"Taehyung?"

My eyes widened looking at him because I wasn't even expecting him to come here. He stared at me for some seconds and started to come inside my apartment.

I panicked.

I backed away as he came forward and when he was inside, he shut the door behind him with his foot.

"T-Taehyung why did you came here at this time? And who gave you my address?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows. But he didn't answered. Instead he started taking his steps towards me. I started to walk backwards and stopped after sometime when my back hit the wall behind me. Oh no.

He kept coming closer and finally reached me. He placed his one hand on the wall behind me near my head and came insanely close to me.

My breath hitched feeling him so close to me. Then a strange smell hit my nostrils and then i got to know that he's drunk.

What the hell?

He came at my house at this time and moreover he fucking drunk. What's gonna happen now? Why did I even let him enter in my house?

"W-What are doing?" I asked. He just kept staring at me and after sometime he spoke

"I wanna tell you something"

I bit my lip and asked hesitantly

"What?"

He looked straight in my eyes and then his free hand reached my lips. He held my chin gently and slowly brushed his thumb on my lower lip. I let out a shaky breath feeling his cold hand coming in contact with my lips. He just kept looking at me and then whispered lowly

"You're so beautiful"

My heart started beating like a crazy hearing his words. He came here just to tell me this? And even why he's saying this? Maybe because he's drunk. I gulped and tried to say something

"Tae i-" he cut me off

I just froze at my place. Again. Again he's saying it. Why does he keeps saying that? I don't even know...first of all he'll say that I love you and then completely ignore me for months. I can't even ask him anything because I have literally no words to respond.

He asked as if it was nothing.

And here I was standing there dumbfounded don't even know what to say.

"Taehyung, y-you should go now..it's late" I said even when I wasn't able to speak right now.

"Tell me first." He demanded

I was too stunned to speak. It's not anything I can just answer randomly. And I don't really think I love him but why I can't tell him this. I feel I could neither agree nor deny this. And I feel so pathetic feeling like this.

I didn't answered and kept looking everywhere but him. He just stared at me waiting for my answer but not a single word came out of my mouth.

He chuckled lightly before speaking again

"So you don't"

I immediately looked at him and he was already staring at me.

"It's Jimin right....you love him huh?" He said mockingly

I didn't wanted to answer any of his questions right now.

"Taehyung please go... you're dr-"

Before I could say anything he smashed his lips on mine.

My whole body froze and I wasn't able to move an inch. He kissed me softly and gently. He has never kissed me like this ever before. He kissed me like I was made of glass and he's afraid to break it. It felt so good but I know it's not right thing to do.

So I tried to push him away but he held my wrists and pinned them above my head on the wall.

He licked my lower lip with his tongue signalling me to open my mouth. But i didn't opened my mouth. So he bit my lower lip and I whimpered in pain and and he got the chance to enter his tongue in my mouth. His tongue roamed all over inside my mouth and the taste of alcohol made me sick in my stomach.

But I never kissed him back.

After sometime I started to go out of oxygen. I struggled in his hold and he slowly let go of my lips. He stared at me intensely and then titled his head to side and whispered near my ear

"But it doesn't really matter... because I'll make you love me no matter what"

My whole body shivered and I felt weak in my knees. I couldn't even stand properly at this time. He's drunk but still I'm feeling that every word he's saying is true. Or may be it could be.

He smirked at me. And then came more close to me and his lips traced my jawline and started traveling down to my neck. He started giving wet kisses on my neck. I bit my lip controlling myself not to moan. But he found my sweet spot and bit on it harshly.

A little moan escaped from my lips. He kept on kissing and sucking on my neck. I had no strength to fight him now so just stayed still. My mind is not functioning right and the reason behind it is him.

Suddenly his movements stopped but he didn't took his face away from my neck. I slowly opened my eyes and titled my head to look at him and he already fell asleep.

I sighed.

Now how the hell I am going to drop him home. It's too late at night. No taxi will be here at this time. So I wrapped his arm around my neck and dragged him all way to my living room. I dropped him on the couch. Gosh... he's so heavy, I thought. He was still sleeping without any knowledge of his surroundings. I wonder even how much did he drinked.

I sighed. I looked at his shoes. Should I remove them? I carefully removed his shoes and fixed his position on the couch. I bought an extra blanket from my room and covered him with it.

I sat beside the couch on floor near his face. He looked so cute and innocent sleeping, but who knows he's such a devil. I looked at his face closely and found a mole on his nose...cute, so he has double eyelids. He's really handsome, like an angel face. But because of his scary aura I didn't got to notice his face this closely.

Do I really love him? I thought.

But then I realised what I'm thinking.

Stop Ryu. Don't think stupid things.

I quickly got up and walked in my room. I shut the door and changed my clothes. I don't think I can make my project now. I thought and laid on my bed and closed my eyes and fell asleep slowly.

Next morning....

I woke up from my sleep and checked the time. It was 9am. I sat up and walked towards the bathroom and did my daily routine. Today is off in my university so I don't have to hurry up.

I walked out of my room. I was going towards kitchen when something caught my eye. The blanket that I gave Taehyung last night was on the couch. I looked around and he was nowhere. Did he left? I thought.

I shrugged and entered the kitchen. I halted on my steps when I saw Taehyung leaning against the kitchen counter drinking lemon juice. He didn't left? And who gave him the permission to make lemon juice in my kitchen?

He noticed my presence and averted his eyes to me. My eyes widened. He raised his one eyebrow at me signalling me to speak.

I cleared my throat and spoke

"What are you doing here?"

He furrowed his eyebrows a little and then said

"Drinking lemon juice" he shrugged and again proceeded to drink the juice.

"Why didn't you go home?" I asked.

"Cause I don't want to" he said without even looking at me.

I sighed.

"Are you serious? Do you even know what you did last night here?" I asked in disbelief.

"I know" he said and then looked at me. I furrowed my eyebrows and he spoke

"I think I said 'i love you' to you right?"

I couldn't believe that i heard it right. I thought he was saying this because he was drunk but I didn't knew that he really mean it?

He put his glass on the kitchen counter beside him and started coming towards me.

"And I also know that we kissed after that" he said and smirked slightly. I started going backwards as he was coming towards me until my back hit the kitchen counter behind me.

He reached me and placed his both hands on my either side of kitchen counter trapping me in his arms. He came closer to my face and my breath hitched. He stared in my eyes and I gulped and tried to speak something

"So..you really meant that?" I asked

He chuckled lightly and said

"Of course I do...I love you and... you are mine now."

My whole body shivered hearing his words. I can't believe that it's true. He loves me? But how? It can never be. We can't be together.

"B-but it can't be" I said with shivering lips. My mind was devastated and I thought I could pass out any time. I couldn't even stand properly.

He narrowed his eyes at me and spoke

"And why is that?"

My heart skipped a beat. I myself don't know why but the thought of being with him just feels so wrong.

"It's about him... right?" He said. And I know he's talking about Jimin. That's also a reason... I can't cheat on Jimin. He was always there for me whenever I needed him. He's always there to comfort me and cares for me more than anything, and I can't just leave him like this.

"I-I don't know but it's not possible" I said trying not to look at his eyes.

He chuckled and spoke again

"We'll see about that...cause I'll get you anyway"

My heartbeat accelerated hearing his words and I don't know what does he mean by that. But I know this for sure that I will not get away from him easily.

He just smirked looking at my shocked face and then came close to my lips. He pecked on my lips and whispered

"See you soon, princess"

He slowly backed away and left from there. I exhaled sharply and placed my hand on my chest. My heart was still beating like crazy. What the hell is happening?

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