand as his over starts to rub circles on my naked pussy, every touch he gives me is torture, every second I look into his eyes is making me feel drunk from his gaze, I'm completely trapped in his eyes and I grave more.

He inserts a finger and starts moving, his fingers start fucking me slowly, but it doesn't hurt, he's respecting me by going slow and I'm so wet I would hardly notice if it started to hurt.

The sounds of his finger going in and out of me makes me even wetter, that and Austin's gaze on me, when he inserts a second finger I feel as if I'm about to explode, his large long fingers slide in and out of me deeply and slowly, I feel my eyes roll back when he starts to pump his fingers faster inside of me.

I'm so close to coming I can hardly think straight anymore, Austin is finger fucking me and I love it.

Suddenly Austin stops and I feel him remove his fingers, when I open my eyes he is taking his sweatpants off and when he does, my eyes fall straight down to his cock, or should I say his rather large member.

He is an impressive size, not that I've seen lots of guys naked before, but this is definitely not a normal size for a guy, he is large, huge even, I think it's the width of my hand and ten inches long.

Dammit, that is not going to fit inside of me, it will completely break me.. oh no no no I can't do this I-

Austin's lips touch mine as his other hand strokes the side of my face, I open my eyes to look at him and he is staring at me in awe. "I'll never hurt you, Rose, I promise." He whispers huskily and I nod my head nervously, my heart in my throat as it beats out of tune.

I feel his large member against the entrance to my pussy and I'm so close to having second thoughts, but then Austin kisses me and it's not just a kiss. It feels special and sincere like he is trying to tell me something from the kiss, his lips are moving against mine so gently and I believe him when he said he would never hurt me.

I didn't even realize that half of him is inside of me until a throaty moan is released from his throat, I feel his large cock inside me twitch and I begin to panic as he slowly moves out of me, then he moves back in and it hurts so bad like he is ripping me apart with sandpaper around his member.

My tears are falling from my eyes and Austin is kissing them away as he moves in and out of me slowly, only with half of what he can fit in inside of me. "You're fucking incredible." Austin groans out against my lips as he rests his forehead on mine.

We're both breathing heavily and Austin is biting down on his lip hard as if he is in pain as he moves in and out of me gently. "Fuck." He moans out.

My pussy is throbbing, not because it hurts but because it doesn't hurt anymore, if anything it's starting to feel... weirdly good, something I have never experienced before, and the sensation of his large cock inside of me is bringing me closer to the edge.

My nails are digging into Austin's hair and back as I stare into his eyes, as if he could read my mind he begins to pick up the pace in his thrusts and starts slamming into me, his balls are hitting me and he's entering me in a punishingly deep pace.

I'm so wet and close, I'm crying out his name and gripping onto Austin with everything I have as he pounds his cock into me, without stopping or showing mercy, he brings me over to the edge and I feel myself hit an all-time high as I feel myself come loose around his member.

I feel like I've just wet myself as Austin pounds into me, I watch as he enters me and I see myself leaking and squirting out around him as he moans out with each thrust, he's hitting me faster, harder, and deeper.

Austin leans down and takes my lips with his roughly as he slams into me hard and rough, my insides are dying and are forcefully being stretched out by him, as if he is molding my insides to fit him, he slams into me until I feel something warm inside of me.

Wait, did he just cum inside of me?

Austin is still inside of me but his thrusts are slower, gentler as his lips are still on mine. We're both breathing heavily as our bodies are intertwined as one, he moves his lips from mine and then leans back.

He's so handsome, his tan skin is glowing with sweat and his chiseled chest is rising and lowering as we stare at each other out of breath.

I smile shyly at him and then he grins at me, he slowly moves his large member from inside of me and it feels as if I have a baseball bat inside of me, the pain is almost tolerable as it twitches from the beating that it has just taken.

Austin watches me with a pleased expression on his face as I try to catch my breath and steady my heartbeat, he leans forward into my neck and kisses a sensitive part under my ear, his lips touch my ear and then chuckles huskily, the sound of his sexy deep voice makes my belly clench and cause butterflies to erupt inside.

"Mine."