we payed for the bed and ended up getting it fitted back at the cabin. where Luna and I just chilled for the rest of the day and caught up on everything that happened during that time gap. she went home at around 6pm because she couldn't leave Bax and Amber alone at home.

i drove her home before i drove myself back home to see Finneas and my parents. nobody really cared about me going for that long because they know i have a secret house at this point and i crash there sometimes.

i just wish after the whole suicide attempt thing, they didn't alienate me because of it. it made me feel weak when they asked questions but i know they're just looking out for me in the end.

i texted Luna that night to tell her that i couldn't drive her to work and that i'd come over later in the night to visit. Amber and I hadn't got off on a good start and i wanted to redeem myself for that because i know that they're best friends now.

at least if anything happens between us, she won't be alone this time.

i got dressed for work and joined Amber for breakfast before we drove over to the Imperium. i hoped i didn't have any more privates today because i didn't want to get physically close with anyone else. it's mainly because Billie's back and so i didn't want to be intimate with anyone else.

as soon as i arrived, i found Candece and told her that i wanted to close my privates and not have any more.

"but Lu! you're our best showcase. you can't do that." Candece said.

"i know, i'm sorry Candece. i just can't do them anymore." i explained.

"why not?" she asked.

"i'm kinda seeing someone." i answered, fiddling with the ribbons on my skirt.

Candece brought her eyes to the ground and sighed in discontent.

"how about if we increase your pay?" she offered.

is that worth it?

"uhh- i'll have to think about it." i replied and walked off to get ready for the show.

is 'cheating' on Billie worth the money?

i explained the whole situation to Candece but she said it wasn't worth it even if i wasn't exactly cheating on Bill. it didn't seem right to her. but i couldn't do that to the Imperium. they're earning nearly twice the amount of money from the private shows i do.

people go crazy for me.

Amber and i did our first show after getting ready and putting on our makeup.

i decided to hang out with Finneas today because i'd been in and out of the house for a while. we decided to film the music video for 'everything i wanted' on Thursday so we could edit it and shit in time. today we weren't gonna do anything big but just brainstorm some ideas for the next album.

"hey Bill!" Fin said, walking in with Shark. "sleep well?"

"yeah, i did. you?" i replied, sipping at the coffee i had just made myself.

"yeah. you free today?" he asked.

"mhm." i nodded, feeding Shark some of my cheese.

"i was thinking we could go to Golden Gate Bridge, you know?" he suggested. "get a good picture of it for the song cover? because that way i can just trance over the lines and marks."

"yeah. that would be amazing. you know what i'm taking about with all the colourful streaks, right?" i asked Fin.

he nodded, "yeah. yeah. i got it. don't worry."

i returned to my phone before Finneas came running back into the kitchen, announcing that they had cancelled the shoot for 'everything i wanted' all because the green screen wasn't working for some reason.

"the fuck do we do now?" i asked, looking at Fin all pissed.

"they said that we could only reschedule for Saturday until they get it fixed." he scoffed.

"fine then. Saturday it is." i shrugged snd looked away. "that's so stupid!"

"i don't even know how something like that would happen. how do you break green screen?" Finneas chuckled.

we got dressed and drove down to Golden Gate Bridge before taking a shit ton of pictures from different angles. after that, we both went out for desert, i ordered brownies and Fin got tiramisu. the both of us shopped around for a bit but i didn't find anything too good.

at least, that wasn't until i passed this one store. in the window, it had a sparkly gold necklace on display. i looked at it for a few minutes with Finneas before telling him i wanted to get it.

"i thought you only wore silver." he said to me.

"it's not for me." i replied, keeping my eyes on it.

i glared at it in all of its beauty. imagining it around Luna's neck.

"well then who's it for?" Fin asked.

"this girl." i whispered.

"a girl, huh?" he chuckled, giving me lovey- dovey eyes.

i turned to him and punched him in the stomach, "shut up."

i sighed and turned to look back through the window. admiring all of its small diamonds and the beauty it reflected in my eyes.

"a really special girl." i admitted.

"who is it?" he asked.

"that doesn't matter. i'm buying it." i said and walked into the store.

Finneas grabbed my wrist and pulled me back.

"Billie, you aren't about to spend two thousand dollars on a girl that doesn't deserve it, right?" he looked me in the eyes, with a serious tone in his voice.

"no. she deserves it. trust me." i said slowly and walked inside.

he followed behind me.

"are you going to tell me who the girl is?" Fin asked.

"eventually." i replied before asking to purchase the necklace.

it was put in a cute black box and packaged into a small bag, which i carried out of the store with a smile on my face. i imagined Luna's reaction when i handed it to her and the smile on her face once she opened it up.

every word the would say to me, every time she would kiss my lips and look into my eyes. every whimper she'd make while grinding against my lap.

Finneas and i got home and i took another shower before getting into my car again. i drove down to my local orchid before picking out a bunch of tulips for Luna. then, i drove down to her house for our 'date night' and knocked on the door, waiting patiently for her to open it.

"hey." i smiled, seeing her eyes light up with joy.

"hey." she replied and let me in.

"these are for you, madame." i said and handed her the tulips.

"oh, thank you." she sniffed them and smiled. "they're so pretty."

i smiled at her and looked over to see Amber by the kitchen counter, making dinner.

"hey Amber." i said.

this was getting a bit awkward.

"hey." they responded.

oh god. don't be dry.

"how are you doing?" i asked them.

"i'm good, how are you?" they replied.

"i'm alright." i responded and turned back to Luna.

"how's the album going?" Amber asked.

ouch.

they watched my interviews?

of course. they're Luna's best friend. why wouldn't they stalk me?

"it's all good so far." i answered.

we all talked for a while and i managed to break a bit of the ice by making Amber laugh a little.

Amber made macaroni and we ate dinner before cleaning up. Luna and I headed to her bedroom while Amber watched TV.

"god! i'm so sorry about how awkward that was." she said.

"really? was it that awkward? i thought i was doing okay." i scoffed.

"you where doing fine." Luna responded. "what's this?"

she looked down at the small bag i was carrying around the entire time.

"it's for you." i said.

"really?" she asked, her eyes instantly brightened. "Billie, you didn't have to get me anything. the flowers where enough."

"yeah. i know. it's my apology gift." i smiled. "open it."

she glared at me, then took the black box out of the bag and opened it. her jaw instantly dropped, after noticing what it was.

her eyes began watering, "Billie-"

"put it on." i insisted.

"how much was this?" she asked.

"it doesn't matter." i said.

"no. i can't take this." Luna replied.

"baby. it's yours. now turn around." i told her and she did.

i unhooked the clasp as she held her hair up so i could put it on.

Luna turned around to face me and looked up at me through her eyes. they said it all.

"you're beautiful." i told her, lifting her chin up before placing a kiss on her lips.

she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled herself closing into me. Luna then pushed me down onto the bed, with our lips still attached and wrapped her fingers in my hair.

"thank you." she kissed me.

i rubbed her hips gently while she grinded onto me slowly.

"fuck." i whispered, feeling sensitive to her warm touch.

*

the sensation of her rubbing against my now- erect penis made me weak in the knees.

"how will i ever thank you?" she rasped in a low tone.

i groaned, "mmm, baby i-"

"shh," she placed a finger against my lips. "let mommy take care of you, baby."

she placed a hand on my print, still kissing me until i lost my breath and began palming me through my pants. Luna went in a circular motion, still grinding against me.

"you want mommy to make you feel better? hmm?" she teased.

"mhm." i nodded, looking into her eyes.

"too bad you aren't getting it." she spat, grabbing my junk and tugging at it.

"Luna!" i yelled.

"shh! not so loud! i'm gonna have to gag you otherwise." she said, kissing me again.

Luna slipped her hands into my boxers and slid her hands up and down my shaft, still lying with her entire body weight on me.

"mmm." i moaned to the touch of her skin.

"that's it big boy." she whispered in my ear. "stay nice and quiet for mommy, okay?"

"okay." i struggled to reply.

it was the fact that i could feel her entire body on me still that made it better.

she slid her hands out from my pants and broke our kiss, adjusting herself onto my lap.

"let me take your clothes off." she ordered.

i stayed silent and did everything she said, watching her seductive eyes as she pulled my shirt off and my bra. then my pants and my boxers, watching the excitement as my dick sprung up.

she got off of the bed and locked the door before peeling off her clothes too. i watched as her boobs slipped out from under her bra and how she gently pulled off her panties, making me beg for her to get it done with faster.

she crawled up my body and placed a kiss on my lips, before making her way down to my neck, sucking on it a little, then my chest, my boobs and finally my dick.

Luna kissed the tip and circled her tongue around it, sending my nerves to spasm at every flick of her tongue. she swallowed me whole, boobing her head up and down while making me suck on her fingers meanwhile.

"fuck, Luna. baby. right there." i moaned as quietly as i could.

she removed her fingers from my mouth and covered it instead. she sucked and spat on my cock over and over again, twisting at the bottom. after a while, Luna sucked on the tip a little before stopping to kiss me sloppily with the pre cum on her lips.

"suck on it." she told me as i followed her instructions and sucked on both of her boobs.

she smiled at me in delight and then made her way back down, pushing her boobs together with my dick in the middle. i watched as she sensually pushed herself up and down on them. i watched her tits rub against my tip over and over again.

Luna went slow. i liked that.

she continued to do that for a while, making me throw my head back in utter shock and pleasure. i groaned at her warmth and how this was a new feeling to me. it was different to everything else.

"i'm gonna cum." i whisper- groaned through gritted teeth.

"cum on my tits, baby. cum all over them." she rasped, rubbing her hand on my thigh as my body jerked up and down.

my body spasmed as i grunted in delight, releasing all over her while i after shutting my eyes as tight as i could. catching my breath. i looked up to see my cum drizzled all over her boobs and face- like artwork.

"come clean this up won't you?" she ordered.

"Luna." i groaned, still feeling my dick pulsating.

it wasn't until i came on her for the second time before i lapped up every bit of my cum and spat it all in her mouth.

"someone was needy today." she teased, rubbing me again.

i pulled her towards me and flipped her over, sucking on her boobs and clearing up the rest of the sticky stuff on her.

"your turn." i smiled.

i closed my eyes as my lips met Luna's, fondling her nipples between my fingers. i felt her begin to squirm beneath me, she needed me. so bad.

"are you a needy little whore for these fingers, darling?" i rasped in her ear.

her eyes still closed, she nodded in answer but it wasn't good enough for me.

"answer, you slut!" i slapped her against the thigh.

she yelped in pain before answering, "yes mommy!"

i chuckled and smiled at her, "that's my good girl."

i brought up two fingers and stuck them in her mouth.

"suck on them." i ordered and she did so.

her warm saliva coated my fingers just enough before i pulled them out of her.

"ready?" i whispered.

Luna nodded before i plunged both fingers into her, fingering her harder than i possibly could. her breathy moans pounded against my skin as i worked myself on her.

"right there baby." she whimpered.

"shhh. stay quiet for me." i hushed her.

i brought my left hand to her entrance and rubbed at her clit in circular motions, feeling her squirm and shake beneath me. i picked up the pace with my right, feeling her body jerk up and down before she came all over my fingers.

"Billie!" she moaned, relieving herself.

she whimpered, feeling her nerves finally begin to calm down when i stuck my fingers into her mouth.

"clean them off." i told her.

she sucked every last bit of her juices before i kissed her with tongue, tasting her on her own tongue.

"that's my girl." i whispered, rubbing her head.