Chapter 56, Time Machine

I'm getting married in a week from now, I actually don't know how to feel right now..

"You're the only friend i need, sharing beds like little kids, we'll laugh until our ribs get tough, but that'll never be enough."

I sang long to 'Ribs' by Lorde, it's my favorite song for the reason that it practically sums up the serotonin i have whenever I'm around my best friends especially Xiomara.

I was on my laptop, scrolling through different emails i had since i was starting to get emails from other producers that needed me and/or casting directors since I am Spencer's daughter.

Although I don't like acting as much as my dad does, I still did little gigs such as commercials and ads for different companies.

I closed my laptop after a couple of minutes and got up from my bed, i walked down the stairs and decided to spend some time with my family.

"Hey honey, are you here to take Atlas?"

My dad asked me but I shook my head and sat next to my mom, everything was silent for a moment until my dad decided break the silence.

"How are you feeling? You're getting married next week!"

My dad exclaimed as he smiled at me, i looked at him and nodded slightly before taking a deep breath.

I didn't know what to feel if I'm being honest, I want to get married to Jaden but I just feel so nervous about all of this even though a bunch of fans and all of my family are supporting my decision.

I'm getting married in a week from now, i actually don't know how to feel right now..

I tried to explain myself as best as i can, but i know that it was quite confusing.

Alana looked at me and smiled before wrapping her arm around my shoulder, I sighed and smiled at her.

She was always supportive of me, even if i was in the wrong, she would fight for me until her last breath, or mine.

After spending time with my family, i walked outside of my house and sat down on the grassy ground since i wasn't in the mood to go anywhere.

I went on my phone and decided to listen to some music to match the vibe that i was in, I know i must have looked really weird considering not every child would sit on the ground and stay outside.

There's a lot of things that i am comfortable with, such as being by myself and not really caring what anyone says at all.

I know that when i was younger i did care a lot about myself but I had to teach myself that not everything matters and that nobody's words really matter.

Also, tomorrow is Jaden and Javon's birthday which is quite exciting.

I took my airpods out of my pocket and decided to play some music, i needed something to relax my nerves which were acting up as always.

While i looked up to the sky and enjoy the clouds, 'Time Machine' by Willow began to play which is a song i enjoy only for certain occasions.

I don't really listen to it a lot but when I do, I sing along to it.

Baby if i had a Time Machine, I'd go back to 1983.

The song started, I got up from the ground and decided to go inside because I actually didn't want to get kidnapped outside, so i moved myself back into the house where it is safe.

I walked to the kitchen and decided to make myself something to eat, my parents went upstairs because I didn't see them in the living room anymore.

When the music finally ended, i had already made myself a sandwich with some fruits on the side and glass of sprite.

I walked to the living room and sat on the couch before grabbing the remote and clicking on Netflix, i didn't know what i wanted to watch so I kinda of just scrolled until i got to a movie that looked good.

The movie i ended up watching was Rim of The World which was funny and a good movie, I liked the characters especially the girl ZhenZhen.

She's a fierce leader which is easily spotted in almost the middle of the movie, she's also really pretty and immediately became my favorite character.

My second favorite is Dariush for the lines he has, he's a funny character that can easily make you laugh without even trying.

It's a good movie and i definitely recommend it to anyone who likes end of the world type of things, it'll make you laugh.

Obviously, i didn't start eating until I had the movie on because who eats before getting a movie or a YouTube video on?

If you do that, you're a psychopath and i can not be associated with you, it'll just give me nightmares.

As the movie continued to play, i had finished my lunch and was thinking about the birthday tomorrow, everything felt like it was going way too fast for my liking.

But i was also a little excited which meant that my wedding would be coming quicker than expected as well.

But there was another thing coming quicker than expected, it was something nobody expected actually.

Not even me.