Janella's Pov

I have been hearing sobbing noise at the living room . I think it's mom...

Mom and Dad's marriage were not approved by grandma but they still did it anyways...

Now mom and dad has been fighting for the last months

Even After 10 years of grandma's death , mom would still cry because grandma is a rolemodel to her and would help her at her darkest times making them close

The first time she disagree with grandma was...

I think was the marriage with dad and her..

Now she's unhappy with her marriage she doesn't know what to do...

After grandma's death Mom got all the inheritance and dad has been threatening Mom to not get a divorce...

Meanwhile I would always be the first honor of our class ever since i started to join school...

One time I got 82 in Filipino subject

It was my first time joining school in the Philippines that's why I had a hard time talking to my teacher in Filipino and that was recorded in my grades...

"" You can hear the tremble in my voice

He put his spoon and fork down and reach out for my report card

Guess what happened.

He just smiled at me

" " he handed me my report card back and start eating again

That was weird...

○Months later○

Mom was rushing..

I don't know why but I had a bad feeling where she was headin

I went to the dinning room only to find the maids and butler there

" " I asked one of the butlers

" " Mathew the butler said

I think he knew I had a good relationship with Mathew since he was my childhood friend . Mathew is a son of our head cook Miss Missenden and they have been around ever since I was born.. Mathew is 3 years older than me

"" I said while going to the dinning table " " I smiled

" " I laughed

Kuya Mat is the person who teched me Filipino . I see him as my big brother

" " I sat at the dinning table there were already foods in the table

" " He was at my back and I turned to look at him

He just shrugged.

After Dinner

I went to the library to get some books . I am a total nerd for books

After getting some books . I handed them to Mathew to make him carry it till we get to the garden .

I searched for the first book I picked out

I took it out from the stacks of book I made Mathew carry

" " I did a mocking smirk

" " I made him carry about 10 books stack together and most of them have large amount of pages making it hard for him to carry

I chucked.

" " He put the books down in our green garden grass luckily It didn't rain yesterday

He went inside to get my picnic mat While waiting for him I looked at my surroundings

It was full of Green grass , trees , and blooming flowers .

Mat came back with the picnic mat . He spread the picnic mat into our garden's green grass...

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After awhile I got tired of reading when I looked behind me Matthew was still there standing

I glance at him when he noticed me taking a glance at him I immediately turn around

I stood up and took the book that I was currently reading with me and let the other books lying in the picnic mat so Matthew can carry them inside

I walked in and saw mom lying on the floor crying her face was facing the floor

I ran towards her

I knell down infront of her and saw her mascara in her eyes all mess up

" " She mumbled with stutter on her voice which you can hear clearly

" " soon enough more tears were pouring down her face and her mascara was getting all mess up

What has gotten into her

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After taking her to her room...

I went to my room to get some rest...

Even how many times I toss and turn I was still feeling uncomfortable with the feeling that I was curious with what she meant that she was too late

I stood up to see her standing infront of my bedroom door

"" She opened the door enough to get inside

"" She closed the door behind her

"" I chuckle

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That night was the last time I saw my mother since she left me at dawn

Leaving me alone in the mansion waiting for father to come home

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"" Matthew turn to my direction

Instead of answering my question he instead gave me a letter signed by my mom

"" I opened the letter

Before I knew it my tears was running down my face .

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I Left.

No need to find me My dear daughter.

I just need a break from the relationship

between me and your father.

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I went to my room locking the door behind me

After locking the door I wasn't able to have a single step because I fell to the ground

The feeling that I was left behind . Hurts than I though it would

I shouldn't feel this way since she didn't even want me to be born...