You were always 12 minutes away

You wished I would have stayed

But I left anyway

I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you today

You were my friend in every way

And sometimes in my mind I see your face

It's happy at first

Until I remember when you did your worst

Made me cry so much, I'll always have thirst

Even with time, it still hurts

You manipulated me, now your name by me is cursed

If I could change it, time I would reverse

Back to the times we had

The jokes that'd make me laugh

And before the controlling was bad

Now all you make me is sad

Hearing your name makes me mad

But I hear it every day, isn't that grand?

Hours in a hot tub swimming

The trio a grinning

Felt included and to me I was winning

Then you erased the board and left me sinking

Made me resort into overthinking

But regardless, I'll miss you with every fiber of my being