To be honest, not going further or digging into a dead end doesn't mean she doesn't care, she just wants to reduce more divisions.

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Talked like herself as a old person.

Although she actually thinks so, she is a...weird with more experience than most of her peers. Especially after seeing so many unbelievable betrayals and disgusting political tactics - she grew up watching the news media - the good thing is that Yu Xiaoyu will always remind her when to believe and when not to believe.

Even advices are always biased.

Yu Ruoling felt even more that even if she hadn't stepped into the society, compared to many adults, she could be regarded as a "senior" worthy of consultation.

Especially after being approved by the class teacher, the young people directly evolved into something like a child on the outside but a boss on the soul or something.

Lying halfway on the sofa in the living room on the first floor, she has moved back to her original home since she adopted a puppy from the director of the Academic Affairs Office of Zhonggang Junior High School on Wednesday, September 27th. After four or five years, when she returned to her home again, Yu Ruoling finally felt a lot of emotion when she was huddled in bed on the first night when.

Like the bed is so soft, it's really super sleepy, well..., the main reason is that the timing of her return is really amazing.

She moved out from the fifth grade of elementary school until the third grade of junior high school, a total of four years；and from now until she graduated from senior high school - she assumed that she would leave Kaohsiung during university time - is exactly four years also.

Involuntarily, her thoughts turned back to the imagination of "recovering the lost time". Although it made sense to think about it, she believed that it was the will of the Father, at least she could guess that the Father did not want her to leave too much regret about parting from her family.

So less than a month after the start of the third grade, she adopted Milty. Not only did she return to her warm home, but she also officially became a mom of a puppy and slave of fluffy.

"Woof！"The palm of her hand was rubbed against something wet and cool. She rubbed the top of the puppy's head, which was less than one year old, and was bitten and licked by it intimately.

Milty still can't let go of the unfamiliar new home after arriving for the first time, but...Yu looked at Milty's blue eyes, fluffy tail, and pointed triangular ears silently.

Holy crap, she thought, she's afraid her cutie is a combination of a Formosan mixed with a husky mixed with a German shepherd.

One word：Demolition.

"And that husky is still the kind that often breaks down..."

Milty looked at his owner innocently.

Lie down on her side and put the cutie into her arms, she put her chin against his head. The topic came back, even if she moved back home,when she has the opportunity every Friday, she would still go to grandma's house for dinner；Saturdays and Sundays pass for an afternoon too - sometimes Saturdays are only two hours away and she have to go to band practice - at least not completely disconnected.

Her sensitive and slender awareness can make her feel that Li Qiao does not want to remarry, and the address between mother and grandma has never changed from beginning to end.

Mother's great is here. She patted the cutie's butt, attracting him to "open his teeth and claws" without deterrence. Obviously there could no relationship, but the mother still maintains it between the two families very well, she thought, it seems that father and mother are true love. Even though the elders of the two families had intentionally matched each other, time has proved that they are indeed very discerning.

"Shall we go to bed？"She shook Milty's little paws, and the hot tongue washed her face again, "Let me tell you, I still care about the band."

She changed the subject, and she mentioned the Arise Worship. Knowing that he might not understand, she continued to chatter on her own, "Milty, what do you think？Am I jealous of Huang Yinke and Zheng Wenhuan？Or am I simply not fond of being viewed with colored eyes？Or is it that she didn’t mean that way, but it’s just the right time to made me connect them and unavoidable to be a little embarrassed. Then it arouses my association？"

"To be honest, "Yu Ruoling continued, "I don't know what kind of attitudes I should use to face those two. Frankly speaking, Milty, I'm not sure if I really want to treat them as friends, because their status in ours are…climbing too quickly. And that might be a really dangerous thing to every oldest members. Like almost stepping on someone's head."

"Our function and value in the band are no longer important. Is it because she wants to take care of new friends？Or is she planning to weed out old people for other jobs？"Yu Ruoling squatted in front of the pink cage, letting Milty excitedly bite a clean rag, and said thoughtfully, "So she didn't mean to target us or me, but intends to evolve the band and let the younger generation come up, old men retire to engage in other short-staffed ministries？"

Milty suddenly stopped and looked at his master quietly, "Woof！"

"Are you asking me to doubt or believe？After all, my mentality has always been difficult to value people who are not based on strength but have a higher status than me, or so on."

Then she was directly kissed.

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"Milty, are you influencing me with love？"Yu couldn't help but laugh, twitching her mouth and lamenting that her son's husky nature was about to be stimulated after all, and even with the cleverness of a German shepherd, he started playing tricks.

"Woou~"

"Okay~ You're influencing me, little one, by the way, also asking me to influence myself with love too, so that this thing beco...Milty, "She paused strangely, "You make me love them？"

Milty stopped woofing, staggered into the cage to drink water, and obediently lay down to see her. A pair of sapphire-like eyes are shining brightly, as if filling the entire sea of ​​stars.

Yu Ruoling suddenly felt that she must be crazy to come to chat with her son, and came to a very, very, very strange conclusion.

Love them？Does she not love them？No, she loved those people very much, far more than she thought at first. After all these years of development, she doesn't even know why she has the courage to love anyone in her own age group - let alone a group - which makes her look like a cockroach that can't be killed, a curb that can't be trampled, and cotton that are not rotten no matter how one rub it.

Although she was in pain, she still believed（even though she didn't know what she was obsessed with）, and went to dig secretly without hesitation. Maybe she will make herself hurt again - a self-abuse plot.

Holding this kind of points that can no longer think about suicide, because she will violate the truth and is cowardly and afraid of the consequence of suicide, she is unknowingly infected, because of the youth group.

Miraculously, she is still afraid of being in the same space with more than three peers at the same time.

She suddenly thought, so why was she not afraid at all when she was a junior high school freshman in Zhonggang three years ago？Obviously, no one around her is familiar, why did she get to know Chen Qian, Jian Fuyao, Yue Yifei, Liu Muxi, Dong Tinghua, Shi Shuzheng, almost ten people she had never met in three months？

Yu Ruoling's legs felt a little numb while squatting, so she simply closed the cage door, said goodnight to Milty, and went back to the living room to continue to sit down and think.

She hugged the light blue blanket in a ball. The weather in September has not yet entered winter. Considering the average monthly temperature of about 27 celsius degrees, this picture is a bit hot.

"Maybe I'm still hiding it？Seal off all that fearful mentality, and I haven't accepted the existence of the youth, so I don't think it's a big deal. After all, when I first entered junior high school, I was not too far away from that incident."

She couldn't help but want to lie down again, the special fragrance on the blanket made her drowsy. Not knowing which key touched her, Yu Ruoling suddenly felt that she seemed more and more like a normal person, someone with feelings and emotions, someone who could use her senses to perceive other beauty in this world, instead of a human being who use them to set up a guard.

Although vigilance is still necessary.

She buried her head in the blanket and took a deep breath, and decisively took it upstairs to lie on the bed, a new wave of lazy heaven time.

"Then this state, it seems that high school is quite 'anticipated'."She can almost foresee the tragedy of next year, and it is definitely not a more optimistic experience.

"Just enjoy this last year of blinding me to pain."She murmured.

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In the space filled with white mist, the visibility is so poor that one can hardly see feet clearly, as if one is in an extremely high-temperature crater, and the rising mist keeps flowing around, forming circles and circles.

They rotate counterclockwise around each other and are not disturbed by anything that intrudes.

A figure appeared dimly in the mist. Since the person's appearance could not be seen clearly, thus could only tell whether the figure was a man or a woman based on height and movements.

The gestures of the figure seemed to exude an aristocratic atmosphere, and the neat short black hair made figure sharper, but the gentleness and delicacy revealed between the brows and eyes were enough to weaken the rigid temperament.

Outstanding, perfect, tall, a person who is as elegant as a prince, bizarre, illogical, and kind.

This is the first impression of Fong Xuan, the number one in charge of the mind world, when she saw him.

"What are you？"

For the first time（and extremely unlikely）since the birth of "she" - the guardian - in the mind world, a non-personality soul is seen.

A Spirit.