I wanted to be his everything, have all the labels until I could no longer be anything else and overlooked the fact that I was already all that.

Sometimes the feeling overpowered me to the point that I wanted to possess him as if he was an object and I wanted that object not to be touch by anyone else. This wasn't love.

Got hurt because I couldn't believe I wanted him this way and the worst part is that he saw right through me and stay. So, I decided to leave avoiding him so that I wouldn't suffocate him.

With all the pain and sorrow I left.

Needless to say, that when I fix and heal, removing that awful fake way of loving, I found out that I truly love him since day one and somewhere along the way I got corrupted turning everything into an infernal chaos.

It killed me to know that we couldn't be together anymore.