[Ochako POV]

|4:03 am

"Come to my room. Bakugou is In here, it's pretty important."

I feel my heart stop a bit, and I immediately pick up my bag and run off. I start racing towards Kirishima's room.

I start to pant a bit from my own anxiety.

I'm so worried. Is he okay??? Is something wrong??? Is he hurt?? I left him alone to talk to Deku.. I didn't even say goodbye. What if the league of villians came back?? God. There's so many thoughts running through my mind. I should've said goodbye.. damn.. I should've said goodbye!!

I knock repeatedly at the door, until the red head opens it and before the chance of him saying anything, I yelp "Is he okay?!"

"Umm.. As okay as he can be I guess... Come in" He hesitantly responds, opening the door in front of me, I run inside and stand over Katsuki laying stomach down on a couch.

"well great... there she is" he groans somewhat sitting up but then falling back down. "You look terrible Katsuki! Were.. you drinking?" I ask, kneeling down and rubbing my pointer finger and thumb against his forehead.

"I should go.." Kirishima then leaves, walking out and closes the door behind him; leaving me and Katsuki in his room alone.

"Are you okay?" I say softly, seeing him in such in bad place. "No. just like our relationship" he scoffs, adjusting his body and turning away from me on the couch.

"W-what are you talking about Katsuki? Our relationship is fine. I promise. You're not thinking straight" I plead, walking over to the other side of the couch to remain eye contact with him.

"I know exactly what I saw. But I have to ask.. why'd you do it?" He speaks softly and deeply, nuzzlung his head into the couch.

I was so confused from his words, it was like trying to talk to a brick wall. I knew he was intoxicated, his minds fuzzy and he isn't making sense. But I'm trying my best to talk to him.

"Why'd I do what Katsuki? I'd never hurt you" I try and sit him up and I finally get him sitting up straight. But his head falls back against the couch, with his eyes facing the ceiling.

"Why'd you kiss him?"

I feel a rush of anxiety as I heard those words. I didn't do anything wrong.. it was Deku. Deku kissed me. I would never do something like that to him..

Why do I feel guilty? Why didn't I push Deku away? How did he see? My mind is just overflowing with thoughts of my own worries.

"Katsuki.. I don't know what to say.. and I promise you that nothing happened" My voice becomes flat and emotionless as I didn't know what to do. I hear Katsuki just laughing, as he chuckles "but I saw! I saw with my own eyes! You kissed him"

He didn't sound right. I couldn't tell if he thought this was one big joke or he was really hurting. I take a deep sigh as I sit down next to him. I place my hand on his knee, and I stare distantly at the ground.

"This is all one big mistake. I didn't kiss him.. he kissed me.." I try to tell him, my eyes just stricken with the pain of knowing that this is all because I went to go find Deku.

"Does it matter?" He mumbles, he sorta starts to lean to the left about to collapse onto the couch again but I quickly react and lean him back up.

"Katsuki.. you're drunk right now. No matter what I tell you, you're not going to remember. But I want you to know that I love you. I love you so much." My eyes start to tear up a bit from my own words-"I'd never do anything to hurt you. I promise this is a misunderstanding, I love you more than you know. I'd never cheat on you. Ever." I throw my arms around him, and I feel a few tears run down my face.

Why'd this have to happen? All of Katsukis pain was from that kiss. I feel.. angry for once. Like this is all Dekus fault. He kissed me with no consent whatsoever. This isn't my fault. Right?

"I love you. But I can't forget." He sorta throws his arms up in the air, but then they fall onto my back holding me.

"I'll explain everything to you tomorrow. I promise." I sob a bit, Holding onto his torso tightly. "I wanna go to bed" He grumbles, Sorta wiggling out of my hold. He try's standing up but can't even keep a straight line as he walks to the door.

"Katsuki, you're gonna fall" I call out, standing up to run over to him. "I'm a tough guy. I won't fall" he mutters, turning the doorknob. "Sleep at my place Katsuki. I want to keep an eye on you" I put my arm around his torso to keep him up as I guide him to my bedroom.

"Sleep time" he laughs as I put him onto my bed, he climbs up and goes under the covers. I sit on the edge of the bed and I try to gather my thoughts.

He won't remember any of this. And god.. I'm terrified to see how tomorrow will be. I don't want to lose him. I can't lose him

I just hope he'll understand. Deku means nothing to me.. it wasn't my choice. I'm praying that he'll forgive me for anything he thinks I may have done.

I turn my head at him, seeing him sleep so peacefully. I start to tear up again.. because I fear that this will be the last time he's here with me.