"You are free"

You had once said to me.

Told me, that with you gone, I'm no longer stuck in this code we've been in for so long.

Being reprogrammed hadn't seemed so hard.

But yet,

Why do I still feel so lost.

I don't feel so free without me.

With out you a part of me of such that I'm still missing and have been missing for so long.

Though, sadly, I can't recall what that is. .

If you ever find the answer to this, that is, please,

for fucks sake. . .

tell me. . .

so I don't lose my sanity. .