Indeed, that is the question I ask more these days. Why am I this sad? Why he didn't act as I expected? Why is it that I can't (wouldn't) let you go? Why do I sometimes feel I'm done crying and then tears shows up again?

Although I'm not sure that is the proper way to use those three letters in a question, because it could also be, why loving this much made me sad? Why I expected so much from him? Why the need to let someone go, who was never mine to begin with? Why am I so afraid of tears that I want to stop them instead of understanding them?

"If not me, who? If not now, when?"

The fact is that since day one I knew this was supposed to be the final ending, but I caught up with "just one more" that I forgot, I was never intended to keep you.

I was so focus on how good it felt that I became greedy and I didn't want to give it up.

Truth be told I broke my own heart, funny thing is that I put the blame on someone that never saw me coming.

If I had appear a year earlier we would have made the biggest mistake of thinking we were right for each other, this is why the timing was perfect.

I'm not running away, asked me directly and I shall give an honest answer because it's better to understand the truth then overthink complicating lies.