Enos walked us to our motel room quietly. I had my head on his shoulder and his hand in my grasp. The hallway was incredibly silent and that diverged my mind into wondering about things I rather didn't. But I desperately wanted to think of nothing at all. So badly wanted to just sink into a state of immense darkness.

I wanted my mind to be completely void of any other thought that involved anything that wasn't me and Enos and us in this moment, most especially thoughts of my siblings and father. I wanted none of those. I wanted to forget everything. Like nothing else was real but us.

I just wanted to exist with my man.

I have given permission to multiple things to ruin my moments for far too long, Special parts of life that needed to be celebrated, but not tonight.

But not this moment.

We're in a new country.

And I wanted to get fucked.

Hard.

Probably harder than I ever allowed anyone to fuck me. I wanted to become a complete mess, a wasted drugged helpless woman. And I wanted Enos to turn me into this woman. I didn't care how he would do it.

I just wanted to give him everything.

He could take whatever he wanted.

I honestly didn't care.

I only wanted to have him so deep inside me that I'd forget who I even was and what I was even doing here. That's how badly I wanted to do this. I wanted it-him exactly that bad. I'm alot of things, but tonight, I just want to be nothing at all. Just a woman existing in one man's world and his world alone. And nothing else mattered but us and our bodies and the language our bodies spoke.

Enos unlocked the door and allowed us inside.

"We should order some food," he announced. "But first, we must figure out how to order food in Georgia. Is there a hotline?"

I only stared at him.

No, I studied him. The way his lips moved, the flexing of his strong muscles as he took off his jacket, the roughness of his heavy voice, the fitness of his body. I thought about that, the hardness and the sweetness that he could give to me.

"Enos."

"Yes love." His gorgeous blue eyes connected with mine and I melted from the inside.

"I want you to fuck me." I articulated with a dry throat and heavy breath. " I want you to fuck me out of my senses."

His orbs dilated in an instant as he swallowed my every letter. He discarded the jacket on the floor and pierced his eyes onto my soul. I quivered from the intensity of his stare.

"Say that again." He growled as he commanded.

I took a step towards the end of sanity, "Do whatever you want. I don't care how hard, how many times, how long. Just fuck me till the lights go out."

His eyes were drinking me and swallowing me whole and it was the sexiest sight I have ever seen. "I won't hold back on anything." He warned with preying eyes. "Are you absolutely sure that's what you want?"

Enos wanted this, badly, that I could feel the tension burning in the distance.

"Without a doubt." I exhaled as thoughts of being shuttered under his strength ghosted my helpless mind.

His eyes flickered ravenously at my pressed legs under my petit dress, my hips, my breasts, my exposed thighs, my eyes, my mouth.

My stomach quenched as he undressed me with his eyes.

Fuck it! I'm a goner, or an addict, or a starved pitiful shadow of woman under his hungry wild gaze. My delicate part began to heat up under my panties.

"Take everything off." He ordered and I obeyed.

While I undressed sensually before him, Enos followed my movements with his eyes. He was taking his beautiful time and observing his soon to be meal of his entire life because I wasn't planning on holding anything back either.

They say freedom starts with the mind. I guess my mind was finally ready to let all common sense go with the wind.

So welcome freedom and it's privileges.

Because tonight, I don't give a single fucks about anything anymore.

When I was fully naked before him, he was already fully naked infront of me. And that body, that glorious curved stature of a man was alluring. His erection was in the open and that area between my legs began to soak at the sight of his needs. My nipples poked the air as I observed him and he cursed under his breath when he saw the way my weak body reacted to his powerful one. Enos was taking me in, he watched me. He noticed the slight shaking of my frail figure, the redness of my cheeks and hardness of my nipples.

I know over the month I've gained some interesting amount of weight. My breasts are fuller, my hips wider and thighs slightly broader, I knew he was dying to have my petit frame. I could see it in his eyes how he wanted to grab me. How he wanted to taste every inch my chest.

The first thing that Enos did when he took a strong hold of me was swirl his hot tongue on my nipples, I quivered with a breathless moan. His saliva slided back and front on my aching nipples, his teeth sucking and bringing my legs into a frenetic state.

I was about to lose my balance but he held me steady with his strong arm around my waist.

"Aaahhh..." I cried when he gave my swollen nubs more attention. He was eating me up and my hands trembled on his broad shoulders.

Our rising palpable sexual chemistry was on the roof. His hard body was pressing on mine and rubbing on my skin. The nauseating spurts of adrenaline coursed through my hot blood. The friction of his body movements on me made my skin feel as though I was being immersed in a pool of lava. He was inflamed and I could feel it in his tattooed skin. "You're so sexy," he worshipped.

I swallowed hard at the feeling of him licking my nipples. I was in a trans with lidded eyes as I enjoyed the amazing feeling his tongue brought upon my body.

Enos moved us backwards and slammed my back against the wall, knocking the breath out of me. He pressed his hand against the wall above my head. "Safe word?" He asked me over heavy pants as his wet lips grazed mine.

"Red." I uttered, anticipation running through me as I pictured being fucked on each corner of this room.

Enos grabbed my hair in his fist harshly and prompted my head closer to his and then he fed me his tongue. I whimpered while sucking on it as shivers run down my spine. He began to taste every inch of my tongue while touching my body. His hands squeezed my breasts hard and I parted my lips above his, releasing excess air. My thighs were slightly shaking from the nerves, the connection growing between us às he adored me.

I wanted him inside me so terribly that it burned.

His tongue was worshipping my mouth like a prayer. "I've wanted alot of thing in my life," he began to say, "but fucking your brains out is by far the most intriguing."

"Fuck my brains out then." My audacity was broken, my lust burning in flames as my core began to call for every inch of him. I was trembling inside, I was waiting on the ultimate act. "Fuck me as hard as you can."

He carried me off the floor, walked us to our bed and threw me on top of it. My eyes looked up at him like a trapped prey ready to be eaten.

Enos grabbed my thighs and spread them open, revealing my wetness to his eyes.

I was so wet.

Extremely wet.

And I felt my middle area heating up even more and crying to be satisfied.

Enos' eyes flickered as he licked his lips and then smirked proudly at the view. "Fuck." He groaned his pleasure, his bulge growing.

My stomach tightened from the look on his eyes as he observed that dripping part with hunger.

He touched me there, his fingers scoping my juices and bringing them to his mouth. I moaned at the feeling of his touch and gesture. The waves running over me.

"Delicious," he said and my core whined.

Enos didn't waste time on coming on top of me, his body rolled on mine, stimulating my sensitive areas with his loin. I ached from the sensation of friction his dick and skin made with my body.

I circled my legs around him desperately.

He pulled my hands above my head and trapped them. My chest was rising and falling and aching. He sucked on me again and I cried out from the sudden rush of pleasure. Enos' sucked me so good. He moved his hips to intensify the friction against our groins, he moved roughly. "Ngh...." My head rolled back.

Before I could beg him to fuck me, his erection was already slamming so hard into me that a horny scream escaped my throat. Enos didn't wait for me to adjust, he just pounded harder into me with his rising strength. The electricity bolting off my nerves went straight to my vagina, my glands actively released more juices by the intensifying sweetness..

It tasted so fucking good that my mind hazed.

He groaned from the feeling. His teeth pressed together, veins dilating visibly as he held me down by my waist and fucked me. As the seconds passed, the sensation became more profound, his speed was on the rise, the pressure against my wet walls at its increasing strength, insurmountable pleasure attacked each corner of our sweaty overheated moving bodies.

I felt stretched to completion and so full, my walls sucking his large erection into me and accepting his hard thrusts religiously.

I was moaning so loudly as he spiralled us out of control. The bed began to hit the wall because of his power. His left hand was incredibly tight around my wrists, the fingers of his right hand sunk into the skin of my waist as he held me under while thrusting into me. But the pleasure was rising within the pain. Every inch of me was aware of every inch of him. My back arched onto him as my pulse escalated.

His body felt so good above me. His warm wet mouth captured my nape, I felt his lips and stubble grazing it. My core was on fire, I felt so overpowered by him and the pleasure he gave me. I felt him grow above me, I felt so deep underneath him.

The weight of his body was incredible.

I was in his world now.

"Can you feel how badly I want you?" He groaned.

"Yes....Ahhh." I moaned when his dick hit so deep inside me, stimulating the nerves within. My whole body trembled from the feeling. My thighs began to shake insanely again.

I was being fucked into the mattress. That's the only way to put it. That flooding area felt as though it was burning, it was hot, my walls were being abused sinfully incredibly by his powerful thrusts. His member grew inside me, filling me up and opening me wider. That felt amazing. I moaned continuously below him.

And then he let go of my waist, instead, he grabbed my hip, lifting me up and then he slammed into me with greater strength that almost dimmed it impossible. My eyes watered as we both moaned. He did it again and again, harder and harder and harder until my thighs ached.

My energy was slowly on decline, I was becoming mush and weak, shuttering beneath him. My head was rolling back and eyes hitting my socket.

My cheeks were soaked with tears and I felt my stomach tighten like ever before. But Enos wasn't planning on letting me go anytime soon.

He held me tighter.

I felt my brain clouding and eyes blurring as the pleasure waved over me. My walls lubricated his dick as my wetness increased. I was so aroused. I felt drunk. I felt like nothing I'd ever felt. Weak, high, hungry, good, so so good. I was dripping to the extreme.

"Don't ever stop." I cried. "Please..... Right right there...ahhh." my toes curled so hard that they hurt. I was biting down on my lip, feeling my mouth water.

It was as though Enos wasn't getting tired, his bottom lip fell open as he violently dived into me. Our overlapping parts made sounds that sent us to the depths of our arousal and sexual drive.

Could it get better than this?

My mind was empty. All I could do was take and take and take.

My sex squeezed his dick like a fist as I began to shake vibrantly. More tears sprang from my eyes and down my red cheeks. That made Enos flex his hips to an angle that hit that part so deep within me like a targeted bullet. That bundle of excitable nerves danced. That area that made me see stars and butterflies and sparks was being abused by him. The climax invaded my entire body like a shock of electricity.

Enos groaned from the pressure of my walls. It was like a sunction. His head rested on my shoulder as he fucked his way into those bundles again. He attacked them so good. My eyes fell shut as I moaned louder.

Enos kept on, going faster and faster until I felt his nails digging my hips. For some reason, that pain accompanied by the thrusts of his dick made my peak reachable. I cried when I felt myself cumming harder than I ever have. The tightening of my walls made Enos cum hard inside me. He road it all the way. I didn't want him to stop, if he did, I would surely die.

"Enos.....Ahhh." I breathed out.

I felt his seed flooding into me, it was warm, fuck, it felt so fucking good when he came inside me. I moaned from the feeling. My climax extending , it was just vibrating through me as he emptied everything inside me. He growled, "Fuck, you feel so fucking good right now." He praised as he road out his high.

We weren't thinking straight.

Clearly we had lost our minds.

But we also didn't give a shit.

We went for more rounds.

He fucked me against the wall, on the sofa, on the floor.

Enos really didn't hold anything back. He grabbed my hair tightly as he bent my fragile body over the table, slamming mercilessly into me. His other hand round my throat as we knew no limits.

I came so many times.

My insides felt so full of him.

I was truly a mess from inside out.

I didn't even recognize myself nor him as he did those things to me. He came in my mouth twice that night, he tasted so good in my mouth. He also came inside me again and again, I'm not sure how many times though. It felt incredibly addicting and I wished my body was stronger to take everything.

But just like Enos promised, he fucked me until my lights went out. I passed out in his arms when my body couldn't take it anymore.

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