Yeah, you probably didn't want to abandon me

Were you with no alternate choice than leaving?

Was somewhere else were you meant to be?

A place where our friendship was non existing

Did I not even deserve a real, genuine goodbye?

Now there is almost no warmth in my frozen heart

Many friendships end with mystery don't know why

Between my feelings and reality I'm just torn apart

I should have held you tightly when you were there

I shouldn't have believed that you were always alright

Then like now, wouldn't have found myself nowhere

And you would still be there laughing with me tonight

Just left with scars and memories, nothing else

Everything about us just so complicated to discuss

Every recollection of you and me just feels so intense

I don't hate you, Cause I'm right here, waiting for us

-Niki

I lost 2 of my best friendships in life, one of is at somewhere I can't go, another one just cut off contact with no explanation. This is dedicated to both of them.

Thanks for reading❣️

Take good care of yourself guys and appreciate the people who care about you and are there for you cuz no one knows when they might have to leave.