Chapter 16,

Oh No, I've Fallen

You two are just alike, so how can you act any more different?

When I finally got off the phone with Charlize, I wanted to go for a walk since the stars were out and I wanted to pretend that I was the main character in my life for two minutes without anyone looking or catching me.

Sometimes a girl wants to pretend they're in a Disney movie with music playing in the background just after they got their hearts broken or just after they yelled at their parents for not being there enough, I don't know man.

I grabbed my airpods and phone before texting my mom who was currently out and hanging out with the other parents as if she was a teen again, I let her know that I was going to take a walk around set and that I would possibly also get something to eat before heading back.

She sends me the okay and I leave the trailer all happy like an idiot, what I found pretty weird is that fact that I hate walking anywhere at day time because everyone is out of their house and I'd meet them but then the night comes and I'm able to travel the world without worrying.

Walking around and looking at how the stars shimmer were my favorite, they looked like glitters that covered the midnight blue sky, music blasted through my ears.

All I thought about were ways I could have apologized and told Mason that I wanted to restart all over, I wanted to tell him that I didn't mean to hate him but it just happened and I wanted to take back my words, but it's too late.

Maybe this was for the best anyways, I shouldn't be falling into anything with my costar, especially during work as it could end up as a distraction and I didn't want to get side tracked due to a boy.

But that doesn't mean that we couldn't have been friends, I had zero chill over a facial expression and now look where that gets me, I have friends yes but the person that I want oh so dearly, hates me.

Sometimes I wish that I would think before speaking because a lot of the words that leave my mouth can and have hurt others people's feelings, which I always apologize for but still, always think before speaking about anything.

I turned the corner and ordered an Uber, I was hungry and I wanted to get something to eat, I didn't even know what I was going to eat but I knew that I was out to eat something.

Have you ever felt scared to go into an Uber or something like that because of how many people pretend to be the drivers and then try to take you, like you never know if that's your actual Uber or if it's someone pretending that it is.

Follow up question, I don't ever get the point of being a bad person and kidnapping a child, like why would you ever think that taking a child was going to solve all of your problems? You're going to jail and the child is either suffering from all the trauma or passed way.

Follow up, follow up question, do you think anything creepy and then end up creeping yourself out to the point you will text someone you haven't spoken to since you were still a little egg just so that you have someone to talk to? Because I do, and right now I don't know how to text as my best friends are either taking a nap or busy.

So who do I text? Miguel or Madeleine, Madeleine was hanging out with Walker as the two had some scenes together and wanted to practice the lines, Miguel was so obviously going to call Iris so that they can spend time together and Walked isn't even considered as he's with Madeleine.

"What are you doing out in the dark?"

A voice groggily asked, I got a little startled since I was deep in my thought and wasn't worried about my surroundings like I should have been, I turned around to check who was talking to me and was faced with a messy haired, tired Mason.

He looked like he just got up from a nap and was going to walk around for a bit so he doesn't fall back to sleep, I shrugged my shoulders before answering his question.

"Well, I'm going to get some food. Do you maybe want to come with me?"

I offered as I waited for the Uber to come, he looked like he was contemplating whether or not he wanted to come or stay but in the end he agreed.

"Yeah, let me go get my phone and wallet. I'll be back."

Mason told me as he turned around and walked away, so I waited for him as well as I was waiting for my Uber.

I suppose that he isn't so bad and we're getting somewhere other than telling each other to go die in a hole or something.

While waiting for him, I decided to text Charlize and let her know that me and Mason were going out to get something to eat, she was quick to start saying we moved on from our hating stages which was good.

Then she sent a voice message that I played aloud since it made me laugh.

You two are just alike, so how can you act any more different?

The recording said, I smiled and sent the shrugging man emoji before turning my phone off when I heard footsteps coming my way.

"We should walk, I don't think my Uber is going to show up any time soon."

I stated, Mason nodded his head and together we walked to McDonald's, the only fast food restaurant that is always being craved at night.